tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-67364593989397183232011-07-30T15:54:14.080-07:00emmy & fizlil'fizhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16823661098043093084noreply@blogger.comBlogger821100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6736459398939718323.post-477034506747252332010-09-12T22:31:00.000-07:002010-09-12T22:59:59.554-07:00<a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/TI29vqaPF9I/AAAAAAAAARs/8m1WCy1knJI/s1600/P1010958.jpg"><img style="WIDTH: 320px; HEIGHT: 300px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5516273745134557138" border="0" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/TI29vqaPF9I/AAAAAAAAARs/8m1WCy1knJI/s320/P1010958.jpg" /></a><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><br /><div>Hey..feel like i wanna blog today..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>1stly i wanna wish all muslims a </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>Selamat Hari Raya Maaf Zahir &</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>Batin..minta ampun dan maaf atas </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>segala kesilapan yg pernah manyakiti</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>hati ataupon terkasar bahasa yg </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>menyinggungkan k..haha..bout my </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>previous post..? i've 4gotten all about </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>it..i love my family..during da 1st day</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>of raya, feels like all dirt dat kept been</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>wash away..n now itz perfect back clean..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>*HEART* still beating..rite now itz been</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>longing for sum1's hug..i miss my bf..really..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>sharing tiz feels like im gonna cry..i miss him</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>so much..i'm waiting for his call..it seems like </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>i've been calling him many times since yesterday..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>but to no reaction..maybe he's bz or something..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>im not sure..but wat really happen was, on 1st </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>day of raya during visiting to elders house..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>i was asked about when to get married..this </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>sounds serious..me n him we did plan on da </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>date dat is supposed to be our engagement day..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>unfortunately, he forgot all about it..i was </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>disappointed, itz not like as if i was da only 1 </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>who set da date..itz us!! how could he? ok,</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>i'd still think datz a minor thing..so another </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>is, i juz need him to check wit his family or</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>ask himself if he wanna do this..he alwayz </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>avoid my ques..maybe he hasn't find da right</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>time to talk about it..ok i'd still understand..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>but dun let me wait wit no ans..im confused..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>u leave me here crying for no reason..im juz </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>hurt b..by being irresponsible..no call back frm </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>u..no sms received..i felt deceived obviously..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>while waiting, feels like im breathless..i'd </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>still love him, we didn't fight..but i do shout</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>at him..im sorry..itz so painful..hopefully</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>everything's gonna be alright..Insya'allah..</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6736459398939718323-47703450674725233?l=emmyfiz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>lil'fizhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16823661098043093084noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6736459398939718323.post-69789694204129823022010-08-26T21:30:00.000-07:002010-08-26T22:49:04.231-07:00<a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/THdQjYMsfbI/AAAAAAAAARk/-niw62QPFgE/s1600/P1010643.jpg"><img style="WIDTH: 320px; HEIGHT: 240px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5509961237832433074" border="0" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/THdQjYMsfbI/AAAAAAAAARk/-niw62QPFgE/s320/P1010643.jpg" /></a><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><br /><div>i haf a strong feeling in wanting to </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>blog today..hee..itz been a long </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>time isn't? i feel bored, tired but</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>i can't sleep..itz 12.31pm now..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>earlier on when i was on my way </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>home frm werk this morning,</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>i was head-banging in </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>da bus..hehe..(sleeping) ppl </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>might c me like im so tired!!</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>last nite i did new things at </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>werk..previous 1st trial wasn't </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>dat good..it was like a bad </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>experience dat i dun feel like </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>doing dat werk again..itz fixing</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>an encoder to a machine..well,</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>datz wat a technician does..but </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>i made it a success yesterday..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>i made it thru by fixing 8 </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>machines! cool huh?! :) aite..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>therez so much to share..my </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>4 dayz trip was AWESOME! </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>Tanah Lot is a beautiful...!! </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>each day since im back, i'll </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>always remember those </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>morning sunrise..how nice </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>it is to juz stay there & nvr</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>come back..coz if u muz noe </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>wat happen, recently i juz </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>bought my family a dining </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>table with a coffee table..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>well my previous dining </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>table was a 4 leg become</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>3 leg..so datz y needed a </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>new 1 which is also a good </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>thing coz raya is coming..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>even me, i want to get a </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>new one..rarely dat i see </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>ppl or a child who earns </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>wants to buy furniture or </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>things for their home..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>except like my close frens..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>my bf..wat happen is, afta </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>i bought those stuffz my dad </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>tend to blame me for buying </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>those furniture over something</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>else which is not related..wanna </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>noe how i feel? i feel un-appreciated</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>by my own family...ok maybe as my</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>dad grow old, he starts to grumble a</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>lot..i dun mind..but emotionally it </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>hurts my heart bout all da things he </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>said..feels like regretted in buying </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>those furniture..coz he was da 1 who </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>said dat; r we goin to celebrate raya </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>in these 3 legged dining table?? end up</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>he doesn't appreciate it..if only i knew,</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>i would've save dat money for my </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>braces..been wanting so bad to get it </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>fixed..but it seems like now, more & </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>more bills to pay..stress isn't?? dun </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>talk about saving money for marriage..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>sometimes i feel like juz wanna get </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>married in a simple way..but itz juz </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>by family tradition dat every malay</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>couple gotta go thru dat we haf to </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>do a function..& i guess itz a must for</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>my family..hehe..y suddenly talk about</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>marriage eh?? wait la..haha..i wanna </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>paint my room!! but dun haf kaki's..!!</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>argh!! didn't haf so much time!! i need </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>my beauty sleep as well! weekend </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>gonna make kuih raya..! ok..n yah..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>btw, streetdance & step up 3d movie</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>was great..simply love it..aite..i'ma </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>post again..sleep for now.. (-.-) bye!</div><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6736459398939718323-6978969420412982302?l=emmyfiz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>lil'fizhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16823661098043093084noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6736459398939718323.post-16030412336136989182010-07-26T20:11:00.000-07:002010-07-26T20:27:17.186-07:00<a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/TE5R7EsONZI/AAAAAAAAARU/HMd3NA6gp1A/s1600/P1010473EDIT.jpg"><img style="WIDTH: 242px; HEIGHT: 320px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5498422270379308434" border="0" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/TE5R7EsONZI/AAAAAAAAARU/HMd3NA6gp1A/s320/P1010473EDIT.jpg" /></a><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><br /><div>haha..itz been so long since last post...</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>so much things happen for sure...therez</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>so much for me to share..but 1st & fore-</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>most, im goin back to bali in 2 dayz time!!</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>i dun belieeevvveee tiz! what! & im still </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>deciding wat clothes to bring..i hope itz</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>decided now..hehe..itz a 4 day holiday</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>treat frm my bf, mr emmy..hotels & </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>flights..errmm..shopping too?? yes!!</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>haha..coz itz not my pay day yet..woo!</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>i really can't wait! enuff of tolerating </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>all da shitz dat happen..i guess im being</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>patient enuff...only Allah noes..im going</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>there to relax myself wit empty mind..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>flying off via Jetstar..will be back on Sun</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>nite..Haf a pleasant holiday Fitri..!</div><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6736459398939718323-1603041233613698918?l=emmyfiz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>lil'fizhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16823661098043093084noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6736459398939718323.post-43901360814275507662010-07-02T22:11:00.000-07:002010-07-02T23:13:08.684-07:00<a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/TC7TVNDTKZI/AAAAAAAAARM/686KTNqA6hs/s1600/DSC_4994.jpg"><img style="WIDTH: 213px; HEIGHT: 320px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5489557357045426578" border="0" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/TC7TVNDTKZI/AAAAAAAAARM/686KTNqA6hs/s320/DSC_4994.jpg" /></a><br /><p></p><div>im back again....been bz sleeping </div><div></div><div>during da day..& werk at nite..</div><div></div><div>hehe..graveyard shift..so far so </div><div></div><div>good..i've received my 1st pay..</div><div></div><div>which i werk for da 1st 2 weeks..</div><div></div><div>ape la sgt..lucky got gst money..</div><div></div><div>hehe..many things happened..</div><div></div><div>therez some bout ppl at werk..</div><div></div><div>therez some bout ppl in my </div><div></div><div>family..but for sure it is, dat im</div><div></div><div>sad & pity my dad when hez in </div><div></div><div>pain..i bring him to doc da other </div><div></div><div>day..till now hez not really dat </div><div></div><div>well yet or fit for work..i juz </div><div>want him to retire & sit at home..</div><div>aite..another thing is dat little</div><div></div><div>thing dat i wanna share is..</div><div>last week i got my make-over</div><div></div><div>pic! went over wif Ira to take </div><div>our softcopy 1st..da photobook</div><div>should be ready in a week or 2..</div><div></div><div>even dat, i still got not enuff $$ </div><div>to pay for da outstanding..hehe..</div><div></div><div>next mth afta i got my allowance</div><div></div><div>& o.t pay should be more then </div><div></div><div>enuff la..hee..c how la..hmm..</div><div></div><div>afta took da softcopy, therez </div><div></div><div>plan bout goin j.b..but end up </div><div></div><div>we had lunch at Charco's...</div><div></div><div>itz nice..! then head off to </div><div></div><div>virtual jamming..then dinner</div><div>chill at the Cathay to haf Ben </div><div>& Jerry Ice-Cream..yeay! </div><div>enjoyed my last sat..plus </div><div>another bouquet of Sunflower!!</div><div>haha..awww!! so sweet my bf..</div><div></div><div>da bouquet comes with a card..!</div><div>im so touched by da words written</div><div>inside it..it was a couple surprise </div><div></div><div>for me & Adlin..we both were told </div><div></div><div>to open da boot of da car behind,</div><div>& there it is, 2 bouquet of flowers</div><div>placed wit da cards behind it..so </div><div></div><div>sweet of 'em..haha..then last nite</div><div>i received 1 elmo & 1 Me-To-You</div><div></div><div>teddy bear..haha..im so happy!!</div><div>he never fails to put dat smile on</div><div>my face..thanks my mr emmy..</div><div>nobody ever does it like u..</div><div>hez da only 1 for me..though therez</div><div>always da time when he push me </div><div>down..when im hurt..he bleeds..</div><div>i'd still love him since day 1..</div><div>wanna thanked him for everything..</div><div>changes in my life..it has no </div><div>meaning without his love & </div><div>affection..sorry guys, i drag this</div><div>too long..juz letting go bout how</div><div>i feel..aite, im gonna meet my </div><div>ladies later..gotta o.t tomorrow</div><div>nite..woohoo! haha.. hopefully</div><div>everything goes well..oh yah! </div><div>hehe..now me no longer feel </div><div>sad whenever being apart frm</div><div>him..i guess im stronger willed </div><div>nowadays..no longer weak heart</div><div>or emotionalz too much k..haha..</div><div>ok lame..enjoy da weekend! </div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6736459398939718323-4390136081427550766?l=emmyfiz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>lil'fizhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16823661098043093084noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6736459398939718323.post-40319547540314486102010-06-19T13:28:00.000-07:002010-06-19T15:01:47.406-07:00<a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/TB04axxnRGI/AAAAAAAAAQ8/QZa-n8oRJNc/s1600/IMG_0954.JPG"><img style="WIDTH: 240px; HEIGHT: 320px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5484601953896318050" border="0" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/TB04axxnRGI/AAAAAAAAAQ8/QZa-n8oRJNc/s320/IMG_0954.JPG" /></a><br />hey..watz up??? haha..itz been sometime<br />since i last blogging..been bz lately..ouh!<br />didn't i tell u dat im employed!! yeah!!!<br />itz already been more than a week! haha<br />im now a Production Technician.. ;)<br />Alhamdulillah! like finally i got a job<br />related to my cert..haha..da pay<br />is good..da only thing is dat im<br />werking on nite shift..gotta get used<br />to it..i was da 1 who choose nite shift..<br />but so far itz ok for me..if i o.t,<br />da pay will be a BOOMZ! haha..<br />but some maybe wary bout me werkin'<br />as a Technician..even my bf can't<br />see myself werkin' as Technician..<br />watz wrong wif dat?? theres gals<br />out there @ my werkplace..they<br />were all around my age..juz graduated<br />from poly/ite..even my fren Ariff was<br />there! surprisingly, we work for da<br />same company..haha..so i almost met<br />him everyday..lol..but i'ma adapt to<br />da werkplace environment..at least<br />my family care & supported me..<br />they concern about me, asking if<br />im ok wip da job..& i said im ok..<br />still, lesser time spent wip my bf..<br />we will try to spend our time<br />together during da weekend aite..<br />need some sacrifice there..for me<br />i can't bear to see him go..heart felt<br />weak for a moment..at times tears<br />juz flow down un-control-lably..hee..<br />can't help it, datz juz me..da feeling<br />dat i haf for him is juz so so serious,<br />dangerously in love..ceh! haha..aite..<br />actually i wanna share days dat had<br />happened on my birthday..itz a day<br />when a wish come true..! really!!!<br />i went interview on da morning,<br />2nd interview da next day..on<br />thurs nite i start werk! haha..ok<br />continue on wat happened during<br />my 24th b'day..afta interview in<br />da morning, im supposed to meet<br />my bf to decorate my bday cake..<br />unfortunately, he woke up late!!!<br />so he came over my place by surprise<br />he got me a sunflower bouquet wip<br />3 purple roses..datz so sweet of him..<br />unexpected for da make-ups..he took<br />a vid to see howz my expression like..<br />he said he love dat smile..da moment<br />when i when to dat door to see him..<br />oh my! i was so paiseh la coz my bro<br />was at living room wip my mum..&<br />they all saw me carrying dat flower..<br />haha..i juz laughed away..all my anger<br />suddenly cooled down when i met him..<br />of all da flowers dat he got for me, this<br />was unforgetable-sweet one..thanks dear!<br />so we went to Icing Room to decorate my<br />bday cake..happen on dat day therez<br />promotion for 2 cakes..so we decorate 1<br />for my bday, he designed it..& another<br />for our anniversary..nice 1..it may be small<br />but itz nice! worth it! we sat down & he<br />started to light da candle n sing me a bday<br />song..haha..sounds funny coz we celebrated<br />only da 2 of us, but still to me itz sweet &<br />i juz made dat wish then blew da fire away..<br />wee..!! afta dat we went to k-box..our 1st<br />time karaoke-ing together..3 hours seems<br />like we haven't get enuff of it! haha..cool ar!<br />i sing & shout until i almost lost my voice da<br />next day..sore throat n cough..haha..but<br />most important thing is da bday gurl enjoyed<br />spendin' time wip her loved ones..so i got home<br />ard 9pm..another unexpected surprise is dat<br />they got me a cake also!! haha..so i celebrated<br />together wip my 2 yr old niece, Riqa Farah..<br />her bday falls 3 dayz afta mine..so tiz is<br />advance..this time she blew da candle..cute!<br />so yah..datz how i celebrated my 24th bday..<br />doesn't end here..last weekend my frenz,<br />da Gerekz peeps planned another bday<br />surprise for me! haha..they planned prawning<br />but didn't tell me where da place at exactly..<br />when i reached at AMK, i was lost..nobody<br />met me there..all i know was everybody<br />already reached da place..& at dat time i was<br />so blur dunno wat to do..my bf tells me to juz<br />go home, coz hez goin to werk so he can't<br />accompany me to bring me to da place..i<br />almost go home..i told 'em, but still they<br />insist me to come..even volunteer to pick<br />me up frm amk..haiz..i was like wondering<br />y they force me to come..in the end, no<br />wonder la..haha..i was sobbing in da cab<br />seeing my bf go..c, how emotional i was<br />dat time?? haha..bcoz i dunno watz goin<br />on, 1 tells me to go home, Ira die die<br />wants me to come..during da prawning<br />session, Ariff came late..out of sudden,<br />voices singing happy bday n a cake<br />appear behind me when i was prawning..<br />haha..another sweet moments la seh..<br />thank u guys n gals for da surprise..<br />i really appreciate it..comes wip a hand-<br />made card & all dat wishes in it..so this<br />yr i've celebrated 3 cakes! another is<br />anniversary..haha..cake madness...<br />last yr therez no cake..itz like a make-<br />ups tiz yr for last yr or wat?? haha<br />last but not least, i received a Christian<br />Dior Addict perfum, eyeshadow set &<br />Estee Lauder lipstick from his mum..<br />thank u so much Cik Murni..hehe..datz<br />so sweet of her..i love it so much! hee..<br />in between those dayz theres also<br />few outings like me goin for free trial<br />yoga class..itz good! ferrinna tagged me<br />there..my 1st experience..itz a relaxing<br />way to lose weight..like exercising in<br />slow-motion..haha..then theres also<br />meeting upz wip sec sch gf's at Magic<br />Wok..so much story to share! haven't<br />meet for a long time..so i end my entry<br />here..gotta sleep..now itz almost<br />6am in da morning..gotta to attend<br />Fashihah wedz..meeting da Gereks at<br />1pm later..see ya!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6736459398939718323-4031954754031448610?l=emmyfiz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>lil'fizhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16823661098043093084noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6736459398939718323.post-25794604208618662982010-06-07T11:28:00.000-07:002010-06-07T12:23:48.575-07:00<a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/TA1HHZS8qDI/AAAAAAAAAQ0/5V_tozcaLxE/s1600/IMG_0839.JPG"><img style="WIDTH: 320px; HEIGHT: 228px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5480114513954777138" border="0" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/TA1HHZS8qDI/AAAAAAAAAQ0/5V_tozcaLxE/s320/IMG_0839.JPG" /></a><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><br /><div>Happy 24th Birthday to me!!! oh my..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>watz my age again?? i dun belieeeeeeeeve</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>tiz!! haha..how has it been lately? im good</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>so far at least goin for 2 interview last week</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>another 1 2morrow & on wed..hee..cool ah..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>within a week therez some outing goin' on</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>includes my last weekend too! aite..i may </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>not remember all but da other day me &</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>emmy meet up wit the other couple again</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>ard evening..to accompany Adlin customise</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>a b'day cake for her fiance, Endi..itz so nice!</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>itz called the Icing Room shop..hmm..my </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>bf wants us to decorate for my bday cake..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>today..later afta my interview..hee.. :)</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>On this day, my birthday..i dun feel stress</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>at all dat im jobless..in fact..im contented..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>im happy..at da same time im still trying..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>im happy dat my bestfren got herself a job</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>proud of her..itz not a waste dat i accompany</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>her the other day..aite..next is, i watched </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>Sex & da City 2 last fri wip my collegue </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>Angela..i enjoyed da show..simply love it!!</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>over da weekend went out wip bf-frenz </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>for virtual jamming..power! i also want </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>to try ah..gals jamming..i enjoyed too</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>my collegue Huda were there too..!</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>we had Chicken Champs for dinner..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>da place is by Nuradee Bros. They did </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>came down n perform dat time..cool..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>There were 9 of us altogether..da fried </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>chicken was nice! i had a great weekend</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>completed wit goin makan at simpang</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>bedok..da place is called Badoque..a </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>very relaxing setting of dinner for our</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>sunday nite..went there wip Endi & Adlin</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>for juz a dinner meet ups..still, da food </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>is GOOD! haha..datz y im happy..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>contented..maybe coz i've made some1 </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>happy..i feel like my heart now is less </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>out of burden..dat makes me feel </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>stronger to find jobs n all..i dun mind</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>da wait..Alwayz keep HIM in ur heart</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>& pray for wats best..Insya'allah ur </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>heart will be clean..Alhamdulillah..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>wanna noe wat? some1 volunteeer</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>to bake me a bday cake la..! im so</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>touched..shez my sister..thanks</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>Kak Ain! da intention is there ok!</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>last but not least, i wanna thank</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>those who have wished me, thru</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>sms..fb..thanks a lot! i can't wait </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>to meet my baby later..goin to </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>customise, design a bday cake </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>for me..spending da day wip me </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>is more than wat i could ask for!</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>aite itz almost 3am now..lights </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>off..laptop shut down for now!!</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>Have a pleasant Birthday Fitri!</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6736459398939718323-2579460420861866298?l=emmyfiz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>lil'fizhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16823661098043093084noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6736459398939718323.post-38242848388350472492010-05-31T09:30:00.000-07:002010-05-31T10:12:14.347-07:00<a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/TAPsBOXB_DI/AAAAAAAAAQs/IVTInZpgDi0/s1600/IMG_0759.JPG"><img style="WIDTH: 320px; HEIGHT: 240px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5477481077591374898" border="0" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/TAPsBOXB_DI/AAAAAAAAAQs/IVTInZpgDi0/s320/IMG_0759.JPG" /></a><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><br /><div>Life's good when u haf money...but sucks</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>when u ain't got no job..damn! i sent 18 </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>online job applications today..i received </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>3 calls frm ppl askin' me whether im still </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>looking for a job, but didn't get to any </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>of those interviews yet..last week plan </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>A didn't much work out..so i tried plan </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>B this week..i wish to make an advance </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>bday wish..despite being happy these </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>few days, im still worried when am i </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>gonna get a proper job..each time when</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>im like giving up as in juz grab watever </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>job there is, could be part-time or wat</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>my bf keeps telling me juz wait & keep</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>looking for da right one..thanks b..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>hez been there all a while when im</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>down..never fails to cheer me up since</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>last 4 days..we went to Snow City </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>yesterday..i had a great time wit da </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>other couple who planned it..i was </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>supposed to catch Sex & da City </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>wip my collegues..but end up da </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>promo ticx dat we gonna get was </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>fully redeemed..Snow City was </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>last min thing..we reached there </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>ard 4 plus..went ard to take pics</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>at the kinetic garden infront of da</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>science centre..had late lunch at</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>the macdonald's..then went in to </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>da snow city!! yey! we bought 6 </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>pics of our memonts in there..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>choose da best out of it..we went</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>down to da slide 3 times & it was </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>like so HAPPENING! haha..but</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>then i can't stand da cold -4 deg!</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>my face were all numb during </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>da 1 hr in there..i can't feel my </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>lips, nose, ear..my fingers even!</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>haha..but i had so much fun..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>thanks to my mr emmy for dat..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>afta all dat done, me n him suggested</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>to go to newton for dinner..been </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>always want to eat there! they </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>ordered a lot..! my fav is da tiger</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>prawn..dats really a tiger! bigger </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>than Lau Pa Sat's one..overall</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>da food were all good n nice..!</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>afta dinner ard 8.30pm, his </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>childhood fren Endi, send all</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>of us home..thanks to him.. :) </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>aite..lately i've got 2 bad dreams</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>when i slept..lotsa imagination </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>i guess..hehe..i'ma blog again aite!</div><div> </div><div> </div><div></div><div></div><div><span style="font-family:lucida grande;">I Love my BF more & more each </span></div><div><span style="font-family:lucida grande;"></span> </div><div><span style="font-family:lucida grande;"></span> </div><div><span style="font-family:lucida grande;"></span></div><div><span style="font-family:lucida grande;"></span></div><div><span style="font-family:lucida grande;">and everyday.....!</span></div><div><span style="font-family:lucida grande;"></span> </div><div> </div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6736459398939718323-3824284838835047249?l=emmyfiz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>lil'fizhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16823661098043093084noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6736459398939718323.post-3372388122584009222010-05-29T08:43:00.000-07:002010-05-29T09:17:14.779-07:00<a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/TAE9l4Jq6XI/AAAAAAAAAQk/-c_tPYF-Lz4/s1600/IMG_0617.JPG"><img style="WIDTH: 240px; HEIGHT: 320px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5476726342796634482" border="0" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/TAE9l4Jq6XI/AAAAAAAAAQk/-c_tPYF-Lz4/s320/IMG_0617.JPG" /></a><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><br /><div>hey im back again..so soon blogging..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>hehe..howz my sat? hmm ok good..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>i enjoyed da Shrek Forever After </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>movie..therez a moral in it..cute,</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>funny and touching..! aww...</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>in previous blog i forget to include</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>dat i went pizza hut for lunch da other </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>day...i said to him dat i dun remember</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>when was da last time we both eat at</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>restaurant alone? itz been a long time...! </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>unless wip frenz la..but im juz feeling a </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>lil' disappointment in between coz i </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>noe my bf is tired..but hez da 1 who ask </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>me out in the early afternoon to the expo</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>for sale..itz a good thing to know dat ur</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>bf sacrifice his sleep even when hez</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>tired juz to spend time wip his gf..i </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>agree..& i do appreciate dat..but dun </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>make it like it was as if u haf to accompany </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>me..i dun wanna maake it a big issue la..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>im juz letting out bout how i feel..for me</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>itz like wouldn't it be better if he had some</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>sleep 1st then maybe meet me up later in</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>da evening or something?? i'm doing things</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>easier for him..rather than he go out wip me </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>looking so tired n sleepy, n expecting me to </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>really understand da situation..i understand..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>but i didn't want it dat way..hope he </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>understands..nevertheless..i appreciate for</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>watever he has done for me..he even bought</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>me an advance bday present..so sweet of </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>him..i got a rip curl t-shirt frm him..nice!</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>hehe..next on my wish list is to get myself </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>a berms..since i lost my fav 1.. *sad* itz</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>ok..2morrow will be another day wip my </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>close collegues to catch da movie Sex & da </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>City..yeay! ok gtg now..nite!</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6736459398939718323-337238812258400922?l=emmyfiz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>lil'fizhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16823661098043093084noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6736459398939718323.post-29416427116834821312010-05-28T12:12:00.000-07:002010-05-28T12:53:11.516-07:00<a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/TAAdGECBStI/AAAAAAAAAQc/OKxEywju6r4/s1600/IMG_0692.JPG"><img style="WIDTH: 201px; HEIGHT: 320px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5476409136881158866" border="0" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/TAAdGECBStI/AAAAAAAAAQc/OKxEywju6r4/s320/IMG_0692.JPG" /></a><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><br /><div>I've sent ard 40 online jobs application today..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>haha..hopefully to get in to 1 of 'em at least..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>insya'allah..ok lets continue frm my previous </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>blog..last week outing was fun! we played card </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>games at mind cafe wip bf-frens n huda... </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>da place where i planned to go the other day </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>but cancelled..haha..overall it was good...! </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>so yesterday was another double date wip</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>emmy childhood fren..hmm..tiz time ard not</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>bad..eventhough the energetic couple still</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>jumps ard town, i guess im getting more </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>& more closer to them in a way getting to </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>know each other character well..im so</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>happy!! wee....~ wanna noe y? yesterday was</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>double-date shopping day! yey! i've got</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>2 hair accesories, got a belt from far east</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>plaza, got a grey colour flower design </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>leggings from new look & last but not </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>least..my bf got me a Burberry perfum!!!</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>i love it!! argh! thanks b..like finally, all </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>debts r settled! haha..dun worry we didn't</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>borrow anybody money..itz between us ;P</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>then today he went out for his guys outing,</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>while me n my collegues went to arnita place</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>again to see Isaac Syaqil! haha..come again? </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>tiz time ard coz we accompany da other 2 </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>collegues who wants to come over..me n </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>huda came last week coz both of us were</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>too impatient to see da new baby born..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>haha..anyway, da day is good..afta we left</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>arnita house, 3 of us went walking ard</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>shopping ard TM..u noe la now spore</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>sale..crazy like wat sia..crowded!! then</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>huda sis joined us, lepak-ing at J.CO </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>for like i think almost 3 hrs..haha..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>then went off to KFC..also sit down </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>n chat for 2 hrs..full afta having donuts</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>but still haf a share of buddy meal for</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>dinner..1 whole day full sia! coz b4 all</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>dat we had lontong at arnita house..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>been sitting da whole day less walking </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>coz da whole da till evening we've been</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>at tampines central area..haha..juz</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>chilling n catch ups stories..then </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>afta dat we went home..wee..! im</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>so happy..only dat it'll be more </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>complete if i already got a job..hmm..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>datz it for now..i haven't complete</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>my weekend yet! plan to go outs </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>wip my bf today! yeay! love him </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>man..! to da max!! aite..bye! </div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6736459398939718323-2941642711683482131?l=emmyfiz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>lil'fizhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16823661098043093084noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6736459398939718323.post-19500003566512543842010-05-21T23:14:00.000-07:002010-05-22T00:10:30.211-07:00<a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/S_d-xMI6a7I/AAAAAAAAAQU/XHB9JqHr8SU/s1600/IMG_0613.JPG"><img style="WIDTH: 320px; HEIGHT: 240px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5473983255629425586" border="0" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/S_d-xMI6a7I/AAAAAAAAAQU/XHB9JqHr8SU/s320/IMG_0613.JPG" /></a><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><br /><div>Yesterday was great! i really had a good</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>day..but by da time i went home, im dead</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>beat..so tired..imagine, i had interview at </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>2pm yesterday @ raffles place..da company</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>is called Robert Half..i ever heard of it b4</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>when i applied jobs online..it was like 1 of </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>da biggest finance company..hmm..not bad..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>but didn't expect i was invited for interview..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>wanna noe wat..?? da person who interviewed </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>is an english man (<em>ang moh)</em> so Handsome!!!</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>cannot carry ah..! can't help myself smiling</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>afta da interview..hehe..therez chances for </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>me to get da job.. :) wee! da guy still say to </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>me like: "i will call u on mon, if i didn't call</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>on mon or tue..u may contact me.." i was </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>like..hai (melts) dreaming..! my bf boring</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>only..hehe..tiz 1 want to recruit or want to </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>sell oil..haha :p ok then afta that meet my </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>bf afta werk & he followed me to my best-</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>fren house..it was huda bday last 2 days </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>& her mum invited me to her house as </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>she cooked nasi ayam..nice! best nasi</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>ayam ever..i suggest her can open stall </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>selling nasi ayam penyet..! i bought</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>her a small cookies & cream ice-cream </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>cake! nice..surprisingly yesterday is </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>her 1st time trying an ice-cream </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>cake..glad she likes it..so then i stayed</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>ard 1 hour plus then i go off back to my</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>home to take my collegues stuff..then </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>meet my galfren to arnita house..to see</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>da baby!! Isaac Syaqil..so cute! took </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>some pics..so da last event of da day</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>is lepak-ing with huda @ coffee bean..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>chatting for 2 hours!! lotsa stories to </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>share dat until we thought dat da nite </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>is still young..hehe..today plan to meet</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>her again..bf-frenz outing..plan to go</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>catch movie later..! n yah..i received</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>a call this morning for mon i got an </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>interview..! yeay! hope to get a job </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>soon! gtg! now hungry la seh..</div><div> </div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6736459398939718323-1950000356651254384?l=emmyfiz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>lil'fizhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16823661098043093084noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6736459398939718323.post-3720197066640796372010-05-20T03:26:00.000-07:002010-05-20T04:27:01.277-07:00<a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/S_Ua9kPHYMI/AAAAAAAAAQM/YpBAaslJxN0/s1600/IMG_0533.JPG"><img style="WIDTH: 274px; HEIGHT: 320px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5473310567140122818" border="0" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/S_Ua9kPHYMI/AAAAAAAAAQM/YpBAaslJxN0/s320/IMG_0533.JPG" /></a><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><br /><div>The world better prepare for when im a</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>Billionaire..!! hehe..still love tiz song even</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>though itz been almost a month since it </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>released..i find da vid n da lyrics of da song</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>really meaningful..if i'm rich i would've at</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>least grant somebody's last wish..but rite</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>now i juz haf 1 wish..& i hope it will come</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>true..i need a better career BADLY..!!</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>hee..sincerely i need it coz i want my family</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>to lead a better life..is dat so hard? each day </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>pass by, im gaining back those positive </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>thoughts of getting in to my career soon..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>hopefully everything's gonna be alright.. :) </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>oh ya, i quit my previous job..was pressured</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>hard by my manager..haiya..looks can be </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>deceiving, she look like a very nice lady </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>when i came for interview..but when it </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>comes to werk..<em>(perangai btl nye cina tak </em></div><br /><div><em></em></div><br /><div><em>mandi!!)</em> hehe..sorry..but datz honest 1..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>even previous ppl who work wit her feels da</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>same..so i guess itz not only me..as long </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>she happy la..& yah! juz wanna share dat </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>1 of my close collegues already gave birth...</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>can't wait to see her baby boy! Isaac Syaqil..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>hehe..excited! meanwhile, i'ma share a bit</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>bout my last weekend..went to cathay </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>wip emmy..indulge da Double Brownie</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>Special..so nice! i love da new flavour</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>cookie affair..feels like wanna pack a </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>ben & jerry tub for take-away home..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>hehe..missed Pitbull concert.. :( itz </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>ok some other concert then..hmm..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>today is my bestfren bday..juz hope</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>n pray dat she will be happy always..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>Last but not least..!! Happy 4yrs & 1</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>month anniversary to me n emmy la!!</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>hehe..lookin' back, those rainy days </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>dat we both been thru makes us closer</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>each n everyday..learnt to accept each</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>other flaws..spending all my time loving </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>u..every moment in life seems like itz </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>all bout u..da more i hated him, in fact</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>love increases without me realise it..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>Last few days we went back to da place</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>to where during da 1st day when i meet </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>him 4 yrs ago..we sat down n chill wip</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>da Gold Magnum Hazelnut flavor..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>mmm..itz juz so so nice! love him!</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6736459398939718323-372019706664079637?l=emmyfiz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>lil'fizhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16823661098043093084noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6736459398939718323.post-2008287352470587812010-05-10T21:32:00.000-07:002010-05-14T09:55:27.375-07:00<a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/S-1__VS37CI/AAAAAAAAAQE/avkmWQ1WuDc/s1600/P1010120.JPG"><img style="WIDTH: 320px; HEIGHT: 240px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5471169848349813794" border="0" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/S-1__VS37CI/AAAAAAAAAQE/avkmWQ1WuDc/s320/P1010120.JPG" /></a><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><br /><div>hey..juz feel like blogging..got some time<br /><br />to share..or somehow feel like i wanna<br /><br />share some of my thoughts rite now..<br /><br />i went to see doctor yesterday, n he gave<br /><br />me 2 days mc!! so nice of da doctor..haha<br /><br />i didn't request even! fated la eh..so i<br /><br />went for da interview..and to me..afta<br /><br />da interview, i feel like 50-50 chances<br /><br />of getting in. itz ok..at least i tried although<br /><br />1 of the officer was so fierce! haha..therez<br /><br />2 of 'em interviewed me..hmm..klah.. i let<br /><br />it go..when i went home, i'd say to myself<br /><br />like, this is it..maybe im juz fated to werk<br /><br />here..maybe itz true of wat my frens said<br /><br />juz stick to this job..but for me, i shall say<br /><br />maybe i'll juz stick to this job 1ST, while<br /><br />waiting for da right one..rite now i'ma<br /><br />bit stress already..2 days not werking,<br /><br />2morrow sure gonna be damn bz..<br /><br />im sure u noe wat my heart say..haha..<br /><br />datz life..(sigh!) ok lets put this heavy<br /><br />burden of mine aside..previosly i wanna<br /><br />share bout dayz spent last weekends..<br /><br />went to watch iron man 2 last 2 weeks<br /><br />wip ira, ariff, fendi & him..afta dat we<br /><br />had dinner @ tong seng hehe, like as<br /><br />usual..then we went to da Helix bridge.<br /><br />nice place..took some funny pics..haha..<br /><br />fun! then comes another week which<br /><br />was last weekend, another couple date<br /><br />out wip endi & adlin..my bf childhood<br /><br />fren..1st time meeting up wip 'em..<br /><br />my 1st impression bout 'em is, they<br /><br />are so energetic couple..until dat<br /><br />me n my bf looked like we're tired<br /><br />lookin at 'em..haha..1st time ah, i see<br /><br />a gf who can't stop jumping around..<br /><br />haha..i find it funny at 1st..seems<br /><br />like im outta place, but till at the end<br /><br />of da day..we both get well along wip<br /><br />each other..datz more funny..haha..<br /><br />but i dun go jumping ard like her la..<br /><br />haha..we talked, shared lotsa things<br /><br />maybe im behaving too polite la..(ceh!)<br /><br />overall, i enjoyed my day too!<br /><br />now..come back to today...still can't<br /><br />figure out how am i gonna be at werk<br /><br />2morrow..! juz werk la fitri ok!! for<br /><br />da family sake! sometimes mirror<br /><br />talking is good..itz not like crazy<br /><br />talking to urself, but i heard itz<br /><br />a good way to understand urself..hee..<br /><br />aite, seems like itz gonna rain.. i wanna<br /><br />go out to haf lunch wip him..hehe..<br /><br />i love my bf</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6736459398939718323-200828735247058781?l=emmyfiz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>lil'fizhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16823661098043093084noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6736459398939718323.post-20298112479691213852010-05-09T09:58:00.000-07:002010-05-09T10:35:05.958-07:00<a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/S-byOy6eCCI/AAAAAAAAAP8/A7JxLic54-A/s1600/IMG_0516.JPG"><img style="WIDTH: 214px; HEIGHT: 320px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5469325133487147042" border="0" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/S-byOy6eCCI/AAAAAAAAAP8/A7JxLic54-A/s320/IMG_0516.JPG" /></a><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><br /><div>Happy Mother's Day! eventhough</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>now itz 1am on mon..hehe i dun care..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>everyday is mum's day..she worked </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>hard for the family..by cooking every</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>-day..wash n fold our clothes..i got</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>her a perfume this yr..itz salvatore </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>ferragamo seh..haha..even myself,</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>i need a perfum..but itz ok..juz wanna</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>get it for her 1st..mine later..lotsa </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>stories to share..rite now i feel dat</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>my heads heavy..down wit fever..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>dun wanna sleep.still choose to blog.</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>hehe..ok lets start off wit werk 1st..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>itz already been a week..im replacing</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>a lady named kak tina from 2morrow</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>onwards..at 1st im so so thankful to</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>haf tiz job..until like a week, n watz</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>more im gonna be handling admin cum</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>accounts alone, seems like itz a bit tough.</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>ok i noe itz all tough in life..itz not like </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>i can't take it a lil hard or something..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>maybe juz dat i dun see myself doin</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>admin job..at 1st indeed, i was da 1 who </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>said dat im willing to learn new things..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>i agree dat it takes time to learn..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>however, only Allah noe's how i feel..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>i posted on fb..to ask frm ppl opinion..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>i accept watever my frenz compliment</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>so as i can see better view b4 i make my</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>decision..after my 2nd day of werk, i </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>received an email frm government for</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>an interview..and dat time i feel like,</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>damn! He's testing me or wat?? i was</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>confused..but think back again..i wanna</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>werk wit da government to as to haf a </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>stable job..ok let me say 1st, even if say </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>dat email wasn't sent to me, i would still</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>consider changing jobs..say wat u wanna</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>say la k..choosy..jobhopper..or wat..da </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>main thing is, this is not exactly wat i want</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>eventhough i was da 1 who wants a job near</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>my home..again, dun be choosy fitri..i noe..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>i alwayz remind myself..im juz a ite graduate..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>not a diploma or something..but i haf my right </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>to choose..be it gonna happen or not..itz up to</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>HIM to decide..my intention was to live off</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>better for my family..or maybe y'all haf said,</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>werking near ur house doesn't live off better</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>for my family?? itz still da same..but there's</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>no harm to give a try on da interview rite?</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>who noe's itz better off? *think positive*</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>hehe..some supported me to go..some suggest</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>to juz stay..itz ok..i like diff opinions..ok </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>im lazy to type..watever dat im tryna do,</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>i'ma pray dat HE will show me da right path..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>hope 2morrow gonna be a better day! gd nite!</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6736459398939718323-2029811247969121385?l=emmyfiz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>lil'fizhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16823661098043093084noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6736459398939718323.post-42661504716858281992010-04-30T10:36:00.000-07:002010-04-30T11:08:18.944-07:00<a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/S9scgB-YFtI/AAAAAAAAAP0/Vo2JmNLVaLU/s1600/IMG_0555%5B1%5D"><img style="WIDTH: 240px; HEIGHT: 320px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5465993909355681490" border="0" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/S9scgB-YFtI/AAAAAAAAAP0/Vo2JmNLVaLU/s320/IMG_0555%5B1%5D" /></a><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><br /><div>Before i could say dat my day today</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>was awesome, i wanna share watz in </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>my heart rite now..well i noe in relation-</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>ships we alwayz need each other when</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>we were down..even when u're broke!</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>don't u think so?? as for me, i guess im</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>good being on my own without any </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>financially support frm him..i dun mind </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>helping my bf when times are bad..we </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>were always there for each other..but </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>until today i guess hez a bit too much </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>in asking me for help..itz like u do sh*t,</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>u better pick it up on ur own..! dun do </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>sh*t n let somebody to cover but u pay </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>da person next month..wat da hell! i </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>dunno if y'all understand this..but i juz </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>feel like itz too much! i can't entertain </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>this kinda thing..y r u making things so</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>complicated?? im begging u pls, pls stop</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>this bad habit..if it is once or twice, i can</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>help u learn frm mistakes..but if it keeps </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>goin on & on everyday, it becomes a habit.</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>n i hate ur habit..! im sorry for being bad</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>person to u..but im not gonna help u tiz time</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>i'ma let u learn how hard it is life to be at </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>ur own feet..can't be depending on anybody..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>coz i'll bet u in dat way u'll never ever learn!</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>1 thing i noe is u won't listen to me..a gf who</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>never fails to give advice..yet u didn't want</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>to try n learn..i dunno wat else to do..i guess</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>im better off without u..my day was good..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>attending 3 dance class today..LA/lyrical</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>hip hop, breaking and hip hop gals..ya..i was</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>happy..only when i think of u i started to </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>frown..y? sometimes i do think back bout</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>all da sweet lil' things dat he did..i won't 4get</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>dat..but dats how it is, in relationships therez</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>been ups n downs..i haf to accept it, datz ur </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>flaws..im being open, but i really hope this </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>things won't be happening again..*positive*</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>bad habit can be changed..i need more tolerance,</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>i'll pray hard to be strong facing all kinds of things</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>in life..i'ma work hard for u to be a better person..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>im not saying im dat good or perfect..at least </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>i dun go around doin troubles for ppl..haha..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>aite datz it..im feeling better now..i'ma call him</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>again or if not then i'll juz wash up n go to sleep.</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>my body is aching all over..i need a good rest..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>haha..aite..itz 2am in da morning..nite!</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>enjoy da weekend peepz! </div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6736459398939718323-4266150471685828199?l=emmyfiz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>lil'fizhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16823661098043093084noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6736459398939718323.post-68595611163040330632010-04-28T03:23:00.000-07:002010-04-28T05:05:25.081-07:00<a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/S9gkazdo3II/AAAAAAAAAPs/BeeElN_SsdM/s1600/IMG_0546%5B1%5D"><img style="WIDTH: 320px; HEIGHT: 240px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5465158190723816578" border="0" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/S9gkazdo3II/AAAAAAAAAPs/BeeElN_SsdM/s320/IMG_0546%5B1%5D" /></a><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><br /><div>hey y'all!! im back again blogging..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>good news good news!! i found myself</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>a job! hehe..itz was yesterday..i'ma </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>start werk tiz mon..advantage! near </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>my house, at ubi!! 2 bus-stops away!</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>haha..SYUKUR ALHAMDULILLAH..!</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>it worries me too if i hadn't got a job..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>maybe im used to have my own </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>income..bcoz i depend on me.. :)</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>alrite..! i'ma share a bit bout my</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>mums bday last sun..having dinner</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>with family was fun! it was like quite</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>sometime since we all had gathering </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>eating outside..most important is,</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>i hope she's happy..well at least im </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>glad my dad did..he said tiz year place</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>was better than last year..we went to</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>clementi wood park sakura..altogether</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>11 of us including da kids..haha..enjoying</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>ourselves wit da food there..ok..these few</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>days been bz..other than goin' interviews,</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>i've been goin on dance classes too! itz hip </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>hop class la! haha..i guess da last time i was </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>active dancing is during secondary school..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>lol..dat was ages ago! but i went for this is</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>good..itz for beginners..last week i learn</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>waackin'..itz cool..! me n my best fren..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>even my bf goes for his poppin' class..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>haha..his interest been always there..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>& then therez vocals too..singing wit piano..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>i like..! hehe..hmm..every wed they have </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>tiz jam session..where everybody can gather..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>power!! i went to watch 'em battle last week..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>n i really like da way they perform da battle..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>juz feel like im outta place..hehe..im not up to </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>their standard yet..but i see passion in them.</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>so strong love for their dance..hehe..aite..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>i might go again 2morrow for their street jazz </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>dance class, & hip hop dance class for beginners..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>gonna sign up too i hope! hehe..soon! bye!</div><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6736459398939718323-6859561116304033063?l=emmyfiz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>lil'fizhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16823661098043093084noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6736459398939718323.post-27672587423519513892010-04-24T06:58:00.000-07:002010-04-24T07:28:52.681-07:00<a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/S9L_9juSkAI/AAAAAAAAAPk/CDT_O5VaAFk/s1600/IMG_0527.JPG"><img style="WIDTH: 214px; HEIGHT: 320px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5463710730980331522" border="0" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/S9L_9juSkAI/AAAAAAAAAPk/CDT_O5VaAFk/s320/IMG_0527.JPG" /></a><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><br /><div>It's mum bday today...happy birthday ma...</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>we gonna celebrate it tomorrow aite!</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>i got her a new stove for her to cook coz</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>da previous 1's need to rest in peace after</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>using for so many years..i wish i could </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>renovate my kitchen..haha..new oven </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>to bake or something?? :) anyway..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>my 4th year anniversary wip him was</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>last 4 days..we have not celebrate yet..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>hehe..most probably end of tiz mth? </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>meanwhile, i got him an iphone today..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>since i'm able to renew my line & got </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>dat $100 off..so by chance i juz grab it..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>Bad news about me is afta our anniversary,</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>last 3 dayz i received an email from my </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>accountant saying dat i can come n collect</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>my personal belonging..reason:- is bcoz</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>i told her dat im not really interested to </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>werk wip tiz company..haha..how direct</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>can i be..i dun expect things to happen tiz</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>way..yah..thanks to her, da unprofessional</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>accountant! maybe she enjoyz werking there..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>i dun care..itz juz dat im jobless now..i can't</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>believe it..! i went for 4 interviews da other </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>day..i sweat alot due to the very hot weather</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>during afternoon..n im not sure if i can get to</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>any 1 of those interviews..hopefully it won't</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>be too long till a got a job..haiz..watz happenin'?</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>keep on reminding da thoughts dat 2morrow </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>gonna be a better day..think positive but still</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>sh*ts happen..maybe it true like wat i read on</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>fate datz written i shall get married late, as im</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>still young bad luck about me is i gotta take </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>care of the entire family...bad luck will fade </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>only afta i got married one day..but no matter</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>wat..i try to keep my will strong facing all this..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>thanks fren for those who r reading this..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>appreciate some of ur time..maybe itz hard</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>for ppl to understand me..but moving on,</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>datz how life supposed to be..-peace- ;)</div><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6736459398939718323-2767258742351951389?l=emmyfiz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>lil'fizhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16823661098043093084noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6736459398939718323.post-52846499805738547732010-04-17T03:25:00.000-07:002010-04-17T03:50:11.821-07:00<a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/S8mR7NRYoII/AAAAAAAAAPc/8xqGQjp2miA/s1600/IMG_0530.JPG"><img style="WIDTH: 240px; HEIGHT: 320px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5461056469524324482" border="0" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/S8mR7NRYoII/AAAAAAAAAPc/8xqGQjp2miA/s320/IMG_0530.JPG" /></a><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><br /><div>Itz raining outside n yet my bf </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>doesn't noe dat i need him...</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>i hate myself so much for loving</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>him..y?? i thot my sat was good </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>earlier on...i passed my FTT today..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>shared the happiness wit ferrinna</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>coz both of us passed surprisingly..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>Alhamdullilah..! but i wish to go out</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>n celebrate..but then he spoil</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>it all...doesn't even ask about it..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>since afternoon i've been waiting</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>on him..been playing games on my</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>iphone for hours!!! n watch some </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>old music videos..i happen to watch</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>da video by Alicia Keys song called</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>A Woman's Worth..out of sudden da</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>video kinda touches my heart..tears</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>falls down from my eyes..no i didn't </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>mean to cry or tryna be emotional..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>somehow, maybe im already sad..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>plus watching it, it says "u will lose</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>if u choose to refuse to put her 1st.."</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>ya..it really means a lot! won't get </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>sick of da song...im bored!! wanna</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>noe wat, i applied unpaid leave </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>yesterday..goin for interview..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>but ended up to be not-so-good</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>day for me..but afta i end my FTT </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>today, i thot da day gonna be better </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>than yesterday..i guess it's still da </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>same..we're supposed to go out </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>today, n yet he acted like he dunno</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>anything..like to act stupid! he doesn't</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>haf any idea when he will end his </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>meeting wip his fren, n yet still got da </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>cheek to say gonna meet me later..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>i said forget it..today plan was cancelled..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>so let it be...no meets up or goin out..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>im hungry..for not eating 7 hours..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>i'm gonna eat..i won't starve myself</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>bcoz of waiting on him..itz not worth</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>it! hmph! im not in da mood already..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>oh gosh! can u imagine how i hate him</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>so much??!! all i wanna say is thanks ar EH!</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6736459398939718323-5284649980573854773?l=emmyfiz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>lil'fizhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16823661098043093084noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6736459398939718323.post-55966996343819035332010-04-13T08:35:00.000-07:002010-04-13T08:43:05.711-07:00<a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/S8SPjk6chGI/AAAAAAAAAPU/WEsi2seBRRM/s1600/IMG_0520.JPG"><img style="WIDTH: 320px; HEIGHT: 291px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5459646489646892130" border="0" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/S8SPjk6chGI/AAAAAAAAAPU/WEsi2seBRRM/s320/IMG_0520.JPG" /></a><br /><div> </div><div>nothing much..these 2 dayz my accountant</div><div> </div><div>behave like $^$^%$&%^??!! haha..im </div><div> </div><div>dragging myself to werk every morning..</div><div> </div><div>only GOD noe how it feels like to be forcing </div><div> </div><div>urself to werk..ok short one here aite..</div><div> </div><div>im counting 1 more week to my 4th year</div><div> </div><div>anniversary!!! love my boyfren emmy!! :)</div><div> </div><div>no matter wat, we still pull thru..aite..muack!</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6736459398939718323-5596699634381903533?l=emmyfiz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>lil'fizhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16823661098043093084noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6736459398939718323.post-22751785786757676292010-04-10T08:06:00.000-07:002010-04-10T11:47:13.466-07:00<a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/S8CV-01J4qI/AAAAAAAAAPM/lC6pqC3_zFg/s1600/IMG_0500.JPG"><img style="WIDTH: 214px; HEIGHT: 320px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5458527654939058850" border="0" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/S8CV-01J4qI/AAAAAAAAAPM/lC6pqC3_zFg/s320/IMG_0500.JPG" /></a><br /><br />My boifey did this..itz edited by cartoons<br /><br />apps with dialogs juz like in comics..i liike!!<br /><br />hee..kinda angry face or wat?? no la it<br /><br />supposed to be a fierce look with all da<br /><br />make-ups..dat was last weeks make-over!<br /><br />ok b4 dat, let me share a bit about wat im<br /><br />feeling rite now..im mad! i lost my mango<br /><br />bermz..my black mango sleevless shirt, i<br /><br />lost my red colour esprit t-shirt!! watz next??<br /><br />i can't be loosing stuff if nobody's taking it..<br /><br />im not pointing fingers at anybody..u noe<br /><br />who u are if u're feeling guilty urself..<br /><br />if sum1 really stole my stuffs, da person<br /><br />should noe wat gonna happen in da end<br /><br />of their lives..unless..it really went missing<br /><br />on itz own..then i have no say..must haf<br /><br />misplaced it somewhere..hate it! oh my!<br /><br />aite..itz been 2 weeks since i last shared in..<br /><br />wat happen? lotsa thing happen..but for sure<br /><br />good things happen..family financial problems<br /><br />has been resolved..everythings really turned<br /><br />back as per normal like i hoped for..syukur<br /><br />alhamdulillah..im thankful wit wat i haf..<br /><br />even if i've lost my fav things..haiz..itz ok<br /><br />went shopping lately at forever 21! haha..<br /><br />ok lemme share a bit bout wat happen within<br /><br />tiz few weeks..i had fun again hanging-outs<br /><br />wit da gereks peeps..we went to see the<br /><br />ancient egypt exhibition during da 2nd last<br /><br />day, then afta dat we went sakura for inter-<br /><br />national buffet..! altogether 11 of 'em..<br /><br />happening!! haha..da next day, is da make-<br /><br />over session!! haha..i like this part eventhough<br /><br />itz kinda late to share it now..ok..i had a great<br /><br />sat last week..went with firah, ira & anisa..<br /><br />got da feelin' on how it feels like to be a real<br /><br />model..it was fun, i was doll up..i love to wat<br /><br />they did my hair..haha..i look very matured..<br /><br />pose here & there..& those pictures were really<br /><br />amazing..i bought 5 pics only due to a lil' bit of<br /><br />disappinted with da price dat they r promoting..<br /><br />those pics are nice! i haf a look at it very fast la!<br /><br />i wonder watz gonna happen for da rest of da 55<br /><br />pics dat we didn't buy..haiz..i noe its damn expensive..<br /><br />but can't resist it la..itz our pictures u noe!! i can't<br /><br />wait for it it get ready..in few weeks time..! ok..<br /><br />today was also a good sat..went out wip galfren,<br /><br />inna to accompany her buying her stuffs for her<br /><br />event..we had lunch at suntec fish & co..i'd simply<br /><br />love da tiger prawns, meal called peri2 prawn..haha!<br /><br />da drink, chokie junkie..itz their chocolate milkshake..<br /><br />i like!! haha..from juz now "i like" hehe..anyway..<br /><br />last few days theres some misunderstanding wip bf..<br /><br />now everythings settled..hehe..love him..too much!!<br /><br />went to catch clash of the titans yesterday wip him..<br /><br />& had chicken rice for dinner @ tong seng! haha..<br /><br />itz been alwayz there for chicken rice & butter<br /><br />prawn...no other..btw..i got marc ekco shirt frm<br /><br />him..got it online..1st time seh marc ekco for gals<br /><br />t-shirt..haha..i like this too! thanks dear for da<br /><br />shirt..k next is, bout my werkplace..i've got good<br /><br />news! hopefully it happen..pls pls pls!! i need it<br /><br />so bad..! i won't share for now on wat it is..<br /><br />but i will later..hehe..aite, for watz in my mind<br /><br />rite now is dat..i wanna paint my room..get<br /><br />myself an iphone radio player..to replace my<br /><br />radio la..then..need to fixed some...thing...<br /><br />haiz..datz it for now..in these short terms..<br /><br />gotta buy my mum a new dining table for<br /><br />the family..& buy her a new set of stove<br /><br />for her to cook..pity my mother..haiz..<br /><br />her bday coming up la tiz month..thot<br /><br />of blanja her go makan..ok not?? hmm..<br /><br />will decide again then..n yah btw! i forgot<br /><br />la..the other day meet my galfrenz!! huda<br /><br />& arnita..haha..i laugh hard dat day..to de-<br /><br />stress myself to think about werk..i miss<br /><br />'em..hehe..i'ma blog again..bye!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6736459398939718323-2275178578675767629?l=emmyfiz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>lil'fizhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16823661098043093084noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6736459398939718323.post-16493497402400743332010-03-29T05:29:00.000-07:002010-03-29T08:01:44.101-07:00<a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/S7CwSpCf5VI/AAAAAAAAAPE/pnvLLO0Dxpg/s1600/P1000906.JPG"><img style="WIDTH: 240px; HEIGHT: 320px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5454052983046137170" border="0" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/S7CwSpCf5VI/AAAAAAAAAPE/pnvLLO0Dxpg/s320/P1000906.JPG" /></a><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/S7CudF84qcI/AAAAAAAAAO8/LUdMCTMcCfU/s1600/P1000904.JPG"><img style="WIDTH: 240px; HEIGHT: 320px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5454050963582659010" border="0" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/S7CudF84qcI/AAAAAAAAAO8/LUdMCTMcCfU/s320/P1000904.JPG" /></a><br /><div><br /><div><div>im back right here again!! wat makes me</div><div>wanna blog..? hmm..therez something on</div><div>my mind rite now...do u believe dat same<br />faces between a guy & a girl were meant </div><div>to be together?? except siblings la..somehow</div><div>i do believe, but i guess it doesn't happpen</div><div>to everyone or every couple..as for me,</div><div>i look exactly like my mum..haha..only dat</div><div>when i smile wide, da smile looked like my</div><div>dad's..haha..ouh! didn't i tell u dat some1 </div><div>help me out to bring back those lights </div><div>shine on in my house?? yeah..some1 did..</div><div>but i'll repay da person back ya'll..in 2 dayz</div><div>time..dat sat was da day where those lights</div><div>resume..thankful enuf! alhamdulillah syukur!</div><div>wanna share something...i saw somebody pic</div><div>on fb...!!!! hehe..wanna noe wat?? i've been </div><div>on m.c last thurs & fri due to fever, sore throat,</div><div>runny nose..due to misses home, been eating</div><div>too much sinful stuffs!! chocolatey!!! i like..!</div><div>of all dat..when it comes to monday, damn..i </div><div>woke up late tiz morning!! i wore blue clothes</div><div>coz im feeling itz monday blue!!! haha..i </div><div>really forced myself to werk seh..but when</div><div>at werk ok la..got pay wat..muz smile a bit </div><div>ah..hehe.. :) tired..at werk, like no werk...</div><div>but my accountant keep asking me to do </div><div></div><div></div><div></div><div></div><div>this 1 la, dat 1 la..haiz..stress seh..not about<br />da work shez giving..itz her talking makes </div><div>me stress..trying hard to make myself under-</div><div>stand every word she said..datz life..! lucky</div><div>my weekend was fun wit baby..thanks b..</div><div>once we said dat; itz ok i our family were a </div><div>bit complicated, as long as we're not! yey!</div><div>love u!! i'll make sure we cross all barriers </div><div>ahead us in future..!! ouh! i wanna add, i </div><div></div><div></div><div></div><div></div><div>wanna add in somemore!! i juz saw da news</div><div></div><div></div><div></div><div></div><div>for mrs singapore 2010! mrs eva k amri!</div><div></div><div></div><div></div><div></div><div>she's my primary sch fren sista!!! in fact</div><div></div><div></div><div></div><div></div><div>since sec 2 i think, she's already in becoming</div><div></div><div></div><div></div><div></div><div>a model! happy for her..i was da only fren wif</div><div></div><div></div><div></div><div></div><div>her sister evi..haha..now i dun think she</div><div></div><div></div><div></div><div></div><div>remember me as her fren anymore..she's</div><div></div><div></div><div></div><div></div><div>a model too..ever seen her acting on tv..</div><div></div><div></div><div></div><div></div><div>&&..da guy! frm bartley la seh..last time</div><div></div><div></div><div></div><div></div><div>ever be wit 1 of our bitches in skool..haha</div><div></div><div></div><div></div><div></div><div>im happy to see them both together..</div><div></div><div></div><div></div><div></div><div>they look good together aren't they!</div><div></div><div></div><div></div><div></div><div>well, im not proud for who i noe or i</div><div></div><div></div><div></div><div></div><div>dunno..juz feel like wanna share some!</div><div></div><div></div><div></div><div></div><div>i'ma blog again..</div></div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6736459398939718323-1649349740240074333?l=emmyfiz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>lil'fizhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16823661098043093084noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6736459398939718323.post-40485139731860187562010-03-21T13:55:00.000-07:002010-03-20T22:55:11.030-07:00<a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/S6WleqtHkeI/AAAAAAAAAOs/iuNXETCmdWs/s1600-h/26513_374263754957_691709957_3638800_2862240_n.jpg"><img style="WIDTH: 320px; HEIGHT: 214px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5450944870280040930" border="0" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/S6WleqtHkeI/AAAAAAAAAOs/iuNXETCmdWs/s320/26513_374263754957_691709957_3638800_2862240_n.jpg" /></a><br /><div><br /><br />hey y'all..kinda lazy to blog actually.. </div><div><br /><br />itz sunday..yesterday was my anniversary</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>with him for 3yrs 11mths! hee..gonna be</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>our 4th yr soon! for my dearest bf, thanks</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>for being there during my darkest hour in</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>these 3 days..thanks for giving me ur support</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>when therez time where i really dunno wat to do!</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>eventhough u can't help me financially, but </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>u were there by my side..tryna keep me feel</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>good of living in this life..well ppl, happen for</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>da 2nd time, my house utilities has been cut </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>off due to the unpaid bills..but currently rite</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>now im staying over at my sis place till im </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>not sure when i'll come back home..could be</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>next week afta i got my pay then..wat happen:</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>1st time ard i help out wat i haf..which is by rite</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>was my dad & my bro responsibility..when </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>we were living in da dark dat time, i thot they</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>learn a lesson..im not saying like itz not my </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>responsibility but i've done my part..can't be </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>expecting me to support everything rite..watz</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>da man in da house for? it stress me out..i </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>can't be teaching the elderly to do watz wrong</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>or watz rite..u're older enuf than me to think!</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>look, no matter how bad it is, they r still my family.</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>but it juz seem like nobody even bother to care</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>wat to do when things happen..for a bit even </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>though tiz time im not gonna help or i can't help,</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>i still feel sad..whenever i go out, when itz time </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>to get home i feel sad..i dun wanna go home..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>but in order to stay at my sis place, i gotta get</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>home..rite now, im still wonder..how am i goin </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>to werk 2morrow morning? how is my mum </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>gonna babysit wit no electicity at home? im</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>juz concern bout her..da rest..i shouldn't</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>concern bout them coz i dunno if they are</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>concern of the family..another thing is bout </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>werk..at times i dun feel like werking there</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>3weeks past & maybe im not yet used to it..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>partly bcoz i almost gave up listening to a</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>broken-english accountant..i dun understand</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>watz shez trying to explain..! therez dayz </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>where my dayz at werk considered still ok..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>therez a time where i think da way tiz lady</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>teaches me, really un-professional skill way</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>of teaching..im not complaining to be perfect </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>la..i ever teaches a new collegue before..if u're</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>not patience, how do u expect ppl to learn??</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>haiz! datz life..i guess itz been raining heavily </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>on me now..some dayz i might get used to</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>it wit all these..tryna not to complain too </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>much la k..im thankful i have a place in sis </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>home..yah! before i forget.. i didn't go to </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>my religious class last week..wanna noe</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>wat happen? dat day my chest felt so pain</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>when i was at home cleaning up da house..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>it continue until dat evening when im at</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>mad jack wip my bf..i could hardly move..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>coz whenever i move, i feel pain..when i</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>walk, i could hardly breathe..tryna hard</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>to catch my breath til cry..datz da part </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>where i really can't stand da pain..so we </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>went home..afta some rest at nite, i felt</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>better..thankfully..still not at worst to</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>happen..appreciate each & everyday </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>like itz my last..take care ppl, like how</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>i took care on my own..i'ma blog again.. </div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6736459398939718323-4048513973186018756?l=emmyfiz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>lil'fizhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16823661098043093084noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6736459398939718323.post-12218797830470322572010-03-10T04:13:00.000-08:002010-03-11T07:07:00.479-08:00<a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/S5eZ2lrpvbI/AAAAAAAAAOk/BjCiXLirgLE/s1600-h/IMG_0340.JPG"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 243px; height: 320px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/S5eZ2lrpvbI/AAAAAAAAAOk/BjCiXLirgLE/s320/IMG_0340.JPG" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5446991437435092402" /></a><br /><br /><br />HELLO!!! to my frenz who r reading this...<br /><br />to my bitches who's spying on me..haha..<br /><br />nothing better to sia ppl these days..<br /><br />i mean i noe im blogging in a way to <br /><br />share wip my frenz who blogs also...in <br /><br />another way is to let go how i feel when<br /><br />im down..or when therez no1 i rather <br /><br />talk to..therez this 1 bitch who thinks <br /><br />dat i dunno she's reading this..i hate <br /><br />to even say her name..for my frens like <br /><br />dzafirah, ira, yana, aif, zaf, kurt,<br /><br />ferrinna & my bf..i dun mind 'em reading <br /><br />coz they r not kepo or hypocrite like her..<br /><br />actually this story was long time ago..<br /><br />i juz dun haf time to blog..well, i <br /><br />dun mind ppl reading my blog..watz blog<br /><br />for if u dun let ppl read rite..? wats <br /><br />da point of putting pictures in fb if <br /><br />u dun like ppl viewing or leaving comments?!<br /><br />wat da hell??! watz wrong u??! watz wrong <br /><br />with ur brain??! is it werking properly..<br /><br />im not being childish...she is!! nobody<br /><br />could ever imagine how i feel when ur <br /><br />collegue, who look decent..but telling me<br /><br />to rot in hell?? dat is y all da mockings<br /><br />keep going ard in fb..who could ever imagine<br /><br />how i feel when her family keep on doing it like<br /><br />as if itz my mistakes?! of course i won't <br /><br />stay still..i stand on my own for my rights!<br /><br />so i fight wif u alone..not with ur family..<br /><br />do they noe watz da real story?? u're depending <br /><br />on them to help u..so wat??! u think im easy <br /><br />for u to bring me down?? u got da wrong person <br /><br />bitch! i've never met a person like u..i've <br /><br />categorised u as my worst & lame fren i ever <br /><br />known..oops! not fren, but ex-collegue..i think<br /><br />therez some wire loose in ur mind when u said<br /><br />dat we're jealous of u goin sentosa..come'on<br /><br />la eh..grow up..u're engaged, watz da insecure <br /><br />for? so wat if ur bf got dat looks?? r u damn <br /><br />pretty?? look urself in da mirror, b4 being rude<br /><br />to me..coz watever ppl do good or bad things to <br /><br />me, i shall repay back..my best fren at werk<br /><br />is huda & arnita..im being sacastic at 1st place<br /><br />coz u're being hypocrite..not only me who <br /><br />thinks dat way, we are!! da 3 of us..<br /><br />this thing is too small to talk about..i dun<br /><br />understand y ppl who doesn't haf a life like <br /><br />u bitch, make things so complicated..<br /><br />in my blog, i dun share it everyday..<br /><br />so wat do u noe bout my life exactly??<br /><br />if u noe nothing, pls shut ur mouth! dun<br /><br />assume things anyhow or ur way..saying dat<br /><br />my bf dun alwayz spend time on me..well <br /><br />like, excuse me..we met like almost everyday!<br /><br />do i haf to blog this also?? wat do u noe?? <br /><br />u only noe showing pics to ur family which<br /><br />i think dat is not necessary..wat da hell is <br /><br />dat for?? only immature, un-growns ppl do<br /><br />dat..i got no time for all dat shit..! fuh! <br /><br />i released it!! make sure show this to <br /><br />ur family too ya..send my regards or <br /><br />something..? haha..stupid! ok im tired..<br /><br />comment back on my previous blogs..<br /><br />itz ok dat i didn't go for dat lights <br /><br />of spring coz my frenz say itz nothing<br /><br />much of da lights..& also i got to noe <br /><br />dat da hollywood dinos which we plan to <br /><br />go & see da other time but end up to<br /><br />see da birds instead, also nothing <br /><br />much of da dinosaurs..haha..itz good..<br /><br />hows my new werkplace? itz fine..<br /><br />i didn't do much of werk though..<br /><br />haha..itz juz dat tiz morning my new<br /><br />shoes were soaking all wet! due to <br /><br />rain in da morning..but afta dat itz <br /><br />ok..itz juz dat im late to werk..<br /><br />been bz lately..but still therez few<br /><br />outings like JB last week..hangin-<br /><br />outz wip best buddies..i wont 4get da<br /><br />fuzzy-wuzzy..hmm..like watching movies<br /><br />wip my bf..went shopping..who say i <br /><br />spend less time wip my bf?? not more, <br /><br />not less...at least more time than wat <br /><br />dat bitch is talking about..haha..<br /><br />ok anyway..i'll stop here..<br /><br />sorry guys..my words may be harsh..<br /><br />but i dun like ppl to think negative<br /><br />things of me & my bf, even my frenz..<br /><br />for me even if i stand alone, where <br /><br />therez nobody to back me up, i noe<br /><br />dat im right..datz wat heroes do rite..<br /><br />they did things alone..haha..itz not<br /><br />worth talking to losers..i wasted enuf <br /><br />of my time..get angry over entertaining<br /><br />a little kidz attitude.but i like...! <br /><br />since shez asking me to. ok lets play it!<br /><br />but itz over now..& i noe i haf a better <br /><br />life of goin holidayz rather than juz <br /><br />talking bout it..but didn't do it..haha..<br /><br />datz lame ok! stop it eh! haha..<br /><br />thanks anyway..it makes me much more<br /><br />stronger these dayz..gotta go now!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6736459398939718323-1221879783047032257?l=emmyfiz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>lil'fizhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16823661098043093084noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6736459398939718323.post-36917405277137303632010-02-21T03:06:00.000-08:002010-03-10T04:13:10.819-08:00<a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/S5eMwSLKF6I/AAAAAAAAAOc/re_fYRJGblk/s1600-h/IMG_0125.JPG"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 279px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/S5eMwSLKF6I/AAAAAAAAAOc/re_fYRJGblk/s320/IMG_0125.JPG" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5446977035468150690" /></a><br /><br /><br />Oh my..! i guess my bf dun love me<br /><br />anymore..he juz came to my house<br /><br />to pass me something..and then went <br /><br />home..wat da??!! we didn't meet <br /><br />since fri..till today..i thot he'll<br /><br />missed me..datz y he wanna come over..<br /><br />but i guess itz not..im da only 1 who<br /><br />missed him..yes i miss him so much..<br /><br />yet, today when he came he said his <br /><br />mum nag at him bout goin out..and i <br /><br />guess partly bcoz of meeting me also..<br /><br />im so sad..i dun want him to get scolded<br /><br />bcoz of me..i feel bad..i really wanna go<br /><br />& see the lights of spring..it ends tonite..<br /><br />y dun anybody care??? ok i noe itz late..<br /><br />no hope of me goin there anymore..but i <br /><br />juz can't help it..my bf already went <br /><br />home..im mad wip him over something in fb..<br /><br />so he said he wanna go home n sleep..like<br /><br />as usual..always tired..for me itz like<br /><br />watz da point of ur off day if u're not<br /><br />meeting me..im so disappointed..haiz..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6736459398939718323-3691740527713730363?l=emmyfiz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>lil'fizhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16823661098043093084noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6736459398939718323.post-32898573543546810032010-02-20T22:35:00.000-08:002010-02-19T12:19:44.584-08:00<a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/S37vIpMQUZI/AAAAAAAAAOU/JFKzBTV5oEg/s1600-h/image_0001.jpg"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/S37vIpMQUZI/AAAAAAAAAOU/JFKzBTV5oEg/s320/image_0001.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5440048331685384594" /></a><br /><br /><br />Happy 3 yrs & 10mth anniversary to emmy & fiz!<br /><br />Chinese New Year & Valentines Day over..<br /><br />i didn't celebrate it though..instead,<br /><br />im gonna celebrate the anniversary..!!<br /><br />yeah!! thank you for loving me...<br /><br />Itz been so long since i last blog in..<br /><br />been very bz lately..& very tiring..<br /><br />so wats been goin on in my life? <br /><br />1stly i resigned courts..ok..i <br /><br />got a new job which is in Loyang..da <br /><br />small company is called S.W.O.R.D Pte Ltd.<br /><br />itz a bit walking distance to walk in frm <br /><br />the bus-stop..but at least, im thankful enuf<br /><br />dat i got da job, with higher pay frm courts<br /><br />salary..and most importantly itz permanent <br /><br />job! so my last day would be on this 26th feb..<br /><br />well..in a month, theres alot of <br /><br />things happen between us collegues n my boss..<br /><br />she is so sacastic! although dat, i feel bad <br /><br />to my close collegues for adding their jobscope<br /><br />even more..im sorry fren, itz juz dat i haf plans<br /><br />for my future..i can't be staying all way as a<br /><br />contract staff..itz very unfair to me..alrite.<br /><br />datz 1..2ndly is im bz wit enrolling my license..<br /><br />& also attending religious class every sunday...<br /><br />every tue im attenting "essence of islam" classes<br /><br />which i think itz very2 good it clears ur <br /><br />understandin about islam..the lecturer sayz it,<br /><br />"islam is a very simple religion, itz da ppl who <br /><br />make it complicated" he said. & i guess itz true <br /><br />isn't? haha..i enjoyed da 1 and 1/2 hr class..<br /><br />all these, im doin it wip ferrinna..my bestfren..<br /><br />thanks for bringing me in..!<br /><br /><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/S3eqA_xyx3I/AAAAAAAAAN0/r3Tyan4iESU/s1600-h/IMG_0103.JPG"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 214px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/S3eqA_xyx3I/AAAAAAAAAN0/r3Tyan4iESU/s320/IMG_0103.JPG" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5438002009170167666" /></a><br /><br />ok so theres also few outings..like last week..<br /><br />finally i meet up wip my 2 skool-mates..<br /><br />went to Na Na Thai for lunch..in celebrating <br /><br />Ina's belated bday..i had a great day<br /><br />wip them..should meet up more often..<br /><br /><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/S3fNc_tqQ7I/AAAAAAAAAN8/IvLgC-BPHYQ/s1600-h/IMG_0079.JPG"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 214px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/S3fNc_tqQ7I/AAAAAAAAAN8/IvLgC-BPHYQ/s320/IMG_0079.JPG" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5438040973096141746" /></a><br /><br />next is, i went sentosa wip my collegues <br /><br />last 2 weeks..i had lotsa fun..enjoy myself<br /><br />swimming..had a good laugh..we went to the<br /><br />resorts world..i juz can't wait for da place<br /><br />to open..i love da place..itz like dreamland!<br /><br />with all da castle..n da universal studios..<br /><br />itz so nice! <br /><br /><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/S3fUmpT7caI/AAAAAAAAAOE/3hQhFcF2sPY/s1600-h/P1000379.JPG"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 214px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/S3fUmpT7caI/AAAAAAAAAOE/3hQhFcF2sPY/s320/P1000379.JPG" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5438048835462721954" /></a><br /><br />so last 3 weeks was a day in Jurong Bird Park.<br /><br />juz me n him..actually da purpose is to go <br /><br />n c the dino exhibition..we both thot it was in <br /><br />da Jurong Bird Park, afta 1 whole day walk ard <br /><br />then only i realise da exibition was outside..<br /><br />& da tixs were separated..haha..so nevmdla..<br /><br />itz already late & we both were tired plus<br /><br />hungry..haha..so we went off..<br /><br /><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/S3fbt4AY-OI/AAAAAAAAAOM/MCd4-eK7hSE/s1600-h/P1000253.JPG"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 214px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/S3fbt4AY-OI/AAAAAAAAAOM/MCd4-eK7hSE/s320/P1000253.JPG" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5438056656247781602" /></a><br /><br />this is almost a month already..haha..<br /><br />my story about sunway lagoon expired already..<br /><br />anyway..da trip was really2 fun..but stupid <br /><br />part is when we're in da scream park..<br /><br />feeling shocked most of da time than creepy..<br /><br />i guess dat place should've name shocked park..<br /><br />haha..overall..i love da sight of da place..<br /><br />tiz time we did shop, but not much..i got<br /><br />him a quicksilver wallet & a d.c cap for<br /><br />his bday..frens helped me out in getting <br /><br />da diff pieces of cakes..to surprise him <br /><br />in hotel room..it was fun..! & i learned <br /><br />my lessons so much dat to check my<br /><br />passports b4 i leave...haha..unforgetable<br /><br />experience of me bringing my old passport<br /><br />instead of da new one..hehehe..ok.. <br /><br />datz it for now..i'ma update again aite..<br /><br />more stories to come!!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6736459398939718323-3289857354354681003?l=emmyfiz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>lil'fizhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16823661098043093084noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6736459398939718323.post-27453713016366084442010-01-21T10:43:00.000-08:002010-01-21T11:18:34.964-08:00<a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/S1iobVN6GWI/AAAAAAAAANs/xzrWtZCNJbU/s1600-h/IMG_9040.JPG"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/S1iobVN6GWI/AAAAAAAAANs/xzrWtZCNJbU/s320/IMG_9040.JPG" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5429274538300545378" /></a><br /><br /><br />hehe..i laughed when i 1st c my <br /><br />bf pic in my blog page..itz now<br /><br />15 mins to 3am...K.L!! here i <br /><br />come again! after so busy these <br /><br />days at werk..2 dayz of o.t ok!<br /><br />n now itz time to get a break!<br /><br />u noe wat, afta i came back frm <br /><br />my leave on tue, lotsa things<br /><br />happen at werk..like passing of<br /><br />wrong information..i told my exec<br /><br />i wanna took 1 day leave..even if<br /><br />itz not approved or wat i'll try <br /><br />to come in da morning..end up <br /><br />email came out to say dat im on <br /><br />half day morning..WTH! itz totally<br /><br />different thing..stupid! not to say<br /><br />dat im clever la..but i made me mad<br /><br />when my boss said pls make a call if <br /><br />u had a last minute changes of plan..<br /><br />this will reflect on u..- im like wat <br /><br />da??!! i told earlier dat i wanna take <br /><br />leave..! stupid or wat!!out of nothing <br /><br />im at fault is it?? thanks to cik pah <br /><br />ah eh!!!! ok..back to my holiday..<br /><br />im getting ready soon..goin off at 6..<br /><br />meet aiz at 6.30..reach there at 7..<br /><br />gonna take some breakfast till 7.30..<br /><br />then collect ticx n meet huda & farhan.<br /><br />8am goin off to K.L!! i'ma come back on<br /><br />sun nite..planning to do shopping..go<br /><br />sunway lagoon..not forgetting itz his <br /><br />Bday too...falls on sat...hopefully da <br /><br />plan works..but im juz not in da 100% <br /><br />good mood coz suddenly today happen to <br /><br />come period..aiyoh..wrong timing! itz <br /><br />ok..i shall not let it spoil my holiday..<br /><br />juz spent some good time wip frenz..<br /><br />quality time wit da 1 i love most..<br /><br />celebrating it in diff country now..<br /><br />hehe..itz been 3 yrs & 9 mths..<br /><br />keep goin on..& moving on... <br /><br />Lotsa thing to do this year..<br /><br />better save some..da main thing<br /><br />is to be happy in doing it..!<br /><br />i'll be back again aite! c ya! ;)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6736459398939718323-2745371301636608444?l=emmyfiz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>lil'fizhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16823661098043093084noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6736459398939718323.post-70918703825820054492010-01-18T06:54:00.000-08:002010-01-18T07:22:20.388-08:00<a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/S1R77OOt77I/AAAAAAAAANk/5_uP2z_l_IU/s1600-h/P1000161.JPG"><img style="WIDTH: 214px; HEIGHT: 320px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5428099708250615730" border="0" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/S1R77OOt77I/AAAAAAAAANk/5_uP2z_l_IU/s320/P1000161.JPG" /></a><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><br /><div>Eeerrgggghh!! im so mad wit my bf..!</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>he complain dat he didn't sleep </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>during da day..i asked what did he</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>do..? he said he played games..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>then whoz fault?? me?? excuse me!!</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>u scolded me for nothing ok!</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>dun put it like itz my fault dat u </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>didn't get to sleep! who ask u not</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>to sleep?!! stupid or wat..?! </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>im really hate this type of thing..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>can go crazy as im really MAAAAADDD!!</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>So hez off to werk..! haiz..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>i really thought dat when hez here,</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>i wanna share wit him bout howz my </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>day or wat..haiz...dun care la..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>anywayz..went for interview today..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>nice ppl there..eventhough at 1st im</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>lost halfway in finding da place..still,</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>da interview went smooth..lucky i </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>wasn't late..will call me again by this</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>fri...actually theres a lot of thing </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>happen along da way..but im not </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>in da mood now to share...stupid!</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>becoz of him ah!! make my temp-</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>erature UP only!!!! at early age i </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>can get high blood pressure..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>thanks to my bf!!!!!</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6736459398939718323-7091870382582005449?l=emmyfiz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>lil'fizhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16823661098043093084noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6736459398939718323.post-87117979605271671672010-01-16T06:07:00.000-08:002010-01-16T01:57:31.069-08:00<a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/S1GMxbYLguI/AAAAAAAAANc/v9eCL9SRYpw/s1600-h/IMG_0018.JPG"><img style="WIDTH: 240px; HEIGHT: 320px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5427273806748812002" border="0" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/S1GMxbYLguI/AAAAAAAAANc/v9eCL9SRYpw/s320/IMG_0018.JPG" /></a><br /><p></p><br /><div>hey! i've put up my new mixpod playlist..</div><br /><br /><div></div><div>hehe..itz been few months since i heard</div><br /><br /><div></div><div>sounds coming out from my blog..it</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>was cool..! hehe..anyway, 1st & fore-</div><br /><br /><div></div><div>most..i wanna say dat my day </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>yesterday was better than those</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>last 3 days..yeah..they did talk to</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>me..and now i feel bad bout i say </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>in those previous2 blogs..im BAD! </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>ok..im down wit flu today..non-stop</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>runny nose..had taken medicine </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>afta cleaning up my room a bit..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>wanna noe wat?? i have 8 dayz </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>leave..& itz been months dat i've </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>been there for my team to cover</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>for other ppls job..i dun mind</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>so much bout dat. but once when</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>my turn to apply for leave, i dun </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>understand y is it hard for them </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>to approve! its really not fair...</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>wat are my leaves for if i can't </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>apply? itz good enuf dat i'll let u </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>noe earlier..aiyoh..stress me! </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>ok next is, i met my bf tiz morning</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>to have prata for breakfast..itz </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>a sad thing dat he lost his iTouch</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>in camp..some guys stole it & dump</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>his bag beside the dustbin..whoever</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>who stole it doesn't live long i said..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>haha..but im also feels sad for him..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>haiz..im at home..bored rite now..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>rest enuf..but still i dun feel well</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>at the moment..therez alot on my</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>mind rite now..juz now when i heard</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>my bro sings sad karaoke songs, </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>somehow it touches my heart..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>i can barely noes how he feels from</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>da way he let it all out frm his heart.</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>i noe hes a good man..somehow we're</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>juz not close as we were young..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>another thing is, i was thinkin..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>each day passes by, my dad is gettin'</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>older..& i dun think he has so much </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>energy to werk..i guess itz time for </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>him to retire..i feel like responsibility</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>is all on me..i do wanna help 'em..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>but itz juz dat my income is not </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>enuf..i need to get a good job soon..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>i need to support them..they are my</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>parents..sharings this is good, i let </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>out watz in my heart..maybe im </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>juz sad..everythings gonna be alright.</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>Tomorrow's gonna be a better day..</div><br /><div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6736459398939718323-8711797960527167167?l=emmyfiz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>lil'fizhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16823661098043093084noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6736459398939718323.post-7840520323604510682010-01-14T09:01:00.000-08:002010-01-14T09:12:56.386-08:00<a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/S09QGtOp4eI/AAAAAAAAANU/3wxs2JAsYVY/s1600-h/IMG_7784.JPG"><img style="WIDTH: 240px; HEIGHT: 320px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5426644152155234786" border="0" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/S09QGtOp4eI/AAAAAAAAANU/3wxs2JAsYVY/s320/IMG_7784.JPG" /></a><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><br /><div>Hey..juz a short one here i hope..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>juz wanna share in bout howz my</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>day today...as usual..they treat me</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>juz another stranger...i guess i'll go..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>i be best on my way out..haha.. i noe</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>dat song itz like quite sometime </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>but it suits my situation now...</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>i really2 feel left out ok..alrite </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>itz 1am now..i'ma sleep soon..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>but im happy to get to see my</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>baby juz now..surprisingly at</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>my house door!! yey! gave </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>ourselves a hug...relieves me..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>thanks b..i'ma meet u again </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>in 2 dayz time..love u..</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6736459398939718323-784052032360451068?l=emmyfiz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>lil'fizhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16823661098043093084noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6736459398939718323.post-76270563389166823732010-01-13T07:56:00.000-08:002010-01-13T09:20:46.267-08:00<a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/S03-0HmHmqI/AAAAAAAAANM/Wg4WgBf4ECw/s1600-h/IMG_7761.JPG"><img style="WIDTH: 240px; HEIGHT: 320px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5426273297396898466" border="0" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/S03-0HmHmqI/AAAAAAAAANM/Wg4WgBf4ECw/s320/IMG_7761.JPG" /></a><br /><div><br /><div><div>OBVIOUSLY i noe therez ppl out there </div><br /><div>who read my blog..hehe..but nvmd..</div><br /><div>to me itz good..i alwayz want ppl to noe</div><br /><div>how i feel..i noe datz selfish..but im not</div><br /><div>hoping for u to noe..i juz hope u had a </div><br /><div>nice heart & reasonable bout wat da </div><br /><div>other person would feel..coz to me, i'd </div><br /><div>rather keep quiet if i dun like on anything</div><br /><div>or anyone..be it u noe it or not, i won't</div><br /><div>tell..today is another..wat i hoped for tiz </div><br /><div>morning is another better day than yesterday..</div><br /><div>but still, nothing changed..i dun understand!</div><br /><div>haha..i bet u too..well lemme explain y'all..</div><br /><div>watz wrong with sharing to 1 person instead</div><br /><div>of 2 person? im not jealous but obviously u're</div><br /><div>showing me dat u choose frenz..i can do dat too..</div><br /><div>nothing to lose for me..my frenz out there are </div><br /><div>much more better attitude than u...but to me</div><br /><div>like if i never did any mistakes, y do i deserve </div><br /><div>this? it makes me feel unfair..ok watever la..</div><br /><div>im lazy to entertain tiz kind of ppl..wat i noe </div><br /><div>is dat being true to myself..i've got no time </div><br /><div>to talk about my frens back..but if u think </div><br /><div>u like it, go ahead..as long u happy lah!</div><br /><div>ok..datz not my point for today..my day </div><br /><div>ends wit full of hopes..for holidayz especially..</div><br /><div>i wanna thank aiz & shah for accompanying </div><br /><div>me to get a present..& thank u so much for</div><br /><div>sending me home too! itz been sometime </div><br /><div>since i last ride a bike..cool!! i hop on aiz </div><br /><div>bike for da 1st time...hehe..so honoured..!</div><br /><div>as for me to take bike, err..wait long2 ah..</div><br /><div>hehe..enjoyed da ride home..gerekz pe! </div><div> </div><div>so overall..i must say is, im not gonna </div><br /><div>bother if ppl are sharing it to me or not..</div><br /><div>itz not important la eh! i dun mind..</div><br /><div>btw, odw home..some1 asked if im</div><br /><div>happy werking at courts..i said, not </div><br /><div>really..im sick & tired of it..bout lotsa</div><br /><div>stuff..but i choose not to complain too </div><br /><div>much..maybe some of it i do share it..</div><br /><div>bout not getting to permanent staff..</div><br /><div>but da other half of my story...haha..</div><br /><div>only God knows..itz not about me & da</div><br /><div>ppl..itz da ppl & me! therez diff in there </div><br /><div>other than itz in da opposite of words..</div><br /><div>haha..aite now..2morrow is another day..</div><br /><div>kinda lazy to O.T...seriously..ima c how..</div><br /><div>c their attitude! miss my boyfriend...</div><br /><div>hez in da jungle now..how i wish i could </div><br /><div>lie down side by side n watch da stars </div><br /><div>wip him...! ah! later..got ppl also go n do</div><br /><div>da same..kepo! got no better ideas to do </div><br /><div>is it rather than keep on following wat </div><br /><div>other couples did..then later say dat as </div><br /><div>if u already plan long ago before i do it..</div><br /><div>another WTH! haha..for me itz like u </div><br /><div>wanna do what i do, go ahead..but therez</div><br /><div>no need to be so proud about u actually </div><br /><div>plan it 1st..datz so immature way of </div><br /><div>saying it..ppl will sure know by seeing it</div><br /><div>themselves..dun need to promote la..</div><br /><div>aiyah..can't stand proud ppl sia..haiz..</div><br /><div>klah..dun want to stress myself..hope-</div><br /><div>fully 2morrow's gonna be a better day </div><br /><div>than today ok..better be!! nite!</div><div> </div></div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6736459398939718323-7627056338916682373?l=emmyfiz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>lil'fizhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16823661098043093084noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6736459398939718323.post-35802497248093734202010-01-12T07:11:00.000-08:002010-01-12T08:43:31.801-08:00<div><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/S0yi9aWZy-I/AAAAAAAAAMs/GHXEmqk8f8A/s1600-h/DSC00140.JPG"><img style="WIDTH: 240px; HEIGHT: 320px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5425890827003612130" border="0" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/S0yi9aWZy-I/AAAAAAAAAMs/GHXEmqk8f8A/s320/DSC00140.JPG" /></a><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/S0yliIApWHI/AAAAAAAAAM0/rZkVbBMrvcg/s1600-h/DSC00139.JPG"><img style="WIDTH: 242px; HEIGHT: 320px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5425893656758933618" border="0" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/S0yliIApWHI/AAAAAAAAAM0/rZkVbBMrvcg/s320/DSC00139.JPG" /></a><br /><br /><div></div><br /><br /><div></div><br /><br /><div>itz been a while like a week? since i last blog.</div><br /><br /><div></div><br /><br /><div>im at home..juz dun feel like blogging..doin</div><br /><br /><div></div><br /><br /><div>my own thing..lotsa to share..where should </div><br /><br /><div></div><br /><br /><div>i begin..? klah lets start wip my bf..i met him</div><br /><br /><div></div><br /><br /><div>last sun only get to spent few hrs wip him..</div><br /><br /><div></div><br /><br /><div>it feels so good to get to see thru his eyes..</div><br /><br /><div></div><br /><br /><div>& hez gone again for da 2nd week..hmm..</div><br /><br /><div></div><br /><br /><div>miss him again...but for sure both of us </div><br /><br /><div></div><br /><br /><div>can't wait to go on holiday..! ok next is...</div><br /><br /><div></div><br /><br /><div>watz on my mind rite now is, dat i think </div><br /><br /><div></div><br /><br /><div>im too considerate to ppl dat sometimes </div><br /><br /><div></div><br /><br /><div>they dun feel ashamed of themselves..</div><br /><br /><div></div><br /><br /><div>im not trying to say im good..but at certain time</div><br /><br /><div></div><br /><br /><div>therez ppl who talk but didn't wanna share</div><br /><br /><div></div><br /><br /><div>stories..& therez also ppl who makes mistakes</div><br /><br /><div></div><br /><br /><div>but behave like as if im da one who's at wrong..</div><br /><br /><div></div><br /><br /><div>WTH! if i were them i would respect the other</div><br /><br /><div></div><br /><br /><div>party feelings..or if i did mistakes, i would </div><br /><br /><div></div><br /><br /><div>behave! sometimes itz hard too for being </div><br /><br /><div></div><br /><br /><div>too considerate dat ppl might think u're </div><br /><br /><div></div><br /><br /><div>enjoying it...itz like stepping on da head </div><br /><br /><div></div><br /><br /><div>u noe..pls la ppl..dun make me teach u </div><br /><br /><div></div><br /><br /><div>basic things..grow up a bit can?? But </div><br /><br /><div></div><br /><br /><div>on da other hand..therez ppl who i met </div><br /><br /><div></div><br /><br /><div>was a very nice fren..they are my frenz!</div><br /><br /><div></div><br /><br /><div>hopefully i didn't get so much into dat </div><br /><br /><div></div><br /><br /><div>nonsense ppl..i'd prefer my crazy frenz..</div><br /><br /><div></div><br /><br /><div>haha..i enjoyed my last weekend wip </div><br /><br /><div></div><br /><br /><div>my peepz..not forgetting my bf & also</div><br /><br /><div></div><br /><br /><div>my gf...ok watz on my mind rite now is,</div><br /><br /><div></div><br /><br /><div>bout my job..only a few noes till when i'll </div><br /><br /><div></div><br /><br /><div>last wip courts..i hope to find a job soon..</div><br /><br /><div></div><br /><br /><div>but at da same time i want it by end of </div><br /><br /><div></div><br /><br /><div>my contract..confusing isn't..maybe ppl </div><br /><br /><div></div><br /><br /><div>dun understand what it really means..</div><br /><br /><div></div><br /><br /><div>for short, i juz need a permanent job ! </div><br /><br /><div></div><br /><br /><div>be it now or later..maybe datz wat been </div><br /><br /><div></div><br /><br /><div>goin ard in my office..? i dun assume..</div><br /><br /><div></div><br /><br /><div>but im good at reading ppl's mind..hehe..</div><br /><br /><div></div><br /><br /><div>magic la..aite now gotta sleep..12am!!</div><br /><br /><div></div><br /><br /><div>nite blogger reader..! btw, if u ever see </div><br /><br /><div></div><br /><br /><div>him (my bf)...if u ever meet him...if u </div><br /><br /><div></div><br /><br /><div>ever get a chance to sit down & talk </div><br /><br /><div></div><br /><br /><div>to him, let him know dat itz so cold </div><br /><br /><div></div><br /><br /><div>here without him..i really want my </div><br /><br /><div></div><br /><br /><div>baby to come back...to keep me warm.</div><br /><br /><div></div><br /><br /><div>-miss him lots-</div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6736459398939718323-3580249724809373420?l=emmyfiz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>lil'fizhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16823661098043093084noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6736459398939718323.post-13580177670540091702010-01-07T06:46:00.000-08:002010-01-12T07:08:58.136-08:00<a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/S0yPXUVs1oI/AAAAAAAAAMk/Z-M50rZ6rQE/s1600-h/IMG_8739.JPG"><img style="WIDTH: 240px; HEIGHT: 320px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5425869281834096258" border="0" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/S0yPXUVs1oI/AAAAAAAAAMk/Z-M50rZ6rQE/s320/IMG_8739.JPG" /></a><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><br /><div>i mish my mr emmy....sho sho much..!<br /><br />2 weeks on re-service...already been<br /><br />4 dayz didn't see him...i shed a tear<br /><br />last nite b4 i sleep...can't help it..im<br /><br />really looking forward in seeing him..<br /><br />come back soon b..i love u.. ;)</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6736459398939718323-1358017767054009170?l=emmyfiz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>lil'fizhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16823661098043093084noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6736459398939718323.post-54011523170064737822010-01-03T08:04:00.000-08:002010-01-03T08:54:16.214-08:00<a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/S0DJ_E5g1DI/AAAAAAAAAME/z5Fac4y9nJY/s1600-h/P1000151.JPG"><img style="WIDTH: 214px; HEIGHT: 320px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5422556036837987378" border="0" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/S0DJ_E5g1DI/AAAAAAAAAME/z5Fac4y9nJY/s320/P1000151.JPG" /></a><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><br /><div>Itz 2010 ya'll!! Happy new year!</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>itz been 2 weeks since i last blog in,</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>man...dat was last yr...haha..1st of</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>all..many things happen..at times,</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>dun feel like blogging..and at </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>certain times, wanna blog but wasn't</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>given da sufficient time..well..lotsa</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>stories to share in here..letz start </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>of with my new yr resolution..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>watz urs? many haven't think of</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>it yet..mine's a handful..but top </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>of da list is to get a permanent job..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>pls get me a job! duh! lately my </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>bro is not working, so it seems like</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>im carrying a much more heavier </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>burden tiz time..till like i've got no</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>enuf budget for my own monthly </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>spend.ok..for da others resolution</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>is like, i wanna paint my room..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>get an ipod radio for my room..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>haha..all my room eh..then gotta </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>plan on da next level of my relationship...</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>Holidayz, holidayz and holidayz</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>tiz yr..non-stop planning..here </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>and there ppl been wanting to go..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>my resolution also include to pass</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>my driving and also to gain my </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>knowledge in reading the Al-Quran..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>today is juz da basic though..da class</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>isn't dat bad afta all..i went wip my </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>gf..n we enjoyed da class..hehe..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>so far..datz for my resolution..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>hopefully everythings is goin well</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>for 2010!!well, 2morrow is my closing</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>and im still not asleep yet..im sure </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>to be sleepy 2morrow at werk..haha..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>no mood to werk already eversince </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>i've been covering jobs for others..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>it kinda make me feel stupid..maybe</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>dat is y i dun mind staying up late </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>everyday..and punch in my card late</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>at werk..haha..anywayz..had a great </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>new year for da 1st few dayz in 2010..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>afta da countdown wip da crazy bunch</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>of frenz, i went swimming wip my siblings</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>and da kids..1st swimming in 2010..haha..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>become more dark tiz time..but i dun care</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>coz im happy, enjoyzing myself wip those slides!</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>my satz filled up wip hangin-outs wit couples</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>to da malls..had bone steak for dinner..yey!</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>feeling life is great..but my baby will go on </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>for reservice 2 weeks..dat makes me sad..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>im gonna mish him! if i know wat love is,</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>it is bcoz of him! love u...!!!!!!!!!!!!</div><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6736459398939718323-5401152317006473782?l=emmyfiz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>lil'fizhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16823661098043093084noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6736459398939718323.post-21568864199606014012009-12-19T09:47:00.000-08:002009-12-19T11:40:27.140-08:00<a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/Sy0rBgw8BjI/AAAAAAAAAL8/qsj3744StE4/s1600-h/IMG_0142_edited-1.JPG"><img style="WIDTH: 269px; HEIGHT: 320px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5417033231771633202" border="0" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/Sy0rBgw8BjI/AAAAAAAAAL8/qsj3744StE4/s320/IMG_0142_edited-1.JPG" /></a><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><br /><div>So..he said i didn't haf to go..he'd still want</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>me to put it on..but i treat him like wat i feel</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>dat nite..so dat he noes how it feels..i told him,</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>wat if i do da same..? would he still accept me?</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>hehe..itz not dat easy i told him to try sleeping</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>wit a broken-heart..afta apologise-ing & all dat,</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>he bought me a pink colour van shoes from </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>limited edition vault shop at 313..hmm..not</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>bad..i like it! can't wait to wear it...! hehe..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>anywayz..we already had booked da tics for</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>K.L..itz gonna be 3 couples...i bet itz gonna </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>be fun!! so i've forgiven him..dun let me go!!</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>Next is..i wanna share some bout my week..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>i went mosque wit my bestfren on mon to </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>sign up on something..itz been some time</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>dat i step in to mosque..but when im in there,</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>itz feels dat da heart n mind is in peace..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>i will come more often for sure to gain dat</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>knowledge dat i didn't haf..on tue..i went </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>out wit my bestie, inna to get ourselves a</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>christmas prezen..we didn't plan to get </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>ourselves dat prezen within dat day..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>but somehow..we exceed over the budget..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>still, i love da prezen dat she got for me..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>hehe..i'ma wear dat skirt 1 day to werk..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>and im glad dat i got her an esprit pants..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>hehe..had great time when girls went out</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>shopping! so on wed..i rest at home afta</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>werk coz my back muscle cramp..haha..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>on thurs, i do o.t at werk..then...on fri!!!!</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>da most happening day of da week! itz </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>my treasury accountant bday..we got </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>her a fair lady cake and a bouquet of </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>hand-made flowers..nice! not only dat,</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>we had christmas lunch! yey! itz </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>company treat!! watz more..in office</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>we got chocolates...prezens..! cool!!</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>i got hairpins..and esprit towel!! and</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>also like some keychains or wat itz </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>called..i dunno la..happy la! datz </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>how it is..happy n sad week..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>now itz going to 3.3oam in da morning..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>i'ma shut it down n sleep!! hehe..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>n yah!! last but not da least..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>tiz week also reminds me dat</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>some1 made a confessions for da</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>things dat i've lost at home..hmm.</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>bayek..!! as though dat i'm at wrong..!</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>haha..alrite datz it! nitez!</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6736459398939718323-2156886419960601401?l=emmyfiz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>lil'fizhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16823661098043093084noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6736459398939718323.post-64215768288151781312009-12-17T09:30:00.000-08:002009-12-17T09:51:15.140-08:00<a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/SypvgFU_TYI/AAAAAAAAAL0/xvBx44QWDkM/s1600-h/IMG_0073.JPG"><img style="WIDTH: 240px; HEIGHT: 320px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5416264098843151746" border="0" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/SypvgFU_TYI/AAAAAAAAAL0/xvBx44QWDkM/s320/IMG_0073.JPG" /></a><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><br /><div>U were everything, everything dat i wanted..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>we were meant to be, supposed to be, </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>but we lost it..all of the memories so close</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>to me juz fade away...all tiz time u were </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>pretending..so much for my Happy Ending..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>hey..kinda feeling low rite now..feels cheated</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>once a gain..no1 told me..i noe nothing...</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>but da eyes sees thru my heart..i can tell</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>something is not right..i noe he lied..told</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>me dat hez werking..i called..& n i heard..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>i noe where hez been at..im angry..! and</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>i can't sleep..he didn't call me back though..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>hez letting me go..im not gonna cry tiz time..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>i guess i must haf been running out of tears..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>can't believe im leaving him..oh my! i lost </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>my heart while itz alwayz been in here..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>upon typing this, only then a tear falls down</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>my cheek..i was thinkin, it was only ard 8.30pm</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>when i last saw him to take things from him..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>and this is wat he did to me..itz ok..maybe he</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>dun deserve a girl like me..moving on..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>im gonna be alright..*smiles* </div><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6736459398939718323-6421576828815178131?l=emmyfiz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>lil'fizhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16823661098043093084noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6736459398939718323.post-1238171814841145452009-12-13T05:21:00.000-08:002010-01-12T06:49:25.710-08:00<a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/S0yLMZLTC7I/AAAAAAAAAMc/Tw2FI8a0GXs/s1600-h/DSC00207.JPG"><img style="WIDTH: 320px; HEIGHT: 240px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5425864696107568050" border="0" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/S0yLMZLTC7I/AAAAAAAAAMc/Tw2FI8a0GXs/s320/DSC00207.JPG" /></a><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><br /><div>Juz got back from my niece wedding..<br /><br />Norzalina & Mazlan..i spent 2 dayz there..<br /><br />im happy to see her got married even-<br /><br />though shez only 20 yrs old! n watz more<br /><br />it kinda amazed me of how she saved for<br /><br />her wedding..lotsa stories dat we shared<br /><br />last nite..it really made me to think alot!<br /><br />n i think my bf so too! hehe..like usual,<br /><br />at wedding therez sure "makciks2" were<br /><br />to ask me, whenz my turn..haiz..if 1 asked<br /><br />me nevermind la..tiz like repeated sia..<br /><br />no other question isit..? haiz..but overall,<br /><br />i enjoyed my weekend too..seeing da bride<br /><br />& da groom like so sweet! my niece, shez<br /><br />look so different! so pretty..haiz..my mind<br /><br />starts to flew else where already now..<br /><br />werk starts 2morrow... haiz..like so da<br /><br />un-crispy when get to noe dat 2morrow<br /><br />is mon..so fast..??!!aite..i'ma check in again!</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6736459398939718323-123817181484114545?l=emmyfiz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>lil'fizhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16823661098043093084noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6736459398939718323.post-73692786439785322452009-12-11T08:06:00.000-08:002009-12-11T09:02:34.778-08:00<a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/SyJ4ixnroEI/AAAAAAAAALs/E6cATMVa-9I/s1600-h/IMG_0151_edited-1.JPG"><img style="WIDTH: 240px; HEIGHT: 320px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5414022240883417154" border="0" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/SyJ4ixnroEI/AAAAAAAAALs/E6cATMVa-9I/s320/IMG_0151_edited-1.JPG" /></a><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><br /><div>itz the wat?? itz da weekendzzz!!! hehe..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>therez a lot 4 me to share to y'all..1st &</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>foremost, i passed my BTT!! hee!! </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>unbelievable when i saw dat blue </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>colour word on screen..booking for </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>practical soon! 2ndly...ok la juz wanna</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>share bout da week dat i've gone thru..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>nothing much..itz juz dat on wed nite,</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>me n my bf went to watch da Ninja</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>Asassin movie at Great World City..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>itz been some time since we went </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>there..nice place! da sweet secretz</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>shop is still there..i thot everywhere </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>has closed down..love their cakes..!!</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>but i dun quite like some part of da </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>movie la..eventhough i muz say da </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>movie is good..but therez a part where</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>kids was canned on da feet..! eeeww!!</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>i still can imagine it till now..so </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>painful!! i can't bear to see tiz type </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>of movie..told my bf dat next time </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>dun bring me to watch tiz kind of </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>movie..da action pack part is good la..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>not all those horrible blood scene...</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>hehe..anyway..itz his treat..so itz </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>ok..hehe..so wat happen today?</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>rite now..therez a lotta things on </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>my mind..i juz spoke to my bf over</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>da phone juz now..hez at werk..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>kinda pity him..btw tiz is part of </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>hiz family story..itz not dat easy </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>to judge..i dun want him to do things</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>coz his family want him to. i noe</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>my bf is not dat well prepared to </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>think about getting married..im </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>still ok wif it..i will wait till his heart </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>is open to accept me to be with him</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>forever..if itz not dat, i wouldn't want</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>it to happen juz bcoz others tell him </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>to do so. i believe love will find a way</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>for us to be together one day..itz a </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>matter of time..i dun wanna rush to </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>a higher level of relationship..let it </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>happen naturally..maybe i dun </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>understand y..y hiz dad wants us</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>to get married as soon as possible..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>my family didn't say anything bout</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>us..y does it seem so complicated..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>itz not about regret..no matter how </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>hard life is, its me who choose to be</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>with u..i wanna be with u..but to </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>'em itz like easy to save up money..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>have they ever think y we can't save</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>money..? sometimes the elderly </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>might be wrong..itz good if they </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>wanna hear wat we gonna say..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>but i noe itz hard on u..juz be </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>patience aite..im alwayz here,</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>rite beside u..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6736459398939718323-7369278643978532245?l=emmyfiz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>lil'fizhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16823661098043093084noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6736459398939718323.post-59955241644713374492009-12-07T06:17:00.000-08:002009-12-08T08:36:56.562-08:00<a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/Sx6Adrj2GCI/AAAAAAAAALk/96eFnbV8n4k/s1600-h/IMG_0155.JPG"><img style="WIDTH: 240px; HEIGHT: 320px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5412905049543546914" border="0" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/Sx6Adrj2GCI/AAAAAAAAALk/96eFnbV8n4k/s320/IMG_0155.JPG" /></a><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><br /><div>A day without seeing him makes me feel<br /><br />like my world stops for a while..datz<br /><br />where disappointed feeling came thru..<br /><br />invited..unintentional to make him feel<br /><br />bad..oh my! sorry but i can't help it..<br /><br />pls bring me back to wat i am before..<br /><br />at least im not this weak! hee..<br /><br />2morrow i o.t...haiz..wonder when<br /><br />will i get to see u again..datz 1 thing<br /><br />i hate bout him...he makes me to<br /><br />love him...yah! btw..i forgot to share<br /><br />in da other day afta we had dinner<br /><br />at popeye, we walked to bus-stop..<br /><br />And started sharing..a ques bout<br /><br />wat will it be like if both of us didn't<br /><br />didn't get to noe each other..? so he<br /><br />started saying, if he didn't noe me<br /><br />he said he'll be making out wit diff<br /><br />types of gurls till he meet his type..<br /><br />haha...but he say he will still stay<br /><br />single as he is b4 like when he 1st<br /><br />get to noe me..hehe..i asked, then y<br /><br />did u stop making out wit other gals<br /><br />afta u noe me?? he said, he knew<br /><br />dat hez complete frm da 1st time<br /><br />he knew me..-haiz..my heart really<br /><br />skipped a beat..hard to believe him..<br /><br />somehow, it juz bring a smile on my<br /><br />face..then, my turn..he asked me<br /><br />wat would my life be? i said, i never<br /><br />thought of dat..i would alwayz think<br /><br />dat wat my life would be now if hez<br /><br />gone..or leave me juz like dat..? i<br /><br />said, i can't imagine wat my life would<br /><br />be if itz without u..it muz've been an<br /><br />empty heart with sorrow..and i dunno<br /><br />wat would i do then..but if i hadn't met<br /><br />him 3 yrs ago, i guess my life would be<br /><br />still like last time..alwayz hang ard wit<br /><br />my frenz..making a lotz of frenz..and<br /><br />probably not in serious relationship too..<br /><br />hehe...i noe would've been more<br /><br />INDEPENDENT if i haf not met u..!!<br /><br />haha...watever it is..i thank Allah dat<br /><br />i met u...Alhamdulillah..eventhough itz<br /><br />not easy on money and family part, we<br /><br />pull it thru..for da past 3 yrs..i wished<br /><br />to see u each & everyday when i woke<br /><br />up in da morning..i will not hope so much,<br /><br />im juz waiting for dat "promise" ring..<br /><br />it doesn't matters if it takes yrz to be wit<br /><br />him..coz rite now we both haf our<br /><br />responsibility towards our own family..<br /><br />so i won't mind, it takes time...hmm..</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6736459398939718323-5995524164471337449?l=emmyfiz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>lil'fizhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16823661098043093084noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6736459398939718323.post-18334259796364164272009-12-05T11:41:00.000-08:002009-12-05T12:04:09.025-08:00<a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/Sxq8o-xgbFI/AAAAAAAAAKc/KqMPHGVU7WI/s1600-h/IMG_0160.JPG"><img style="WIDTH: 240px; HEIGHT: 320px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5411845314470505554" border="0" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/Sxq8o-xgbFI/AAAAAAAAAKc/KqMPHGVU7WI/s320/IMG_0160.JPG" /></a><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><br /><div>hey! itz 15 mins more to 4am on sunday</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>morning..hehe..i slept really late on sat</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>nite tiz time..juz findin' da time to blog..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>i can't wait to share of all dat happen..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>1stly, i wanna say dat for da month of </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>Nov really brings me luck like i never </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>feel it b4..guess wat?? my bf got me an</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>iphone 3gs, 32gb!! awesome!!! haha..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>datz wat i've been wanting to share..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>itz not signed up wip line..nor a 2nd </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>hand..itz brand new & itz almost 7 dayz</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>old today..hehe..im so so happy..datz so</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>cool..! heh! 2nd thing is, my pc at werk</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>has changed to flatscreen!! yey! </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>suddenly da company not budget </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>already ar..haha..all thanks to my ex-</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>accountant..ok..well da rest of my story</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>for da last 1 week, itz been great..i got</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>new bag..again, wei! tiz 1 for my werk</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>la..itz torn already..so i got new 1 la..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>then got myself a pair of animal brand </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>shoes..haha..fanatic sia animal brand..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>not forgetting! i've been wanting to get </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>my bf da ck euphoria perfums..but i </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>waited for end-of-year sale..& i got it </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>for him! hee..happy seh..got big 1..! heh!</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>so datz how itz goes..feels like im da </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>luckiest gal to get a 12 megapix camera,</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>a dkny watch and an iphone!! all frm </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>my mr emmy..hehe..thank u, thank u</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>thank u!! for also spent so much time </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>on me..on fri nite we went to orchard ION</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>to hang ard..lookin for da Marvelous Cream</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>..itz so sinful la!! but i like!! hehe..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>as for juz now evening we went makan </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>at s'pore flyer popeye!! yeye!! da mashed</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>potato so nice!! tak bleh angz sia..haha!! </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>alritez i'ma share in again aitez..sleep </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>4 now!</div><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6736459398939718323-1833425979636416427?l=emmyfiz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>lil'fizhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16823661098043093084noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6736459398939718323.post-55711616780394432252009-11-29T07:40:00.000-08:002009-11-29T08:21:30.818-08:00airport<div><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/SxKeacmZ_jI/AAAAAAAAAKM/Ie6B2BnLo2s/s1600/IMG_0118.JPG"><img style="WIDTH: 240px; HEIGHT: 320px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5409560279616454194" border="0" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/SxKeacmZ_jI/AAAAAAAAAKM/Ie6B2BnLo2s/s320/IMG_0118.JPG" /></a><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/SxKfO3YAkNI/AAAAAAAAAKU/lYgLf_VfufQ/s1600/IMG_0120.JPG"><img style="WIDTH: 242px; HEIGHT: 320px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5409561180157022418" border="0" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/SxKfO3YAkNI/AAAAAAAAAKU/lYgLf_VfufQ/s320/IMG_0120.JPG" /></a><br /><br /><div></div><br /><br /><div></div><br /><br /><div>Blogging again! hehe..juz feel like i wanna</div><br /><br /><div></div><br /><br /><div>share some bout wat i feel b4 i go to sleep..</div><br /><br /><div></div><br /><br /><div>1stly..itz monday 2morrow..! haiz..get back</div><br /><br /><div></div><br /><br /><div>to werk! closing period somemore..need to</div><br /><br /><div></div><br /><br /><div>o.t seh..haiz!! anyway..i went to expo today</div><br /><br /><div></div><br /><br /><div>go on a "last kopek" shopping at john little..</div><br /><br /><div></div><br /><br /><div>and also wanna check out bout watz </div><br /><br /><div></div><br /><br /><div>happening in sitex rdshow..i see all da courts </div><br /><br /><div></div><br /><br /><div>booth, i stress already..meaning, lotsa werk</div><br /><br /><div></div><br /><br /><div>ar like dat...pay still da same, contract meanz</div><br /><br /><div></div><br /><br /><div>still a contract staff..haiz! so many sigh..hehe!</div><br /><br /><div></div><br /><br /><div>so afta done wip some shopping, we went </div><br /><br /><div></div><br /><br /><div>airport..thought of eating at Popeye..itz</div><br /><br /><div></div><br /><br /><div>been some time since i last ate Popeye..</div><br /><br /><div></div><br /><br /><div>unfortunately when me n my bf got there,</div><br /><br /><div></div><br /><br /><div>da place is crowded..even for buying take-</div><br /><br /><div></div><br /><br /><div>awayz..rabak sia..haha..and we decide to</div><br /><br /><div></div><br /><br /><div>go to Secret Recipe..hehe..itz been a long </div><br /><br /><div></div><br /><br /><div>time too since i last had Secret Recipe..</div><br /><br /><div></div><br /><br /><div>afta dat he sent me home to re-pack da</div><br /><br /><div></div><br /><br /><div>things dat we bought..then..wanna noe</div><br /><br /><div></div><br /><br /><div>something?? at da end of da day, i cried..</div><br /><br /><div></div><br /><br /><div>seeing him going off..itz like, i spend tiz 2 </div><br /><br /><div></div><br /><br /><div>dayz wit him..im so happy..but itz juz a </div><br /><br /><div></div><br /><br /><div>little sad part to let him go..i can't imagine</div><br /><br /><div></div><br /><br /><div>wat my life would be without him, man..!</div><br /><br /><div></div><br /><br /><div>there is some part where he likes to tease </div><br /><br /><div></div><br /><br /><div>me..but i take it easy..i juz dunno y i cried..</div><br /><br /><div></div><br /><br /><div>he insisted to noe y..but i said, itz nothing..</div><br /><br /><div></div><br /><br /><div>not his fault..maybe i love him too much..</div><br /><br /><div></div><br /><br /><div>dat sometimes it hurts inside..but wat is </div><br /><br /><div></div><br /><br /><div>dat thing, i can't figure out..overall..i still</div><br /><br /><div></div><br /><br /><div>enjoyed my day wip him..i appreciate</div><br /><br /><div></div><br /><br /><div>each and everyday of my life wip him..</div><br /><br /><div></div><br /><br /><div>Thanks for being part of my life..love u!</div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6736459398939718323-5571161678039443225?l=emmyfiz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>lil'fizhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16823661098043093084noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6736459398939718323.post-88439311135682744482009-11-28T18:25:00.000-08:002009-11-28T19:24:45.459-08:00<a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/SxHghYsoWzI/AAAAAAAAAKE/d9Y2oB-OwWQ/s1600/IMG_0103.JPG"><img style="WIDTH: 240px; HEIGHT: 320px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5409351491618626354" border="0" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/SxHghYsoWzI/AAAAAAAAAKE/d9Y2oB-OwWQ/s320/IMG_0103.JPG" /></a><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><br /><div>holla! i went to vivo yesterday evening!</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>it was great! had a good time shopping</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>wip my bf..although our double date plan</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>didn't happen, but i met my collegue </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>huda-farhan..haha..i went to eat at </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>Barcelos..nice food there..there are</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>4 diff types of sauces..tangy lemon,</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>supa peri, mild peri and veri peri..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>haha! very peri-peri!! afta that</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>we hang-out to see the christmas tree!</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>we shopped a pair of levi's jeans..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>bought chocolates from candy empire</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>like as usual..hehe..i bought stuffz</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>at Mango, Forever 21..! i like! hehe</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>not forgetting dat i got my DKNY </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>watched fixed! make extra hole la..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>im not fat enuf wat..then fix screen</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>protector for my new camera..hehe</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>dat 1 also want to tell..klah..i saw </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>disney fair at da centre of vivo..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>and i bought for my nephew a sch</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>bag! since he pass his pri 1 exam..!</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>haha..we went home ard almost 12..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>but overall, itz a good day ya'll..!</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>n yah! actually i wanna get something</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>for my bf, but da shop is already closed</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>yesterday..then i was still looking for </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>bag for me to bring to werk..itz ok..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>i'll take my time then..thankful 4 wat i haf now..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>itz sunday! haf a good day y'all!!!</div><br /><div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6736459398939718323-8843931113568274448?l=emmyfiz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>lil'fizhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16823661098043093084noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6736459398939718323.post-85558043043960117582009-11-27T06:48:00.000-08:002009-11-27T08:15:00.293-08:00<a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/Sw_69JXTBoI/AAAAAAAAAJ8/x3DiwbqY1is/s1600/SNC00077_edited-1.jpg"><img style="WIDTH: 240px; HEIGHT: 320px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5408817605887854210" border="0" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/Sw_69JXTBoI/AAAAAAAAAJ8/x3DiwbqY1is/s320/SNC00077_edited-1.jpg" /></a><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><br /><div>Hari Raya Haji...a day in commemorate of</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>sacrifices..juz wanna blog in b4 da day is over..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>i stayed whole day at home today juz bcoz i </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>feel like i wanna rest & spend some time at</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>home..my mum did ask me out to my cousins</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>son's bday..but i juz choose not to go out..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>still, i enjoyed myself at home..hehe..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>talking bout sacrifices, earlier on today b4</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>my bf goes to werk..he met me for a while..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>sharing bout some of his prob dat hez been </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>through..he shared wip me bout how much </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>sacrifices he did for his mum and family..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>full of tears in his eyes..i felt sad..pity him..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>he said ppl can't see for wat he has done..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>well i said i did..it muz be hard on him..getz</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>blame for doin too much and also if he didn't</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>give much..i've got not much to say..i can't </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>judge anybody..but i can juz listen to him..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>help him out where itz necessary..juz hope</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>things will turn out well..i wished for </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>2morrow's gonna be a good day..plan to </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>go on a double date for some shopping &</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>hangoutz.. ;) during my bad times, afta</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>when i blogged in here..things turned out</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>to be fine in a day or two..and when i blog</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>about a day dat i get irritates by my fren,</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>things seems to be like she's not like dat</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>anymore..hehe..like magic ah..</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6736459398939718323-8555804304396011758?l=emmyfiz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>lil'fizhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16823661098043093084noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6736459398939718323.post-80257430883510109122009-11-26T06:44:00.000-08:002009-11-26T07:29:56.041-08:00<a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/Sw6ecd34o-I/AAAAAAAAAJ0/MCLId3ehvhY/s1600/IMG_0066_edited-2.JPG"><img style="WIDTH: 226px; HEIGHT: 320px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5408434414411097058" border="0" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/Sw6ecd34o-I/AAAAAAAAAJ0/MCLId3ehvhY/s320/IMG_0066_edited-2.JPG" /></a><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><br /><div>Selamat Hari Raya AidilAdha..!</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>which is 2morrow..yey! long holiday..!</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>itz been sometime dat wanna blog in..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>now dat i haf da time, i dunno how </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>should i start..hehe..howz life been?</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>bz..only today i make myself available..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>got home, do some clean up..change of</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>curtain last min...hehe..yah! now then </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>i remember bout wat i wanna share last </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>nite..itz about da new moon movie!! yeah!</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>i didn't expect it to be great..i find it nice..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>n da guy who played da wolf is so HOT!!</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>da both guyz acted so well in being romantic..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>melt sia...haiz..i like dat! anywayz, dat was </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>free ticx dat i got frm my werkplace on dat </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>day itself..afta a movie ard 11pm, my bf</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>picked me up..im sooo da pampered..haiz,</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>wat to do..who else gonna pampered me rite?</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>sadly, hez not feeling well today..took an mc</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>n we only talk 4 a while..i guess hez asleep..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>i love him so much..it reminds me of him </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>when i watch da movie last nite..n i kept</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>thinking of him at werk..ok..itz pay day..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>lotsa things to do..pay bills, shopping,</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>save money for holiday..wanna noe wat?</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>i've been asked by handful of ppl to go</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>with on a holiday..a fren would like to </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>bring me diving in thailand..sounds</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>interesting..i've only done snorkeling..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>then my sis plan to go on cruise..im</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>not sure if shez serious bout it..then </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>my collegue wantz me n emmy to go </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>k.l..a very short trip..i think datz </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>possible to go..then my bf wantz to </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>go perth..to meet hiz cousins there..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>i said, better save lotsa money..! haha..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>talk about money only stress..itz ok..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>4 rite now..tiz moment..i wanna dwnld </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>new tunes for my mp3..videos by beyonce..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>edit photos..hehe..n yah, eversince i got </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>tiz canon camera, been taking photos </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>only..!! haha..all my face..actually therez</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>a lot more to tell..ima continue again aitez!</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6736459398939718323-8025743088351010912?l=emmyfiz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>lil'fizhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16823661098043093084noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6736459398939718323.post-76047675489855783382009-11-19T06:57:00.000-08:002009-11-19T07:05:47.377-08:00<a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/SwVetj3sdnI/AAAAAAAAAJs/fNzYRJi0HCk/s1600/dkny+watch.jpg"><img style="WIDTH: 320px; HEIGHT: 297px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5405831064544114290" border="0" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/SwVetj3sdnI/AAAAAAAAAJs/fNzYRJi0HCk/s320/dkny+watch.jpg" /></a><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><br /><div>Guess wat, guess wat..??!! my bf got me a</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>new watch!! it was only yesterday he got</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>me a camera..today he got a DKNY watch!</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>yipee!! he didn't buy those..itz juz like dat..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>somethings are meant for free..! hee..i like!</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>he thought it was a mens watch..2nd look,</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>itz a ladies watch la..hehe..happy la me..!!</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6736459398939718323-7604767548985578338?l=emmyfiz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>lil'fizhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16823661098043093084noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6736459398939718323.post-22728738426915735102009-11-18T05:02:00.000-08:002009-11-18T06:03:16.118-08:00<a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/SwP9Sha9euI/AAAAAAAAAJk/I35AiiCb2Lw/s1600/SNC00065_edited-1.jpg"><img style="WIDTH: 240px; HEIGHT: 320px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5405442472425650914" border="0" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/SwP9Sha9euI/AAAAAAAAAJk/I35AiiCb2Lw/s320/SNC00065_edited-1.jpg" /></a><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><br /><div>Managed to find time to blog tiz!!</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>i can't miss it..i wanna share in my</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>happy moments too..haha..haf alwayz</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>been sharing my sad part..rite..?</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>ok..as in my previous blog, it was </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>kinda bad day..but here, rite now</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>i wanna share dat past 2 dayz has</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>been like wonderful day for me..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>wanna noe wat? it was only last </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>sunday dat me n my bf ain't got</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>enuf money to top-up ezlink..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>even if i haf, da money wasn't wit </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>me dat time..so i wondered, i've </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>done so much to ppl..been giving</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>and giving and tiz is wat i get???</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>i'ma share in here dat yesterday </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>was a sudden downfall..like da rain..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>magically my bf got some cash!!</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>& not only dat..he got me a 12 mega</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>pixel canon camera!!! damn! i juz</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>thot of buying a camera..but there</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>it comes to me for free!! can u </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>imagine how happy i am when i</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>got it from my bf??! i shouted, "yey!</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>i dun need to buy..!" haha..crazy..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>as for some cash dat emmy got,</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>we shop at bugis..sounds cheap..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>but we shop alot!! i bought bag which </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>i've been aiming afta dat i got my sling </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>bag last week! hehe..my bf got few</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>pairs of shirt..i bought dresses..had </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>fun though..in malay say, "rezeki </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>berlipat kali ganda.." haha..but i think </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>da most happening is da camera..da</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>other day my bf juz asked me wat camera</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>dat i wanna get? i said it muz be touch </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>screen & 12 megapixel..hehe..but im</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>really thankful enuf to haf tiz camera</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>eventhough itz not a touch screen la..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>SYUKUR ALHAMDULILLAH..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>for everything turned back as </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>per normal..my ibu is back too!</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>happy is meee!!!</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6736459398939718323-2272873842691573510?l=emmyfiz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>lil'fizhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16823661098043093084noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6736459398939718323.post-89854264251757964502009-11-15T05:06:00.000-08:002009-11-15T05:40:09.906-08:00<a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/SwADKtyV1II/AAAAAAAAAJc/-tJtensU1yY/s1600-h/IMG_9342Edit.JPG"><img style="WIDTH: 240px; HEIGHT: 320px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5404323035468911746" border="0" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/SwADKtyV1II/AAAAAAAAAJc/-tJtensU1yY/s320/IMG_9342Edit.JPG" /></a><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><br /><div>Life's a game but itz not fair..howz my </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>sunday? not dat good..i've been giving</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>a lot to ppl..but fate isn't being fair to </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>me..maybe itz juz not my lucky day..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>wanna noe wat happen? ok for da 1st</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>time i've got no enuf money to top</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>up my ezlink..im so forgetful..i thought</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>i still have another $10 dat i reserved </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>for my ezlink..i didn't realise dat i've </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>already spent da last $10!!! shit! im </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>left with like $7 on my hand..i noe</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>i can pay cash..but i need to top-up</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>for work 2morrow! i do have some </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>savings..but itz juz not wip me! so now</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>im home..wanna noe how? luckily</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>therez tiz 1 auntie to change coins..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>if not i'll juz pay da $2 note! haiz..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>i feel so sad..my bf can't even do </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>anything to help me..im so angry </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>dat i put down da phone juz like dat..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>& he didn't call me back..until then i</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>reached home, he juz called me a </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>minute ago..saying dat hez ezlink </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>also low..haiz..itz ok..i'ma go down </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>n top-up..but b4 i end tiz blog, im</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>supposed to meet up my close fren</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>in the afternoon today, and still i </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>can't make up my mind if i want </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>da job or not..so i told her dat i </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>can't meet her today..& i guess she </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>knew how i feel dat im like half-</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>hearted to join her..good thing is</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>dat, as a fren she understands me..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>she said she will gimme some time</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>and will not force me..i said thanks..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>but i feel bad..itz like disappoint her..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>haiz..hopefully all these things gonna</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>be alright..let it be over soon..praying</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>hard so as ibu can go home 2morrow..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>i laugh a lot today in da hospital wit her &</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>sister..haha..alrite then..i'ma update again!</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6736459398939718323-8985426425175796450?l=emmyfiz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>lil'fizhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16823661098043093084noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6736459398939718323.post-1993015438893813932009-11-14T09:04:00.000-08:002009-11-14T09:58:59.488-08:00<a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/Sv7tmM5hWLI/AAAAAAAAAJU/-v5gwoPo0LM/s1600-h/SNC00016.jpg"><img style="WIDTH: 240px; HEIGHT: 320px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5404017843444471986" border="0" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/Sv7tmM5hWLI/AAAAAAAAAJU/-v5gwoPo0LM/s320/SNC00016.jpg" /></a><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><br /><div>Tiz da pic dat my bf took when i 1st</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>got my spec..hehe..like cikgu bedah la..!</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>haha..itz almost 1.30a.m in da mornin'..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>& i was juz about to start blogging..hehe..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>itz another weekend again..so howz my </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>week? tiring i muz say..but im not </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>complaining..juz to share some dat </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>daily schedule to werk..afta werk went</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>hospital..afta hospital fetch my nephewz..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>i went to hospital earlier today..so as to </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>catch up da timing b4 2p.m..i stayed till </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>8pm..then meet up wip my gf at bugis</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>juz now..she needz to buy stuffs so i </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>followed her..recommend her</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>to some shops bout da things dat shez </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>looking for..mean while, i also shop la!</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>haha..been wanting to get dat sling bag at</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>bugis st. since last month.. i got</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>it today! hehe..so happy! we bought</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>some other stuffs also..consider like a</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>mini-shopping..enjoyed my sat nite wip</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>her..sat down together..bought some</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>munchies..n talk..and i got home ard </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>11 plus..rite now is like, somethin' on</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>my mind..got tiz part-time job..at 1st</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>i was kinda excited like wat sia..then</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>until tiz morning..im still excited..but</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>when it comes to like night time, im</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>not too sure if i should take up dat job..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>out of sudden, da excitement is not </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>there..i dunno wat changes my mind..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>so now itz like should i, or should not..?</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>tough decisions..i can't decide, really..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>demotivation...wat should i do or say</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>to my fren 2morrow..? oh gosh!</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6736459398939718323-199301543889381393?l=emmyfiz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>lil'fizhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16823661098043093084noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6736459398939718323.post-60717691680976290212009-11-08T05:48:00.000-08:002009-11-08T07:02:01.761-08:00<a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/SvbaOZvOrRI/AAAAAAAAAJM/QKyhNqKTHEI/s1600-h/IMG_9327.JPG"><img style="WIDTH: 240px; HEIGHT: 320px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5401744744039492882" border="0" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/SvbaOZvOrRI/AAAAAAAAAJM/QKyhNqKTHEI/s320/IMG_9327.JPG" /></a><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><br /><div>Another weekend has passed..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>been bz tiz week of going to hospital</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>and back..ibu is still not well yet..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>she needs to undergo an operation but</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>wait till her fever has gone down..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>lotsa things happen..lotsa things which</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>i heard..but i didn't get to visit her today</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>eventhough i went to hospital..da timing </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>is not there..i meet up my bf ard 3plus..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>we plan to go on an event today..but i told</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>him itz juz a workshop..so end up we walk </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>frm far east to plaza singapura..damn! i </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>miss him so much..yesterday i spent da whole</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>day at hospital..so i can't get to c him due to</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>his bz schedule too..but im glad to spent some</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>time wip him today..but he said hez tired..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>so...we went home ard 7plus..itz kinda hard</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>to let him go..i wanna let him stay! i wished..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>but he gotta werk tonight and continue 2morrow..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>haiz..so hardworking..he said, he wanna make his</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>family happy especially his mom..and..he called </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>me juz now n we talked things out..it made me cry </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>somehow..when i let out bout how i feel...</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>he decide on 1 solution to clear out tiz prob..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>it may sound crazy, but i guess datz da best </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>solution which he came up with..i never expect</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>of wat he said to me..da main thing is it solved!</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>haha..hopefully things work out next month for</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>da both of us...praying hard hopefully dat ibu </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>gets well soon..last but not least, hopefully </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>there gonna be a better day 2morrow at werk..! </div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6736459398939718323-6071769168097629021?l=emmyfiz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>lil'fizhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16823661098043093084noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6736459398939718323.post-43882758696430191062009-11-04T08:03:00.000-08:002009-11-04T08:39:04.998-08:00<a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/SvGt3j_jPWI/AAAAAAAAAI8/5tC8K6wMgbI/s1600-h/15022009077_edited-1.jpg"><img style="WIDTH: 270px; HEIGHT: 320px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5400288598260137314" border="0" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/SvGt3j_jPWI/AAAAAAAAAI8/5tC8K6wMgbI/s320/15022009077_edited-1.jpg" /></a><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><br /><div>Holla to y'all..i've been very bz tiz week..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>but i still wanna blog in here..to share..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>to let it go how my dayz goes by..ok as in</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>at werk, i juz finish doin my closing..haiz..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>last few dayz been like irritatated wit 1 of </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>my fren..seriously..! not to say dat im </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>tryna say bad things of her la..or to say</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>dat im good, but itz juz dat i dun like ppl</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>to interrupt me when im talking..not once,</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>many times!!!! expect ppl to hear her story </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>only..like wat sia..then like to talk big..as if</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>like nobody else ever done like she did..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>when im quiet doesn't mean i never did or</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>never been to da place dat u're talking</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>about..she expect wat, ppl wanna tell every-</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>thing in detail izit?? wat da hell..but i'll juz</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>ignore whenever she tryna show offs by da</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>things dat she say..lazy to entertain or listen </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>to her story sometimes..until today, finally </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>i get to say some things dat makez her shut</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>her big mouth up! itz so satisfying...dat show</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>off her my thang..which is nothing to compare</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>wit hers..haha..im bad, am i..? but i mean good..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>as if like she gonna win some big money or wat</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>by juz doin talking..stop it la..stop talking shit!!</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>ok..datz bout her..even though my bestfren is </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>da same name as hers, but totally they are of </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>different character..i feel good when my bestie </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>called me yesterday..share a lot of story..i think</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>i can't share it wit any1 else dat understand like</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>she do..haha..loves talking crapz at nite..never </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>change..alwayz accumulate till 1 month story sia..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>haha..but itz good coz i really felt relieved!! fuh!</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>rite now im tired..my ibu was hospitalised since </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>last nite...so i went to visit her afta werk & i go </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>off ard 10.30pm..my feetz aching..feels like</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>taking half day 2morrow morning..as my ibu</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>requested me to buy her "mee kway teow goreng"</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>hehe..i stayed wit her beside her bed </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>since 8.30pm onwards left only da 2 of us..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>having her chicken rice..eating it together..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>feels like i really miss those time dat i spent </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>wit her when i was young..she shared wit me,</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>dat the assistant nurses showered her..ibu said,</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>even she has 3 daughterz but none has ever </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>make her bathe or clean like da outside ppl do..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>itz sounded like sad to me..coz i feel it too bout </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>how she feels..for me, i feel like..she (ibu) accepted </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>me when i was a baby...an outsider who wantz to</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>take me as her child..where as my parents did not..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>so sad isn't? well..datz my story..ima go to sleep </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>now..so so tired..yah, btw..i forgotten dat i started </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>to wear specz today!! hehe..many commented on </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>it..da main thing dat happen is, i wear specs coz </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>i could not see da bus..& itz due to my computer</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>at werk..and now bcoz of me, my accountant is</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>trying to get us a new flatscreen monitor..to </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>replace dat old big monitor..haha..dat 1 zaman </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>primary school sia..big n bulky..budget or wat!</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>ITE is much more better..hehe..ok i'ma blog in</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>again soon!! nite..!</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6736459398939718323-4388275869643019106?l=emmyfiz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>lil'fizhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16823661098043093084noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6736459398939718323.post-30000628961961043602009-10-31T21:33:00.000-07:002009-10-31T22:27:32.860-07:00This Is It<a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/Su0USkuZ8-I/AAAAAAAAAI0/RK6AfeJuaIM/s1600-h/1308_13693639081.jpg"><img style="WIDTH: 216px; HEIGHT: 320px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5398993837615608802" border="0" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/Su0USkuZ8-I/AAAAAAAAAI0/RK6AfeJuaIM/s320/1308_13693639081.jpg" /></a><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><br /><div>im hungry..!! but i wanna blog in 1st..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>my sat went fine..most happening to </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>me is da This Is It movie!!!! Power...!!!</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>haha..M.J really inspires us, da fans alot!</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>really must say da movie is damn good..!</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>afta da movie i followed my bf to play </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>soccer wip his collegues at balestier khalsa</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>association..till 11pm we went home..i chat</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>wit my bestie in msn last nite and slept at</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>3am..hehe..lotsa story to share bout </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>da bad things happen on our both saturdayz..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>we both regret dat we should've meet up..but</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>itz ok..i advise her to juz forget all those bad </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>remarks of wat ppl did..or say (for me..)</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>maybe im juz being too sensitive or wat..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>im cool im cool...so tiz morning i woke up</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>at 7am, feels like itz so hard to breathe!</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>it feels so pain, my heart inside..i dunno</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>wat happen..afta when i sit down, i can't </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>lie down..feelz like suffocating when u can</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>only breathe bit by bit slowly..i wanna wake</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>da ppl in da house, n yet i feel pain if i try to</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>walk quite a distance..so i juz bear wit it..in dat </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>sleepy-n-pain state, i force myself to sleep..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>slowly i sit n lie down ..woke up at 10 and it</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>feels better a lil' bit but still can feel da pain </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>when i breathe hard..i rest again..n now thank</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>GOD im good..alhamdulillah! im still breathing</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>again..1st time experiencing tiz..and i dunno </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>wat is it..i msg my bf tiz morning since i can't</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>do anything..he called n ask me if im ok..he</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>juz msg me again to ask if im still in pain..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>i said im ok now..thanks b...</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6736459398939718323-3000062896196104360?l=emmyfiz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>lil'fizhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16823661098043093084noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6736459398939718323.post-21387604739877256952009-10-28T08:01:00.000-07:002009-10-28T08:36:20.712-07:00<a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/Suhk1b1R7hI/AAAAAAAAAIs/9j8OUVBajTU/s1600-h/IMG_9321.JPG"><img style="WIDTH: 320px; HEIGHT: 240px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5397675022570614290" border="0" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/Suhk1b1R7hI/AAAAAAAAAIs/9j8OUVBajTU/s320/IMG_9321.JPG" /></a><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><br /><div>hey..juz got home..im so tired...</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>my feet is in pain...eventhough</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>im on half day leave in da morning </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>today..1st thing in da morning..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>woke up & went out wip my bf </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>to settle some things..bought </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>stuffz for his home..not forgetting</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>also, dat he make me a new spec!</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>kinda surprise, i told him dat im </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>gonna make it when itz during</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>sale period, end of da year..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>but end up he got it for me 1st..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>watz more itz GUESS brand..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>unbelievable! thanks b..i love it!</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>he also made changes to his specs..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>dat is, his lenses..to transitions lens..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>haha..both of us can't wait for it!</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>As for my plans today, itz Angela</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>bday..(october baby!) haha..datz</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>her trademark..really enjoyed in</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>celebrating her bday at BREEKS!!</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>i had dat MASSIVE ATTACK again</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>for da 3rd time..hehe..like world cup..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>at da same time..itz a treat from bday</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>gal in celebrating wip us on their </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>newlyweds!! hope she stay happy </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>alwayz wip her husband..itz not a </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>cheap treat over here...thanks a lot!!</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>we bought her a GUESS wallet...</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>she likes it..so now me, huda, hazni,</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>arnita and angela's wallet are all</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>sponsored by GUESS..hehe..my </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>new spec also la..ok..so datz how </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>my day is..really enjoyed da </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>moments of being together..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>itz almost 11.30 now..gonna shower</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>& sleep..got to o.t 2morrow..!! nite!</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6736459398939718323-2138760473987725695?l=emmyfiz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>lil'fizhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16823661098043093084noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6736459398939718323.post-90264968130670286612009-10-25T06:24:00.000-07:002009-10-25T07:04:26.039-07:00<a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/SuRYWoCQZiI/AAAAAAAAAIc/UWXM3LnIFVs/s1600-h/IMG_9285.JPG"><img style="WIDTH: 320px; HEIGHT: 240px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5396535399223944738" border="0" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/SuRYWoCQZiI/AAAAAAAAAIc/UWXM3LnIFVs/s320/IMG_9285.JPG" /></a><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><br /><div>...continued from where my story at..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>things has changed for better now..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>he apologise for not calling me..n </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>things dat he did which makes me </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>sad..promise not to do it again..n i'll</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>make sure dat!! hehe..so sweet..so </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>afta da 4th day of not talking to each</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>other, finally yesterday we met..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>can't hide how happy i am da moment</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>when i saw him..i tried to pretend to</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>unhappy la..but end up i do smile </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>when i see him smile...can't help it!!</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>Like da song 2 is better than 1...sayz</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>dat maybe itz true, i can't live without u..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>ooooo.....! haha..n so we went to a fren </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>chalet last nite at costa sand resort..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>but it was late though..we reach at </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>ard 10pm..then afta that go makan..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>reached home ard 2am..then today</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>we went east coast..itz been a long</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>time since i last play bowling..hehe</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>part of healthy life-style..went cycling</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>and fill up our stomach at da lagoon..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>cycled for 2 hours..it was fun!! in malay</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>say, puas hati ah!! haha..cycled till </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>bedok jetty n back..yah, not forgetting..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>when im on da way to my bf house, in </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>a bus therez tiz 1 crazy auntie la talking</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>by herself..already talk so loud, and therez</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>1 time she was talking to me lar!! i pretend</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>i did not see la..haha..dat time also therez </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>tiz 1 uncle inside a train..singing sia..then </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>talking to himself..feeling play guitar..haha..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>saw a few ar..another 1 is a bangla singing n</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>dancing inside train..enjoyzing! freelance</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>performer! hehe..haiz..crazy ppl everywhere..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>back to my today story, afta all dat healthy</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>life style thing..i went home ard 6pm..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>tired..but i enjoyed..spending time..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>having New Zealand ice-cream wip him..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>thanks for make it up all again..</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6736459398939718323-9026496813067028661?l=emmyfiz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>lil'fizhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16823661098043093084noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6736459398939718323.post-7259498211786899912009-10-23T05:30:00.000-07:002009-10-23T06:00:01.340-07:00<a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/SuGosc4KRTI/AAAAAAAAAIU/DzIu1U0MRIY/s1600-h/DSC07640.JPG"><img style="WIDTH: 240px; HEIGHT: 320px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5395779310186022194" border="0" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/SuGosc4KRTI/AAAAAAAAAIU/DzIu1U0MRIY/s320/DSC07640.JPG" /></a><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><br /><div>I can't help it! last nite i shared wip 1 if my </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>ex classmate..since he wants me to share..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>so i let it out..1st person!! thanks fwen..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>like i say..i can't help tiz feeling..i feel so</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>restless tiz morning when im at werk..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>i was about to do coding of slips but i </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>kept thinking bout him...i was supposed</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>to be bz with my werk..but i juz can't get </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>it off my mind..so i took my hp to msg </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>him..he replied..saying dat he do love me,</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>itz juz dat he's tired afta werk and sleep...</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>when i read dat like wat da...!!! he juz said </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>dat?? i mean doesn't he noe how i feel for </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>da past 2 dayz?? so i said, u were tired..?</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>but u got home & play games...? he said, </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>dat is juz to relax his mind..my reaction</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>was totally wat da hell!! aha..lame </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>excuses isn't ..itz like we're wasting time..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>not contacting each other for nothing...</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>really2 lame! but wat can i do..he kept</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>silent afta dat..no more msg's or any call</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>frm him..im so sad...ppl go off frm werk</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>on fri to go outz for da weekends...while</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>im juz a little good girl to stay at home..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>im tired..in wanting to keep on pastering</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>him..a fren asking me out 2morrow..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>i will go then..though im not in da mood..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>surprisingly..a collegue at werk ask me </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>if im ok...she realised dat i dun look like</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>how i used to at werk...i dun expect for</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>ppl to realised or spot me..watz more </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>she advise me to cheer up...i said, i will..</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6736459398939718323-725949821178689991?l=emmyfiz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>lil'fizhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16823661098043093084noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6736459398939718323.post-1631677916245245042009-10-22T05:05:00.000-07:002009-10-22T05:54:23.332-07:00<a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/SuBV5W_JQ1I/AAAAAAAAAIM/q0GBENOm18Y/s1600-h/DSC00064.JPG"><img style="WIDTH: 240px; HEIGHT: 320px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5395406797501186898" border="0" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/SuBV5W_JQ1I/AAAAAAAAAIM/q0GBENOm18Y/s320/DSC00064.JPG" /></a><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><br /><div>Juz wanna share bout how i feel rite now..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>im really sad..i dun seem to find sum1 who</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>i can talk to..itz been 2 dayz since our </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>anniversary dat i sent him da last msg..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>i've been calling and msging him da whole</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>day..but i guess hez juz too bz wit his work..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>so for da past 2 dayz we've been not contacting</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>each other..do u noe how it feels like when u </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>keep feelings to urself..itz killing me inside..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>and i noe if anybody were to ask me bout it,</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>i wouldn't say anything but i'll cry...</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>da other nite i can't stop crying..i dunno y..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>n i can't sleep well last nite..i woke up 5am</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>in da morning when i heard da song Change Me </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>by akon & keri hilson on my radio..n i can't get</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>back to sleep afta dat..itz still early for me to </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>get ready to werk..haiz..y did tiz happen?</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>seems like u don't bother to even call me back..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>text me back afta u're done..guess he doesn't </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>love me anymore..i dun wanna assume things..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>but still im sad..i can't stop these tears..i really</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>really think dat there is no point of me to live</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>if itz without u..sounds crazy isn't? itz ok..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>i will wait for an answer......he can pretend</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>for how many dayz...how long....it takes..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>im suffering..though i can't help to wait</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>any longer coz itz been hard on myself</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>to keep tiz sadness in my heart....</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>im sorry for not calling u...</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>i guess itz now ur turn...i juz</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>wanna see if u appreciatez me..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>will u still be my boyfren..? i wonder...</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6736459398939718323-163167791624524504?l=emmyfiz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>lil'fizhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16823661098043093084noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6736459398939718323.post-37163273886682123122009-10-20T05:31:00.000-07:002009-10-20T06:53:13.297-07:00<a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/St23makzGsI/AAAAAAAAAIE/0aRJO8L9YaM/s1600-h/IMG_6556+edit.jpg"><img style="WIDTH: 240px; HEIGHT: 320px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5394669799256300226" border="0" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/St23makzGsI/AAAAAAAAAIE/0aRJO8L9YaM/s320/IMG_6556+edit.jpg" /></a><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><br /><div>Happy anniversary to emmy & fiz!!</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>itz been 3 and a half year journey..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>im breathless..speechless..when i </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>think of all dat we went thru..can't</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>deny dat i ever hated myself for loving</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>him..couldn't imagine wat my life </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>would be without him..he's da only</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>1 who understands me da best...</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>i mean good whenever i nag at him..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>never haf i nag to any of my previous</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>bf's..never haf i dance to any1 of 'em..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>he brings out da true character in me</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>which i choose not to show it..yes, we </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>shout..we yell at each other..we both </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>get mad..but at da same time, we laugh</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>hard..we made a great escape to the </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>overseas..we hug..we kiss..i felt safe in</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>his arms..well i dun really care bout </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>wat ppl gonna say..some judge us good</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>things & bad things..we shared..we made</div><br /><div></div><br /><div> jokes out of it..i can't bear to see him </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>off..these tears gonna fall eventually..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>hez da reason for me to live..da most </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>romantic guy when i 1st met..da only</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>1 who has da patience with my behaviour..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>who finds me special not weird..haha..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>da only bf dat i had who likes to sleeps</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>in da bus..trains..haha..anywhere..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>a very gentlemen guy..i find him dat he</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>works very hard everyday, and loves</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>spending his money alot..im tired </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>of advising already la..of all..therez</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>good & bad..to me, imperfections </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>makes perfect..i wouldn't want him</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>to leave me..i wanna stay wit him..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>be his gal forever..i will wait for how</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>long it takes to be wit u till da rest </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>of my life..coz for past 3 yrs..u da best!</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>best i ever had...i'll be loving u alwayz..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>-> Helmi <- </div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6736459398939718323-3716327388668212312?l=emmyfiz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>lil'fizhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16823661098043093084noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6736459398939718323.post-49619162311961762202009-10-17T20:24:00.000-07:002009-10-20T05:15:35.014-07:00<a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/StqQG0oCYBI/AAAAAAAAAH8/j80w--IHVd8/s1600-h/DSC00646.JPG"><img style="WIDTH: 320px; HEIGHT: 214px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5393781950609776658" border="0" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/StqQG0oCYBI/AAAAAAAAAH8/j80w--IHVd8/s320/DSC00646.JPG" /></a><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><br /><div>hey..yesterday i did post a blog bout</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>my over da weekend story..itz a bit</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>long la..kinda drag also..feels like i </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>already get over it bout all da bad </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>things happen..i keep da sweet ones..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>dat will remain as memories of my </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>raya..i really had a good time </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>raya-ing wit all my frenz tiz year..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>a week has passed so fast with </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>me bz doin lotsa things..emmy </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>cousin came to spore last wk..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>so theres few outings wip his family..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>Last fri its my collegue last day..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>dat completes me a wonderful week..!</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>i went out yesterday to henderson waves..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>my bf took me there..hehe..da </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>other time i post about buying </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>myself a camera? suddenly my bf </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>lent me his camera..haha..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>last evening was great..i had fun </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>on da bridge takin lotsa pictures..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>though we were both perspiring,</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>itz worth it..hee..! thanks b for </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>everything..Love u!</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6736459398939718323-4961916231196176220?l=emmyfiz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>lil'fizhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16823661098043093084noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6736459398939718323.post-54501392272513293482009-10-09T07:57:00.000-07:002009-10-09T09:09:30.316-07:00<a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/Ss9gGLLqcGI/AAAAAAAAAH0/-7ydaUbIOsI/s1600-h/DSC00422edit.jpg"><img style="WIDTH: 214px; HEIGHT: 320px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5390632938182963298" border="0" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/Ss9gGLLqcGI/AAAAAAAAAH0/-7ydaUbIOsI/s320/DSC00422edit.jpg" /></a><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><br /><div>blog blog blog!! goblog! heh..<br /></div><br /><div>i guess i gotta grab myself </div><br /><div><br />a camera and make a new specs..</div><br /><div><br />It seems like a trouble to borrow </div><br /><div><br />his camera..haiz..been wanting to </div><br /><div><br />get for my own since last few months..</div><br /><div><br />but haf not got da chance yet to save </div><br /><div><br />enuf money...as for specs, i really need</div><br /><div><br />it coz i cant see ppl at nite..haha..i didn't </div><br /><div><br />expect my eyes to run dat degrees..till </div><br /><div><br />i can't recognise ppl far apart..n dat happens</div><br /><div><br />due to staring at the old skool com at werk!!</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>im blogging rite now, n there my bf shouts </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>me on da phone..like wat da??!!!!</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>hez da 1 who can't hear me, n yet he shouts</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>at me...haiz...i wished i dun haf to trouble </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>him..borrow from him camera..i'ma get my</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>own soon aite!!! anywayz..many have gone </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>for jalan raya wip frenz..mine is 2morrow!!</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>can't wait to meet my gf 2morrow..yey!! </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>and and..sun also...hehe..it maybe late raya</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>but itz deepavali advance!! hahah..!!</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>raya's not over..itz still on!! ok, am i</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>crazy or wat..</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6736459398939718323-5450139227251329348?l=emmyfiz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>lil'fizhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16823661098043093084noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6736459398939718323.post-25179239533180534882009-10-06T05:26:00.000-07:002009-10-06T07:34:42.247-07:00vivo outing<div></div><div>An evening wit my boyfren...!<br /><div><div><div><br /><div><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/Sss6vKnDBRI/AAAAAAAAAG0/wRT-8CNLwK8/s1600-h/DSC00408.JPG"><img style="WIDTH: 320px; HEIGHT: 214px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5389465961055323410" border="0" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/Sss6vKnDBRI/AAAAAAAAAG0/wRT-8CNLwK8/s320/DSC00408.JPG" /></a><br /></div><div>Handful of chocolates...<br /></div><div><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/Sss8Uu3sP9I/AAAAAAAAAG8/zS6uFCtqU1Q/s1600-h/DSC00409.JPG"><img style="WIDTH: 320px; HEIGHT: 214px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5389467705955598290" border="0" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/Sss8Uu3sP9I/AAAAAAAAAG8/zS6uFCtqU1Q/s320/DSC00409.JPG" /></a></div><div><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/Sss9W0G9JrI/AAAAAAAAAHE/X5yIxsxzFTk/s1600-h/DSC00410.JPG"><img style="WIDTH: 320px; HEIGHT: 214px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5389468841233163954" border="0" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/Sss9W0G9JrI/AAAAAAAAAHE/X5yIxsxzFTk/s320/DSC00410.JPG" /></a><br /></div><div>wow....wat a face! hahaha.. </div><br /><div><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/Sss_adrswhI/AAAAAAAAAHM/ntvjKzjVISk/s1600-h/DSC00411.JPG"><img style="MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; WIDTH: 320px; FLOAT: left; HEIGHT: 214px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5389471102955995666" border="0" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/Sss_adrswhI/AAAAAAAAAHM/ntvjKzjVISk/s320/DSC00411.JPG" /></a><br /><br /></div><br /><div><br /></div><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><div>Nak...?</div><div></div><br /><div><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/SstEkVesKiI/AAAAAAAAAHc/DimUcMI4hTA/s1600-h/DSC00413.JPG"><img style="WIDTH: 320px; HEIGHT: 214px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5389476770110777890" border="0" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/SstEkVesKiI/AAAAAAAAAHc/DimUcMI4hTA/s320/DSC00413.JPG" /></a> </div><div> </div><div>aaaaaaaaaammmmmm........!<br /></div><div><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/SstNSuQfBtI/AAAAAAAAAHk/504_udzaI9U/s1600-h/DSC00416.JPG"><img style="WIDTH: 320px; HEIGHT: 214px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5389486363129087698" border="0" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/SstNSuQfBtI/AAAAAAAAAHk/504_udzaI9U/s320/DSC00416.JPG" /></a><br /><br />n...last but not least....<br /></div><div><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/SstS5vcdg8I/AAAAAAAAAHs/PJC--jDgvyQ/s1600-h/DSC00415.JPG"><img style="WIDTH: 214px; HEIGHT: 320px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5389492531020792770" border="0" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/SstS5vcdg8I/AAAAAAAAAHs/PJC--jDgvyQ/s320/DSC00415.JPG" /></a><br /><br />Bluekz!!!!<br /><div></div><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/SstCZSEA5eI/AAAAAAAAAHU/2gamtT_jSws/s1600-h/DSC00413.JPG"></a></div><div> </div></div></div></div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6736459398939718323-2517923953318053488?l=emmyfiz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>lil'fizhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16823661098043093084noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6736459398939718323.post-24990357481875455572009-10-05T05:55:00.000-07:002009-10-05T06:11:16.633-07:00new look!<a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/SsnwBLOF84I/AAAAAAAAAGk/uYE-5VIwe1I/s1600-h/Photo0079.jpg"><img style="WIDTH: 240px; HEIGHT: 320px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5389102332107944834" border="0" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/SsnwBLOF84I/AAAAAAAAAGk/uYE-5VIwe1I/s320/Photo0079.jpg" /></a><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><div>oooppss! i...did it again to my hair!<br /><br />haha..sounds like britney la..eeeww!<br /><br />yea2...got dat curled up again!!!<br /><br />hehe..my bf la! i plan to do my hair<br /><br />b4 raya..but end up i've got no enuf<br /><br />budget...n so..last week..da next day<br /><br />since my last post, he suggested me<br /><br />to go n do my hair...im not sure if ppl<br /><br />find it nice or not, da main thing is<br /><br />I LOVE IT!!!! hehehe..wait for some<br /><br />time for it to become big curls...i noe<br /><br />not many malays like curly hair..some<br /><br />who r born natural wit it tent to rebond..<br /><br />so when i see outside therez many ppl<br /><br />rebonding, kinda boring...but itz up to<br /><br />individual...for as long as im happy with<br /><br />my hair, itz enuf..but my curl is diff frm last<br /><br />time..i'ma upload pictures soon yah! </div><br /><div></div><div>thanks to him..! we spent an evening </div><div> </div><div>goin' outz yesterday..did a lil' bit of </div><br /><div></div><div>shopping..n didn't expect dat i got a new</div><br /><div></div><div>style for myself! hee..something new..</div><br /><div></div><div>i like it, n my bf likes it too!! see my new</div><br /><div></div><div>look in juz a while..coz lately i've seen ppl</div><br /><div></div><div>wear wat i used to wear..not clothes,i mean</div><br /><div></div><div>put on some thing dat i used to..irritating </div><br /><div></div><div>though..haha..but itz ok..as long they happy..</div><br /><div></div><div>..but do u mind bein ur own self for a while?</div><br /><div></div><div>hehez!</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6736459398939718323-2499035748187545557?l=emmyfiz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>lil'fizhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16823661098043093084noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6736459398939718323.post-403622353857149652009-09-28T08:20:00.000-07:002009-09-28T08:48:17.304-07:00<a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/SsDar2ATApI/AAAAAAAAAGc/eUqk9MEM3vQ/s1600-h/Me111.jpg"><img style="WIDTH: 190px; HEIGHT: 320px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5386545601101103762" border="0" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/SsDar2ATApI/AAAAAAAAAGc/eUqk9MEM3vQ/s320/Me111.jpg" /></a><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><br /><div>Good news good news!!</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>haha! i'ma goin out wit boo </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>2morrow...yey! feeling a little </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>spontaneous at da moment..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>looking for a little excitement </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>& adventure in my life right now.</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>Reviving a few old plans today...</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>Juz need to remind me to stay</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>positive! </div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6736459398939718323-40362235385714965?l=emmyfiz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>lil'fizhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16823661098043093084noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6736459398939718323.post-37890515751941531122009-09-27T07:41:00.000-07:002009-09-27T08:53:19.471-07:00disappontment<a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/Sr99d1384FI/AAAAAAAAAGU/FmlK2K3c7hM/s1600-h/IMG_1673.JPG"><img style="WIDTH: 320px; HEIGHT: 240px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5386161630989836370" border="0" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/Sr99d1384FI/AAAAAAAAAGU/FmlK2K3c7hM/s320/IMG_1673.JPG" /></a><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><br /><div>wat-wat-wat did she say...??</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>haha! im so addicted to da song..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>how was my weekend..ermm..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>actually it was fun..many came </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>to my house for raya..haha..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>mum bz cooking nasi lemak </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>yesterday..like an open house!</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>haha..unexpected crowd..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>but as for today..i was expecting </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>him n his family to come..n so</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>my mum cooked some...but..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>disappointment when he didn't </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>turn up..bcoz..i didn't noe he </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>suddenly werk in da morning..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>no i dun blame his family. </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>he told me last nite dat hez </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>gonna come over ard afternoon..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>i understand he said dat therez</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>relatives coming over his house..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>if he knew earlier dat hez gonna </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>werk today, then it wouldn't be like</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>a promise to come over..im so mad</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>y i wasn't told he was werking...n </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>now da food is like quite a lot for us</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>to finish it..im so full eating over at </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>each house at the evening..dat is also</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>waited for his call to confirm..like so </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>irresponsible of him...haiz..no1 noes </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>how i feel..how my mum feels...like</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>she cooked for fun..next time plan </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>properly la..if u think u cannot make</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>it, then say it..rather than we haf to wait!</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>anywayz..called him but he never picked </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>up..sms didn't reply..i guess u can throw </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>ur hp in da dustbin..thanks for da empty </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>promises..!!</div><div> </div><div></div><div></div><div></div><div></div><div></div><div>---------------------------------------------------</div><div>ouh! i should've said tiz is juz a small </div><div></div><div></div><div></div><div></div><div></div><div></div><div>matter...y make a fuss of it? maybe</div><div></div><div></div><div></div><div></div><div></div><div></div><div>today is not da day..therez always</div><div></div><div></div><div></div><div></div><div></div><div></div><div>another day..juz see wat i'll do in dat </div><div></div><div></div><div></div><div></div><div></div><div></div><div>another day yah..! hee..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6736459398939718323-3789051575194153112?l=emmyfiz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>lil'fizhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16823661098043093084noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6736459398939718323.post-42633262227689427132009-09-24T08:49:00.000-07:002009-09-24T09:38:23.485-07:00<a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/SruejAuGXjI/AAAAAAAAAGM/pd1pSaX9u-0/s1600-h/Photo0066Edit.jpg"><img style="WIDTH: 320px; HEIGHT: 288px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5385072103777525298" border="0" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/SruejAuGXjI/AAAAAAAAAGM/pd1pSaX9u-0/s320/Photo0066Edit.jpg" /></a><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><br /><div>Selamat Hari Raya!!! </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>hehe..eventhough itz been 5 dayz ago, </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>im still in festive mood as in da 1st day..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>Alrite, 1st of all..i had great time celebrating</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>raya with my family..tiz yr i get to go out raya </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>on da 1st day..previous yrs, we </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>didn't get to go out..whole family </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>go for purple tiz yr..4 me n my guy will</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>be maroon..can't wait to go out wit him..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>Da heart-warming part is when we seek for</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>forgiveness to the elderly..my eyes were teary..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>but didn't get to take so much pic..everybody use </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>their hp camera..haha...no choice..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>anywayz..my whole body is aching</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>due to so-hard-working assistants...</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>carrying altogether 100 boxes at werk..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>not only me, da other 3 assistants too..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>haha..suddenly at werk, i started to sneeze..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>then i quickly look for tissues...i accidentally</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>sprained my neck...haiz..can't turn or </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>look down! so i took half day to see doc..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>haiz..hopefully it getz better by 2morrow..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>been bz lately..lotsa werk to do..as for my </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>previous post, things turn out to be ok..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>ah! yah..btw..now i noe who stole my shoe..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>hahaha..da other time, i lost lotsa thing at</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>home..even in my room..at 1st i suspect </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>sum1..but i dun go blaming ppl without</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>any proof..but tiz time around, it seems like</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>God really showed me who's da person..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>Be it only a cheap shoe or wat, if u take it</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>without asking me is consider u stole it!!</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>itz ok la..juz take it la..maybe u will lost </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>something in return..but i will gain.</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>juz be thankful dat im not minah-rep!</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>hahaha..last but not least..i wanna </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>seek for forgiveness if i ever hurt</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>any1 without realising..ever talk bad</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>without thinking..im juz a human afta </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>all..forgive me if i did any mistakes in </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>my past aite! i appreaciate fwens who </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>read tiz..thank u so much for da concern..</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6736459398939718323-4263326222768942713?l=emmyfiz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>lil'fizhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16823661098043093084noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6736459398939718323.post-54935476944229497492009-09-18T13:18:00.001-07:002009-09-18T14:03:23.667-07:00money..<a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/SrP06NEHDaI/AAAAAAAAAGE/Lpjtj_qlNMI/s1600-h/IMG_5525.JPG"><img style="WIDTH: 240px; HEIGHT: 320px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5382915260414365090" border="0" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/SrP06NEHDaI/AAAAAAAAAGE/Lpjtj_qlNMI/s320/IMG_5525.JPG" /></a><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><br /><div>i thought everything was alright..<br /><br />was okay..but there he goes again..<br /><br />i haf not sleep yet..itz now 4.20a.m<br /><br />in da mornin..guess i'ma haf my last<br /><br />sahur afta tiz..i mad wit my bf juz now..<br /><br />i dunno..but im juz sick n tired of it..<br /><br />i thot he noes me well, unfortunately<br /><br />he still dun recognise his own gf..<br /><br />how sad..till dat i sms him, text him<br /><br />exactly how i feel..at 1st i agreed in<br /><br />buying him dat <em>kain samping</em> for hari<br /><br />raya..but afta seeing him like being<br /><br />pampered, i feel like i can't continue<br /><br />helping him.i can't be doin tiz everytime<br /><br />u noe..whoz there to help me when im<br /><br />da 1 in need? u?? even u're hoping on me..<br /><br />alwayz think dat u're gonna pay back<br /><br />when u got ur money..datz not da way B..<br /><br />i text him, saying dat i dun like guyz to<br /><br />borrow money from me..i hate it n i<br /><br />really mean it! - As in my previous blog,<br /><br />i said itz ok once in a while..but if<br /><br />everytime, itz too much! im not<br /><br />being stingy, juz thrifty..coz i noe<br /><br />no1's gonna help me when im in need.<br /><br />i learned how hard it is to suvive on<br /><br />my own..maybe u haf ur ppl to depend<br /><br />on..but not me..my family depend on me.<br /><br />im sorry for if u dun understand dat..<br /><br />Dun trouble me anymore pls..i haf my<br /><br />planz of wat to do..but i view it 1st b4<br /><br />i do it..juz to c if im able to suvive in it..<br /><br />i dun mind for watever things u wanna<br /><br />do or buy but at least think 4 urself..<br /><br />not 4 me, not 4 anybody else..coz in<br /><br />the end u're da 1 who seek for help.<br /><br />-----------------------------------<br /><br />N so.. he text me back....<br /><br />i noe ppl might be tired of reading tiz..<br /><br />even, im da 1 who type tiz is also<br /><br />sick n tired of it..haiz..wat can i do..?<br /><br />i can't judge him, i can only advise him..<br /><br />dat be only once in a blue moon he listens..<br /><br />aite..im gonna grab somthing to eat now..<br /><br />then sleep..then fix up da house for raya..<br /><br />Actually i can't wait for da day to come..a<br /><br />good day to seek for forgiveness..n tiz is wat<br /><br />i got..i was excited afta i had finished baking<br /><br />my kuih's..but..by letting go in tiz blog, itz feels<br /><br />like "im down like da economy.."hehe..datz wat<br /><br />lil'wayne rap in his song..i'ma feel better now..<br /><br />everythings gonna be alright! itz now 5.00a.m</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>_i hate myself 4 loving u_</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6736459398939718323-5493547694422949749?l=emmyfiz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>lil'fizhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16823661098043093084noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6736459398939718323.post-2031159245718753452009-09-15T18:13:00.000-07:002009-09-15T21:42:48.003-07:00dream..<a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/SrBbmGDA1rI/AAAAAAAAAF8/XibGJci7XcA/s1600-h/IMG_7783.JPG"><img style="WIDTH: 240px; HEIGHT: 320px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5381902264724149938" border="0" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/SrBbmGDA1rI/AAAAAAAAAF8/XibGJci7XcA/s320/IMG_7783.JPG" /></a><br /><div><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/SrBS30BKLqI/AAAAAAAAAF0/7UYyC2Is5sk/s1600-h/IMG_1423.JPG"></a><br /><div><div><div><div>I woke up tiz morning<br /><br />from a bad dream last nite.<br /><br />i dunno watz da meaning<br /><br />of my dream, my bf's in there..<br /><br />and another 2 guys..should i tell<br /><br />wat happen? haha..i guess<br /><br />better not to be exactly..<br /><br />maybe part of it ok?<br /><br />kinda scary when i think of it.<br /><br />luckily it wasn't for real..<br /><br />wat i noe, in dat dream,<br /><br />my bf was so patient no<br /><br />matter how heart-broken<br /><br />he is..dat was like da 1st<br /><br />part..2nd part he wasn't<br /><br />there but therez tiz 1<br /><br />guy look familiar was crying<br /><br />for me when i was running away<br /><br />frm him..hez in pain, fell down,<br /><br />stuck when a machine door<br /><br />was about to close..i was running<br /><br />away b4 da door starts to close..<br /><br />leaving tiz guy behind cryin'<br /><br />out my name..somehow i dunno<br /><br />how he managed to escape b4 da<br /><br />door is fully shut! suddenly i turned<br /><br />and i saw he was behind me..n.........<br /><br />U try to figure out la wats da ending<br /><br />like..heheh..can produce a story<br /><br />already.. no matter wat, be it<br /><br />in my dream or real life i always<br /><br />noe dat i love my bf..<br /><br />maybe therez a reason behind it.<br /><br />Letz put dat aside..as of my<br /><br />previous blog, everything turn<br /><br />out to be ok..let it be life's unfair..<br /><br />there's alwayz good things in<br /><br />return..could it be, i ever repeat<br /><br />da same thing which ppl doesn't<br /><br />like..? datz is y im experiencing it..hmm...</div></div></div></div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6736459398939718323-203115924571875345?l=emmyfiz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>lil'fizhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16823661098043093084noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6736459398939718323.post-25503343292313991882009-09-12T09:24:00.000-07:002009-09-12T11:41:35.673-07:00peaches n cream<a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/SqvcJRNOz6I/AAAAAAAAAFU/pOqpWXaSVZc/s1600-h/IMG_6576.jpg"><img style="WIDTH: 240px; HEIGHT: 320px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5380636231620022178" border="0" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/SqvcJRNOz6I/AAAAAAAAAFU/pOqpWXaSVZc/s320/IMG_6576.jpg" /></a><br /><div>hey y'all..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>countin' 8 dayz to Hari Raya..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>can't wait for da day to come..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>i was told dat i was born on da </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>nite of hari raya..(flash back)-></div><br /><div></div><br /><div>when my mum was bz preparing</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>food for ppl who break fast, im </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>also bz wanna come out to celebrate</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>hari raya..haha! didn't wanna miss</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>it! n so i was named nurfitri..<--</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>(history)-> it wasn't my mum </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>who look afta me eversince i was </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>born, at 1st she didn't want me..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>but somebody does..datz da 1 </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>who look afta me n da 1 who gave</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>my name..(touching isn't?) </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>eventhough i stay wit my own </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>mum now, i will never ever </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>forget her..datz my ibu..<--</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>back to my story......</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>i feel like fasting dayz passes </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>very fast..these dayz been bz </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>doin' kuihz..bakin..not all done</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>yet..i'ma continue 2morrow..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>itz been kinda not so good day </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>today..as somethin' happen</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>to me n my guy..i dunno wat la..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>i juz dun like it to talk about </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>money thing..whether we haf it </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>or dun haf it, sometimes it doesn't</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>makes us happy..i believe in fate </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>coz no matter how rich u can be, </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>doesn't mean u're rich wit happiness</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>too..im thankful with wat i haf..but dat </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>doesn't mean i can stop frm upgrading</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>myself..i wanted to..but i haf my planz..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>it takes time..but as for my bf, maybe he </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>thinks differently..wat dat he wants, he </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>makes it to happen as quickly as possible</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>whenever he has da power in it..as in</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>money la..hard for me to explain, y'all</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>won't understand..i guess i've been </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>thinkin' so much bout spending on my </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>family, my home tiz raya..Frankly,</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>i dun like it when ppl starts to borrow </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>money..even if u say u gonna pay back..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>i juz simply dun like it..maybe once in a </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>while, itz still ok to me..when u're really</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>in need..but if everytime, itz too much! </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>lemme ask u, how do u feel if ppl keep</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>on repeating things which u dun like..?</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>okay..im not tryna be perfect..even i haf </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>my own hard upz at times..datz where i </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>got no1 to help..i learned from my mistakes..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>tryna get up whenever i fall..never haf i ask </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>him to pick me up..but he choose to..datz </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>where i think his way is different..n we can't</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>work on it dat well..me n my own wayz of not</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>troubling ppl..as for him, he likes to make </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>things difficult for himself..tried to help him</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>out..but he wouldn't wanna listen..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>n never learned from his lesson </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>of wat he ever experienced.</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>wat can i do? i dun want him to rely on me</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>alwayz..i dun want him to feel like im stingy.. </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>(eh! im not, ok..hehe..) of all, juz want him to </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>noe dat i dun like to talk about money..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>im tired of it..pls understand. </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>it feels like da world is leanin' on me..</div><div> </div><div> </div><div>~Sing for da moment...~</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6736459398939718323-2550334329231399188?l=emmyfiz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>lil'fizhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16823661098043093084noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6736459398939718323.post-57215354003847549962009-09-07T05:40:00.000-07:002009-09-07T06:04:26.754-07:00kurtz partay.....!<a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/SqUEveANXhI/AAAAAAAAAFM/rh6WC2YdWdQ/s1600-h/7022_128636452917_598387917_2600365_1168739_n.jpg"><img style="WIDTH: 320px; HEIGHT: 240px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5378710543518227986" border="0" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/SqUEveANXhI/AAAAAAAAAFM/rh6WC2YdWdQ/s320/7022_128636452917_598387917_2600365_1168739_n.jpg" /></a><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><br /><div>Juz wanna share some bout my day</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>yesterday...it was fun!! hanging outz </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>wip 'em at arab st amirali's grills..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>cool frenz chillin'..haha..thanks guyz,</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>i really enjoyed myself..i haven't </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>upload da pics yet..da cameramen</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>is still werking..i can't wait too..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>i will upload it as soon as possible </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>aite..! n yah! guess wat?? i saw </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>some1 from my past yesterday..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>it was "him" last time who i ride da </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>bike with..n finally my bf getz to </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>see watz hez like (my previous ex)..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>anywayz..dat was my past..i live</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>for my present now..wit emmy..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>da 1 who makes my life diff from</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>last time..appreciate him so much!</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>Well, surprisingly a gurlfren of mine</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>Aiz also come down wit his bf to join</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>us..making it a crowd to be more merrier..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>watz makes me more shocking is dat</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>she already got her own bike!!! i like dat!!</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>haha..feeling like as if im da 1 who rides it eh..?</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>no la..juz excited..coz seeing it, was really damn </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>COOL!!!<br /></div><div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6736459398939718323-5721535400384754996?l=emmyfiz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>lil'fizhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16823661098043093084noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6736459398939718323.post-50948222923825037122009-09-05T10:50:00.000-07:002009-09-05T11:28:14.245-07:00me plus u<a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/SqKtqfwh_JI/AAAAAAAAAFE/JxE_NdvpZ88/s1600-h/Photo0016.jpg"><img style="WIDTH: 320px; HEIGHT: 240px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5378051850624957586" border="0" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/SqKtqfwh_JI/AAAAAAAAAFE/JxE_NdvpZ88/s320/Photo0016.jpg" /></a><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><br /><div>ey yaw..!! im back..<br /><br />i spent my satz wit my gurlfren inna<br /><br />watching da movie final destination 3D..<br /><br />had a great time..break-fast at sakura<br /><br />far east..im glad shez much more wiser<br /><br />now..hee..happy for her too!<br /><br />N yah..bout last week..break-<br /><br />fast wip my sec sch matez..<br /><br />it was like so long didn't get<br /><br />to see them, when we meet<br /><br />up dat day wit erna, zilah,<br /><br />aisyah n salina..therez so much<br /><br />to share! haha..juz hope dat<br /><br />da rest could make it up for hari<br /><br />raya..rabiyah, ani, tini, huda..<br /><br />where r u galz??!! miss 'em..<br /><br />anywayz afta so many dayz of<br /><br />fasting, only yesterday dat i get<br /><br />to break-fast wit mr emmy..<br /><br />hmm..dat was only afta everything<br /><br />back to normal..which has got nothing<br /><br />to do wit me..but im juz mad at him..<br /><br />n he got me something...hmmm...<br /><br />thot of having satay yesterday..but we<br /><br />end up at downtown east having lau pa sat<br /><br />satay ar..! haha..sedap sedap sedap!<br /><br />i watched dance flick wip him..<br /><br />i think next is to catch G-Force..!<br /><br />Left with 2 more weekz to hari raya..<br /><br />how fast time flies..have yet started<br /><br />baking kuih's..n paint kitchen..haiz..<br /><br />beejee beejee...! (bz) 2morrowz<br /><br />plan is to break-fast wip my boyfrenz..<br /><br />aif..zaf..kurt..itz been some time since i<br /><br />last hanging outz wip 'em..not forgetting<br /><br />ira, firah n jen! hehe..can't wait to meet them<br /><br />also..aite..datz all for now..i've been really<br /><br />not sleeping well again last week..at werk<br /><br />not only yawn hundredz times, i almost fell<br /><br />asleep ah..! hehe..do coding of slips until my eyes<br /><br />cannot angkat already..see all da numberz..<br /><br />plus dat super cold office air-con makes me wanna<br /><br />sleep...haiz..watz happening to me...??!!</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6736459398939718323-5094822292382503712?l=emmyfiz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>lil'fizhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16823661098043093084noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6736459398939718323.post-5037850526694505322009-08-29T08:53:00.000-07:002009-08-29T09:42:18.856-07:00itz fasting month!<a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/SplaTJ5OXlI/AAAAAAAAAE8/xsnxuVbv2tY/s1600-h/Image(070).jpg"><img style="WIDTH: 320px; HEIGHT: 240px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5375426915363348050" border="0" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/SplaTJ5OXlI/AAAAAAAAAE8/xsnxuVbv2tY/s320/Image(070).jpg" /></a><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><br /><div>watz up y'all..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>since da last post, i've been bz lately..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>itz fasting month..therez so much dat </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>i need to do..afta gettin' paid, haf to settle</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>certain stuffz n all..been not sleeping well</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>last week..till' dat i almost fell asleep at werk..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>haha..serious...yawn until like how many </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>hundreds times sia! but itz paid back</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>since sat morning i dun need to wake up </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>dat early..guess wat? i had a conversation </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>wit my mum yesterday when therez only both </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>of us who had da pre-dawn meals..we talk </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>bout all kinds of thing..example like..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>we wanna paint da house..but there</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>are ppl who r coming to sleepover..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>for me itz like not-so-necessary for her </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>to do dat..simply wanna make things </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>easy 4 herself..i dun mind her if she wanna</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>put her child here 4 some certain reasons..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>but therez really no need to sleep over seh..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>rite now, im blogging...n tiz lil' girl is crying..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>kinda...like &?&*&*?7^?7..(wat da..???!!!)</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>i'ma juz be patient..sometimes kids can be</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>adorable..cute..but i when a time where</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>they like to messed up everywhere..i cannot</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>stand it man!! haha..am i bad..? datz how i </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>feel rite now..i dun hate them..afta tiz,</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>2morrow im gonna love them back again...</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>i'ma be fine...haiz..juz stress..anywayz,</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>wished dat im there for da kardinal official</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>concert at DXO..sounds happening..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>but i ended up shopping at expo instead..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>haha..ape la sgt..i heard he's here to also </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>shoot his music video..lucky ones whoz been</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>there to his concert might be featuring in da video!!</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>cool..ok..now all quiet..peace of mind a bit..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>hehe..can't wait to meet my girlfrenz 2morrow!!</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>gonna breakfast together! wo hoo!!!</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>seriously i miss my sec sch frenz..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>itz not easy to get a true frenz nowadayz..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>only true frenz who stick wit u...</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6736459398939718323-503785052669450532?l=emmyfiz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>lil'fizhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16823661098043093084noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6736459398939718323.post-31911260852757054932009-08-20T06:25:00.000-07:002009-08-20T06:43:49.615-07:00unhappy 40 months..<a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/So1TBvOBgsI/AAAAAAAAAE0/uzPQXx37lCQ/s1600-h/Ndp+09.jpg"><img style="WIDTH: 320px; HEIGHT: 240px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5372041219843130050" border="0" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/So1TBvOBgsI/AAAAAAAAAE0/uzPQXx37lCQ/s320/Ndp+09.jpg" /></a><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><br /><div>Tiz day..emmy n fiz should wish ourselves a</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>Happy 40 months anniversary...</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>but..seems like itz an unhappy one..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>since da both of us didn't talk to</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>each other for 1 whole day..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>Therez been arguing going on dat nite.</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>and i guess therez nothing else i can say..</div><br /><div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6736459398939718323-3191126085275705493?l=emmyfiz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>lil'fizhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16823661098043093084noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6736459398939718323.post-29718127473555572662009-08-17T07:37:00.000-07:002009-08-17T08:50:04.912-07:00nur aneeqa danisha<a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/Sol1UmT8pJI/AAAAAAAAAEs/1m75kX9C2FE/s1600-h/IMG_7781.JPG"><img style="WIDTH: 240px; HEIGHT: 320px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5370953027358074002" border="0" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/Sol1UmT8pJI/AAAAAAAAAEs/1m75kX9C2FE/s320/IMG_7781.JPG" /></a><br /><br /><div align="left">hola every1 who is reading!</div><div align="left"><br /></div><div align="left">lotsa story to share in here...</div><div align="left"><br /></div><div align="left">1st n foremost..my close fren </div><div align="left"><br /></div><div align="left">called me juz now n said </div><div align="left"><br /></div><div align="left">Nur Aneeqa Danisha was born!!!</div><div align="left"><br /></div><div align="left">yey! alrite..2ndly..juz wanna share </div><div align="left"></div><div align="left"></div><div align="left"> </div><div align="left">watz in my mind today..</div><div align="left"><br /></div><div align="left">hmm..i feel like many ppl concern </div><div align="left"></div><div align="left"></div><div align="left"> </div><div align="left">bout my job contract endz..</div><div align="left"></div><div align="left"></div><div align="left"> </div><div align="left">dun worry peepz, i still haf</div><div align="left"><br /></div><div align="left"></div><div align="left">__year to go...im happy coz</div><div align="left"><br /></div><div align="left"></div><div align="left">i finished my bank reconciliation </div><div align="left"><br /></div><div align="left"></div><div align="left">last week! wee!! and...guess wat?!</div><div align="left"><br /></div><div align="left"></div><div align="left">i received a call today frm Great Eastern</div><div align="left"><br /></div><div align="left"></div><div align="left">having a vacancy as Financial Planner..</div><div align="left"><br /></div><div align="left"></div><div align="left">but i juz said dat im not available...hmm..</div><div align="left"><br /></div><div align="left"></div><div align="left">i juz leave it to fate bout my werk journey life..</div><div align="left"><br /></div><div align="left"></div><div align="left">last few dayz my house was on "earth day"..</div><div align="left"><br /></div><div align="left"></div><div align="left">hehe..ya serious..my house was disconnected </div><div align="left"><br /></div><div align="left"></div><div align="left">from power supply for more than 24hrs<br /></div><div align="left"></div><div align="left"><br /></div><div align="left">due to some personal reasons..on dat day</div><div align="left"><br /></div><div align="left"></div><div align="left">itself when i sat down, i shed a tear of all dat </div><div align="left"><br /></div><div align="left"></div><div align="left">happened..i played my responsibility to get da </div><div align="left"><br /></div><div align="left"></div><div align="left">light shine back on my home..i did it..Put </div><div align="left"><br /></div><div align="left"></div><div align="left">da smile back on my mum's face..im glad..</div><div align="left"><br /></div><div align="left"></div><div align="left">i can't bear living in da dark..maybe my dad </div><div align="left"><br /></div><div align="left"></div><div align="left">and my bro didn't mind..seems like they can't</div><div align="left"></div><div align="left"></div><div align="left"> </div><div align="left">do anything..itz like stressful when </div><div align="left"><br /></div><div align="left"></div><div align="left">nobody cares..so i juz did it my way..and</div><div align="left"><br /></div><div align="left"></div><div align="left">now everythings back to normal...</div><div align="left"><br /></div><div align="left"></div><div align="left">Alhamdulillah.. </div><div align="left"> </div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6736459398939718323-2971812747355557266?l=emmyfiz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>lil'fizhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16823661098043093084noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6736459398939718323.post-48210465605426767042009-08-13T06:18:00.000-07:002009-08-13T07:35:45.980-07:00Love & Like<a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/SoQgSdarJQI/AAAAAAAAAEc/GaCEe3mRjF4/s1600-h/IMG_7787.JPG"><img style="WIDTH: 240px; HEIGHT: 320px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5369452157238715650" border="0" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/SoQgSdarJQI/AAAAAAAAAEc/GaCEe3mRjF4/s320/IMG_7787.JPG" /></a><br /><br /><br /><br />Feeling not too good rite now..<br /><br /><br />tiz nose has been runny/blocked since last nite..<br /><br /><br />i thot i couldn't make it to werk tiz morning..<br /><br /><br />but when i woke up and think my werk is<br /><br /><br />pilling up, i force myself to werk..at least<br /><br /><br />not so bad la..not sure bout tomorrow..<br /><br /><br />Well, whole day while at werk i think<br /><br /><br />about...Love & Like..da diff between 'em..<br /><br /><br />1st thing dat comes to mind, a good example<br /><br /><br />is my boyfren la..hehehe..<br /><br /><br />Frankly, i dun like him.... i juz Love him!<br /><br /><br />Last time, guyz fren dat i like doesn't end up<br /><br /><br />to be in Love with..Once, i had a crush but we<br /><br /><br />end up to be frenz only..Totally diff story of<br /><br /><br />me & my boyfren...1st when i 1st met him, seemz<br /><br /><br />normal..nothing interesting bout him...except..<br /><br /><br />hez da most gentlemen guy i ever met la..<br /><br /><br />Like i say, i never thot dat i 'd be together wit him<br /><br /><br />till now..he said im so hard to please last time...<br /><br /><br />my heart is like a stone! haha..yes..datz me last time..<br /><br /><br />i dun go ard like how b****es do...juz being myself..<br /><br /><br />My boyfren tried...tried to softened da stoned-hearted<br /><br /><br />gal...afta a while without realising when or how i fell in<br /><br /><br />Love with Helmi Ariffin....Still, i dun like him...hahah...<br /><br /><br />Datz wat i've been thinkin about while at werk today..<br /><br /><br />So...do u understand watz between Like & Love?<br /><br /><br /><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/SoQgl1lQp-I/AAAAAAAAAEk/V_iKUc21ERo/s1600-h/IMG_7795.JPG"><img style="WIDTH: 240px; HEIGHT: 320px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5369452490143082466" border="0" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/SoQgl1lQp-I/AAAAAAAAAEk/V_iKUc21ERo/s320/IMG_7795.JPG" /></a><br /><br /><br /><br />Woi! When my story only sleep..<br /><br />When sleep only my story...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6736459398939718323-4821046560542676704?l=emmyfiz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>lil'fizhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16823661098043093084noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6736459398939718323.post-5438055436655651462009-08-12T04:54:00.000-07:002009-08-12T05:31:38.413-07:00<a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/SoK14MeD18I/AAAAAAAAAEU/ADLjkk3W1sw/s1600-h/IMG_9115.JPG"><img style="WIDTH: 240px; HEIGHT: 320px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5369053682803660738" border="0" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/SoK14MeD18I/AAAAAAAAAEU/ADLjkk3W1sw/s320/IMG_9115.JPG" /></a><br /><div>Hey...im in again..!</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>Juz feel like blogging in here...</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>There's been a lotta thingz on my mind..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>U noe therez 1 fren ever told me,</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>Therez a day when u are brave &</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>Therez a day when u are scared..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>Hmm..but im not either 1 today..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>Juz feeling stress over too much werk..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>Bring home also doesn't mean </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>im gonna do...im tired..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>juz wanna rest at home..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>but if i come to werk again tomorrow,</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>stress again...lucky im da easy-going type.</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>hehe..dat monthly recon la..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>make me siao ar...how.. :(</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>haiz..yah! anywayz..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>supposedly im no longer working </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>at courts...but fated to continue</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>for another ____ year..hehe..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>da other time i wrote about </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>lookin' 4 jobs..i test myself seh..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>itz quite tough coz last mth </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>i can't get to surf da net..i only </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>haf time to check on my emails </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>at werk..hehe..but now, afta i juz </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>got dat renewal thing..then only </div><br /><div></div><br /><div>i can surf net..hehe! happy..</div><br /><div></div><br /><div>all day all nite i can blog....!</div><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6736459398939718323-543805543665565146?l=emmyfiz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>lil'fizhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16823661098043093084noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6736459398939718323.post-23869329176597683312009-08-10T03:38:00.000-07:002009-08-11T03:48:35.459-07:00back from KL<a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/SoFMZuCpTcI/AAAAAAAAAEM/T-GrTEE9-6A/s1600-h/IMG_9050.JPG"><img style="WIDTH: 240px; HEIGHT: 320px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5368656235541908930" border="0" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/SoFMZuCpTcI/AAAAAAAAAEM/T-GrTEE9-6A/s320/IMG_9050.JPG" /></a><br /><div></div><br /><div></div><br /><div>Hey y'all...im back!<br /><br />Actually a wk ago..hehe..<br /><br />i went to see da KLCC..<br /><br />A short day trip, 3 dayz..<br /><br />but itz worth da fun..<br /><br />i went wit my bf and we shop<br /><br />till we drop!!<br /><br />i wanted to go tiz place called<br /><br />Berjaya Times Square but ain't got<br /><br />enuf time la..<br /><br />my bf complain dat hez tired..<br /><br />so i said ok..we'll come back<br /><br />again da next time then...<br /><br />As usual everybody shop at Petaling St.<br /><br />Dat place is juz crazy!!<br /><br />We shopped n bring those things back to hotel.<br /><br />Then go down again to shop again..<br /><br />and bring back to hotel again...<br /><br />haha...shopaholic to da max..!<br /><br />imagine..we bought thingz 4 our family..<br /><br />n datz makez us really shop a lot!<br /><br />so afta all dat we plan dat<br /><br />come back to singapore, no<br /><br />more shopping!! enuf!!<br /><br />sinful already..<br /><br />my fren say, singapore LV boutique<br /><br />can close down already ar like dat..<br /><br />hehe...but datz not da only place we went to..<br /><br />we went to bukit bintang..datz where lotz of<br /><br />shopping centres ard..datz y la my bf tired..<br /><br />haiz..anywayz! had fun overall..<br /><br />da only thing is dat, we didn't hit to<br /><br />da beach tiz time..haha..<br /><br />yah! not forgettin'..<br /><br />Happy bday to Singapore!<br /><br />haha! went to watch da fireworks<br /><br />yesterday..crowd like wat sia..<br /><br />ppl who r not related also kepo..<br /><br />as if they understand wat is 44 yrs<br /><br />of independence..haha,sebok only lah..<br /><br />Not only dat, something happen...<br /><br />only me n my bf know bout tiz..<br /><br />yesterday therez tiz malay couple,<br /><br />standing in front of us..<br /><br />da guy is BIG..da face..all ah..<br /><br />but something is not rite coz we saw<br /><br />his hands was touching elsewhere..<br /><br />while waitin' for da fireworks..<br /><br />it was like un-appropriate to touch<br /><br />da galz behind knowing dat therez<br /><br />so many ppl ard!! not shy or wat??!<br /><br />there 1 part where he smack it!!<br /><br />oh my!! i was like lookin at my bf,<br /><br />and he looked back at me with both<br /><br />big eyes expression! haha..<br /><br />until cannot say already sia..<br /><br />we wait until it all over..<br /><br />when on da way back, we both<br /><br />say it all out...haha..<br /><br />actually on da time itself<br /><br />i tried to hint sarcastic-ly<br /><br />already..until my bf scared,<br /><br />tell me to keep quiet..<br /><br />i muz say..tiz couple<br /><br />cannot tahan izit..<br /><br />touch here touch there..<br /><br />rub here rub there..<br /><br />ish ish!! (ape la sgt..)<br /><br />itz been some time since i<br /><br />alwayz log in..therez more<br /><br />i wish to share in here..<br /><br />been alwayz looking 4 da right time<br /><br />for me to blog..<br /><br />datz all i manage to blog for now..<br /><br />Smile! no matter how u feel!!</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6736459398939718323-2386932917659768331?l=emmyfiz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>lil'fizhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16823661098043093084noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6736459398939718323.post-51649415177382243422009-07-20T04:54:00.000-07:002009-07-27T23:18:37.337-07:00miss blogging<a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/Sm6XMf19EII/AAAAAAAAAEE/FemhJUlicSQ/s1600-h/IMG_5838.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5363390447206862978" style="WIDTH: 240px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 320px" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/Sm6XMf19EII/AAAAAAAAAEE/FemhJUlicSQ/s320/IMG_5838.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><div>im back again!!!<br /><br />been missing 4 a month,<br /><br />i swear i miss blogging....<br /><br />each time when im happy or sad<br /><br />i wish i could share it down here..<br /><br />well..many things happen...<br /><br />1stly...i can't wait to go on a holiday...<br /><br />been wanting and in need of it!<br /><br />even 4 nearby country..<br /><br />i juz wanna get away!!<br /><br />upcoming dat concern me is dat<br /><br />i dun think i will be staying at courts 4<br /><br />long, da company refused to make me<br /><br />a permanent staff..<br /><br />plan to leave 'em once i got my bonus..<br /><br />datz da most important thing...<br /><br />other than dat, hmm.. lately lotsa thing<br /><br />happen la..like family n frenz...<br /><br />well, rite now im looking 4 a job..<br /><br />juz went to 1 interview today...<br /><br />wanna noe wat da position as??<br /><br />Financial Investors....fullamak...!<br /><br />tak bole angszz ar..! but dat is only<br /><br />interview...im still considering...<br /><br />still looking around..<br /><br />aite then, datz it 4 now..<br /><br />i'ma share again aitez!</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6736459398939718323-5164941517738224342?l=emmyfiz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>lil'fizhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16823661098043093084noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6736459398939718323.post-7711735527146299692009-06-08T07:45:00.000-07:002009-06-08T08:01:08.467-07:00<p align="right"><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/Si0kxVIR9EI/AAAAAAAAAD8/Vefv2czTatE/s1600-h/1_153049628l+edited.jpg"><img style="WIDTH: 240px; HEIGHT: 320px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5344968762662712386" border="0" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/Si0kxVIR9EI/AAAAAAAAAD8/Vefv2czTatE/s320/1_153049628l+edited.jpg" /></a></p><div align="right">This pic was taken last yr on my 22nd bday..</div><div align="right"> </div><div align="right">i turn 23 now..how fast time flies...</div><div align="right"> </div><div align="right">last yr, i celebrated wif 2 cakes..</div><div align="right"> </div><div align="right">1 wit family, n wit him..but tiz yr none..</div><div align="right"> </div><div align="right">i wish i had a better day than last yr..</div><div align="right"> </div><div align="right">but to compared, last yr falls on sun..</div><div align="right"> </div><div align="right">today fallz on mon..even myself ,</div><div align="right"> </div><div align="right">i dun feel like itz my bday..</div><div align="right"> </div><div align="right">haha..mon blues...still haf to werk..</div><div align="right"> </div><div align="right">n therez no cake..haha..</div><div align="right"> </div><div align="right">but thanks to u guyz n galz who </div><div align="right"> </div><div align="right">wished me..u all make my day..</div><div align="right"> </div><div align="right">even if itz like a normal day to me,</div><div align="right"> </div><div align="right">itz still special coz i haf ppl rememberz..</div><div align="right"> </div><div align="right">should i tell my wish??</div><div align="right"> </div><div align="right">ok, i haf 2..but i will only share 1..</div><div align="right"> </div><div align="right">dat is, to make me a stronger person..</div><div align="right"> </div><div align="right">haf da strength to move on wit life..</div><div align="right"> </div><div align="right">yeah..dat it is..honest one..!</div><div align="right"> </div><div align="right">haha..4 those who forget my bday,</div><div align="right"> </div><div align="right">i juz wanna say thanks eh.....!!!</div><div align="right"> </div><div align="right">no la..i dun expect 'em to remember..</div><div align="right"> </div><div align="right">but i really appreaciate to those who</div><div align="right"> </div><div align="right">send bday msg's to me..</div><div align="right"> </div><div align="right">it mean a lot..even juz in facebook..</div><div align="right"> </div><div align="right">thanks!</div><div align="right"> </div><div align="right">Happy 23rd bday to me!!!!<br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6736459398939718323-771173552714629969?l=emmyfiz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>lil'fizhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16823661098043093084noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6736459398939718323.post-24473024720323110762009-06-06T07:35:00.000-07:002009-06-06T09:23:21.487-07:00<p align="right"><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/SiqE1V7AtXI/AAAAAAAAAD0/eQYqTzvjs0Y/s1600-h/image_0001.jpg"><img style="WIDTH: 240px; HEIGHT: 320px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5344229959781102962" border="0" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/SiqE1V7AtXI/AAAAAAAAAD0/eQYqTzvjs0Y/s320/image_0001.jpg" /></a></p><div align="right">Juz wanna share some..</div><div align="right"> </div><div align="right">bout wat happen today..</div><div align="right"> </div><div align="right">itz my collegue engagement day..</div><div align="right"> </div><div align="right">i went wit huda (one of my collegues)..</div><div align="right"> </div><div align="right">it was around 4pm when i meet up wip her..</div><div align="right"> </div><div align="right">We took train from jurong to lakeside..</div><div align="right"> </div><div align="right">both of us were standing..talking..</div><div align="right"> </div><div align="right">when suddenly few stations upon reaching,</div><div align="right"> </div><div align="right">i juz blacked out..blank..</div><div align="right"> </div><div align="right">open my eyes n i can't c anything..</div><div align="right"> </div><div align="right">hardly heard everything datz happen,</div><div align="right"> </div><div align="right">around me..i almost fell..</div><div align="right"> </div><div align="right">luckily huda helped me..</div><div align="right"> </div><div align="right">she said therez sum1 help me also..</div><div align="right"> </div><div align="right">held my hand on da other side..</div><div align="right"> </div><div align="right">she muz be kind-hearted to help me out </div><div align="right"> </div><div align="right">till i get off frm the mrt..</div><div align="right"> </div><div align="right">i was told, she said "is ur fren ok? </div><div align="right"> </div><div align="right">i'll help u bring her out, the mrt door closed fast.."</div><div align="right"> </div><div align="right">i didn't realised dat time eventhough</div><div align="right"> </div><div align="right">i was walking out of the train, slowly..</div><div align="right"> </div><div align="right">until i took lift then i can c a bit but</div><div align="right"> </div><div align="right">my view is still dark..</div><div align="right"> </div><div align="right">huda said dat when i hold onto </div><div align="right"> </div><div align="right">the railing n almost fell,</div><div align="right"> </div><div align="right">my lipz were pale...she panicked..</div><div align="right"> </div><div align="right">thank God im ok afta dat..</div><div align="right"> </div><div align="right">afta tapped out frm mrt, huda buy a drink..</div><div align="right"> </div><div align="right">felt better afta dat..</div><div align="right"> </div><div align="right">i think da main reason is bcoz i didn't</div><div align="right"> </div><div align="right">eat since morning..n i dun feel hungry..</div><div align="right"> </div><div align="right">maybe da day is so hot..</div><div align="right"> </div><div align="right">i perspire alot n i didn't drink water..</div><div align="right"> </div><div align="right">datz da reason y...</div><div align="right"> </div><div align="right">1st time experience tiz...</div><div align="right"> </div><div align="right">suddenly my body system down..</div><div align="right"> </div><div align="right">luckily therez sum1 ard..</div><div align="right"> </div><div align="right">n da rest of my collegues were concern</div><div align="right"> </div><div align="right">bout my condition..but im ok afta dat..</div><div align="right"> </div><div align="right">still giddy a bit when reaching to my </div><div align="right"> </div><div align="right">collegue(hazni) house..but at least </div><div align="right"> </div><div align="right">feeling better..haiz..</div><div align="right"> </div><div align="right">can't imagine if im alone...</div><div align="right"> </div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6736459398939718323-2447302472032311076?l=emmyfiz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>lil'fizhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16823661098043093084noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6736459398939718323.post-80311612938987031762009-06-05T07:59:00.000-07:002009-06-05T08:58:15.904-07:00<p align="right"><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/Sik6zUKv7dI/AAAAAAAAADc/10iPcpzlMfM/s1600-h/Glow.jpg"><img style="WIDTH: 240px; HEIGHT: 320px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5343867086113336786" border="0" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/Sik6zUKv7dI/AAAAAAAAADc/10iPcpzlMfM/s320/Glow.jpg" /></a></p><div align="right">After all those rainy dayz.. </div><div align="right"> </div><div align="right">itz time 4 me to get wat i need... </div><div align="right"> </div><div align="right">da 1 dat i deserved... </div><div align="right"> </div><div align="right">great singapore sale is here.....! </div><div align="right"> </div><div align="right">shop la den wat...?? haha.. </div><div align="right"> </div><div align="right">i had a good time lookin for all tat stuffz! </div><div align="right"> </div><div align="right">kinda shop-a-holic though..<br /></div><div align="right">got dat concert ticx for my bday present!!</div><div align="right"> </div><div align="right">haha! juz went concert last nite..<br /></div><div align="right">had fun! happening!! woohoo..!!<br /></div><div align="right">can't get enuf of it..i want it longer!!<br /></div><div align="right">eventhough i was only 1 of their standard ticx, </div><div align="right"> </div><div align="right">i really enjoyed myself...sing together... </div><div align="right"> </div><div align="right">to all of their songz..love their dance..! </div><div align="right"> </div><div align="right">im so happy!! hee...</div><div align="right"></div><p align="right"><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/Sik93giwFyI/AAAAAAAAADk/EATXMa6JCNg/s1600-h/IMG_8500.JPG"><img style="WIDTH: 240px; HEIGHT: 320px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5343870456689596194" border="0" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/Sik93giwFyI/AAAAAAAAADk/EATXMa6JCNg/s320/IMG_8500.JPG" /></a><br /></p><div align="right"></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6736459398939718323-8031161293898703176?l=emmyfiz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>lil'fizhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16823661098043093084noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6736459398939718323.post-6156552896327718962009-05-26T08:36:00.000-07:002009-06-04T00:33:13.003-07:00sum1 is angry wit me..<p align="right"><img style="WIDTH: 320px; HEIGHT: 240px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5340161066479834258" border="0" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/ShwQMlLm1JI/AAAAAAAAADU/GaI_SRCP-DI/s320/IMG_4227.JPG" /></p><p align="right"><br /></p><div align="right"></div><div align="right"></div><div align="right"></div><div align="right"></div><div align="right"></div><div align="right"><span style="font-family:arial;">hey..i had a great day today..</span></div><div align="right"><span style="font-family:Arial;"></span> </div><div align="right"><span style="font-family:Arial;"></span></div><div align="right"><span style="font-family:arial;"></span></div><div align="right"><span style="font-family:arial;"></span></div><div align="right"><span style="font-family:arial;"></span></div><div align="right"><span style="font-family:arial;">itz my collegue (angela ) last day at werk...</span></div><div align="right"><span style="font-family:Arial;"></span> </div><div align="right"><span style="font-family:Arial;"></span></div><div align="right"><span style="font-family:arial;">so much to share..<strong>BUT</strong>...my happy ended juz now..</span><span style="font-family:arial;"> </span></div><span style="font-family:arial;"><div align="right"><br /></span><span style="font-family:arial;">when someone called and talk in an unhappy tone to me..</span></div><div align="right"> </div><div align="right"><span style="font-family:Arial;"></span></div><div align="right"><span style="font-family:arial;">my day suddenly changed..</span></div><p align="right"><span style="font-family:arial;">i wished to let it go here in my blog..</span></p><p align="right"><span style="font-family:arial;">but i juz can't due to be too personal..</span></p><p align="right"><span style="font-family:arial;">im really2 sad...i do not know how to describe it..</span></p><p align="right"><span style="font-family:arial;">the only person dat i usually complain to is him..</span></p><p align="right"><span style="font-family:arial;">but when it comes to family matters, i need to be fair</span></p><p align="right"><span style="font-family:arial;">and really understanding...im trying to..</span></p><p align="right"><span style="font-family:arial;">but i can't fight this sad feeling...</span></p><div align="right"><span style="font-family:arial;"></span></div><div align="right"><span style="font-family:arial;"></span></div><div align="right"><span style="font-family:arial;"></span></div><div align="right"><span style="font-family:arial;"></span></div><div align="right"><span style="font-family:arial;"></span></div><div align="right"><span style="font-family:arial;"></span></div><div align="right"><span style="font-family:arial;"></span></div><div align="right"><span style="font-family:arial;"></span></div><div align="right"><span style="font-family:arial;"></span></div><div align="right"><span style="font-family:arial;"></span></div><div align="right"><span style="font-family:arial;"></span></div><div align="right"><span style="font-family:arial;"></span></div><div align="right"><span style="font-family:arial;"></span></div><div align="right"><span style="font-family:arial;"></span></div><div align="right"><span style="font-family:arial;"></span></div><div align="right"><span style="font-family:arial;"></span></div><div align="right"><span style="font-family:arial;"></span></div><div align="right"><span style="font-family:arial;"></span></div><div align="right"><span style="font-family:arial;"></span></div><div align="right"><span style="font-family:arial;"></span></div><div align="right"><span style="font-family:arial;"></span></div><div align="right"><span style="font-family:arial;"></span></div><div align="right"><span style="font-family:arial;"></span></div><div align="right"><span style="font-family:arial;"></span></div><div align="right"><span style="font-family:arial;"></span></div><div align="right"><span style="font-family:arial;"></span></div><div align="right"><span style="font-family:arial;"></span></div><div align="right"><span style="font-family:arial;"></span></div><div align="right"><span style="font-family:arial;"></span></div><div align="right"><span style="font-family:arial;"></span></div><div align="right"><span style="font-family:arial;"></span></div><div align="right"><span style="font-family:arial;"></span></div><div align="right"><span style="font-family:arial;"></span></div><div align="right"><span style="font-family:arial;"></span></div><div align="right"><span style="font-family:arial;"></span></div><div align="right"><span style="font-family:arial;"></span></div><div align="right"><span style="font-family:arial;"></span></div><div align="right"><span style="font-family:arial;"></span></div><div align="right"><span style="font-family:arial;"></span></div><div align="right"><span style="font-family:arial;"></span></div><div align="right"><span style="font-family:arial;"></span></div><div align="right"><span style="font-family:arial;"></span></div><div align="right"><span style="font-family:arial;"></span></div><div align="right"><span style="font-family:arial;"></span></div><div align="right"><span style="font-family:arial;"></span></div><div align="right"><span style="font-family:arial;">no one understands afta all.... :( </span></div><div align="right"><span style="font-family:arial;"></span></div><div align="right"></div><div align="right"></div><div align="right"></div><div align="right"></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6736459398939718323-615655289632771896?l=emmyfiz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>lil'fizhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16823661098043093084noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6736459398939718323.post-91313239372929041842009-05-22T13:57:00.000-07:002009-05-22T23:36:34.460-07:00<div align="right"><em><span style="color:#9999ff;">Of all dat we went thru...</span></em></div><div align="right"><em><span style="color:#9999ff;"></span></em></div><div align="right"><em><span style="color:#9999ff;">Be it good or bad...</span></em></div><div align="right"><em><span style="color:#9999ff;"></span></em></div><div align="right"><em><span style="color:#9999ff;">Gettin' mad, feelin' sad..</span></em></div><div align="right"><em><span style="color:#9999ff;"></span></em></div><div align="right"><em><span style="color:#9999ff;">Special momentz, i can't forget..</span></em></div><p align="right"><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/ShcUV7lmDDI/AAAAAAAAADM/BwruwmPcSI4/s1600-h/indie_edit.jpg"><img style="WIDTH: 240px; HEIGHT: 320px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5338758250276195378" border="0" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/ShcUV7lmDDI/AAAAAAAAADM/BwruwmPcSI4/s320/indie_edit.jpg" /></a><em><span style="color:#9999ff;"></span></em></p><p align="right"><span style="color:#000000;">I woke up today</span> feeling of my body aching</p><p align="right">all over my shoulder..due to carrying boxes</p><p align="right">yesterday at werk...</p><p align="right">im so tired...! i slept wit my com on..</p><p align="right">hehe..i slept in front of it..</p><p align="right">And i realised many msg's from ppl</p><p align="right">in msn..hehe.. </p><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6736459398939718323-9131323937292904184?l=emmyfiz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>lil'fizhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16823661098043093084noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6736459398939718323.post-19313756554983244522009-05-12T07:36:00.000-07:002009-05-12T07:47:54.430-07:00Vesak day..<p align="right"><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/SgmLHQ7L0HI/AAAAAAAAACc/XTmXhOsOMSU/s1600-h/IMG_8236.JPG"><img style="WIDTH: 240px; HEIGHT: 320px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5334948190515613810" border="0" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/SgmLHQ7L0HI/AAAAAAAAACc/XTmXhOsOMSU/s320/IMG_8236.JPG" /></a></p><p align="right"><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/SgmLILcSPHI/AAAAAAAAAC8/WmEnGJkLRFE/s1600-h/IMG_8243.JPG"><img style="WIDTH: 240px; HEIGHT: 320px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5334948206223703154" border="0" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/SgmLILcSPHI/AAAAAAAAAC8/WmEnGJkLRFE/s320/IMG_8243.JPG" /></a><img style="WIDTH: 240px; HEIGHT: 320px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5334948387744525346" border="0" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/SgmLSvqOLCI/AAAAAAAAADE/lxbULiTgrXE/s320/IMG_8244.JPG" /></p><p align="right"><img style="WIDTH: 320px; HEIGHT: 240px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5334948200539296610" border="0" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/SgmLH2RBE2I/AAAAAAAAAC0/AohOEfJBKik/s320/IMG_8241.JPG" /></p><p align="right"><img style="WIDTH: 320px; HEIGHT: 240px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5334948199810341538" border="0" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/SgmLHzjOGqI/AAAAAAAAACs/VzNQEFlwETs/s320/IMG_8239.JPG" /></p><p align="right"><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/SgmLHjAY2rI/AAAAAAAAACk/-YPuVtsnoOI/s1600-h/IMG_8237.JPG"><img style="WIDTH: 240px; HEIGHT: 320px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5334948195369278130" border="0" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/SgmLHjAY2rI/AAAAAAAAACk/-YPuVtsnoOI/s320/IMG_8237.JPG" /></a></p><p align="right">Nite movie on Vesak day...Star Trek!!</p><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6736459398939718323-1931375655498324452?l=emmyfiz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>lil'fizhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16823661098043093084noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6736459398939718323.post-67429156339653066452009-05-06T18:26:00.000-07:002009-05-08T05:20:11.039-07:00stuck on u...<p align="right"><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/SgQjDY3be9I/AAAAAAAAACU/kwKmCNXMr7w/s1600-h/IMG_0717.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5333426399835028434" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/SgQjDY3be9I/AAAAAAAAACU/kwKmCNXMr7w/s320/IMG_0717.JPG" border="0" /></a></p><div align="right"><span style="font-family:lucida grande;">Here's some..bout how i feel or wat im thinking rite now..<br /><br />Eversince being wit him, i realised i've changed..<br /><br />i guess im not da kind-hearted gurl like who i noe, i am last time.<br /><br />not as to say totally different, but i noe im no longer me last time.<br /><br />maybe my surroundings changed, frenz changed..Ppl changed..<br /><br />when i dun mean it to feel dat way, heart feels da other way..<br /><br />i dunno y..still figure it out da reason..<br /><br />when i noe, i can be understanding person towards him..<br /><br />but inside, i noe i can't...<br /><br />sometimes i juz feel like giving up in life..<br /><br />but on my mind i noe therez lots more 4 me to explore..<br /><br />i become confused...<br /><br />i wanna be strong like who i were when im not wit him..<br /><br />itz too late to change now..im so used by him..<br /><br />so as to dat, im avoiding being myself rite now..<br /><br />i need time..to be on my own...<br /><br />i dun wanna stress myself thinking bout him..<br /><br />i dun wanna be sad..my laughs r supposed to be real..<br /><br />it ain't gonna fake..tryna love myself..<br /><br />dun care wat else others gonna say...</span></div><br /><br /><div align="right"></div><br /><br /><div align="right"></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6736459398939718323-6742915633965306645?l=emmyfiz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>lil'fizhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16823661098043093084noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6736459398939718323.post-44348936664585548892009-05-03T07:19:00.000-07:002009-05-03T08:02:21.853-07:00my lil' nephew bday..<a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/Sf2x7aRJLoI/AAAAAAAAACM/vpMH8D37et4/s1600-h/PhotoFunia_1b951d9.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5331613168098160258" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 238px" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/Sf2x7aRJLoI/AAAAAAAAACM/vpMH8D37et4/s320/PhotoFunia_1b951d9.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><div align="right">Juz wanna share some bout my day today..kinda tired, actually..very..haha..</div><br /><div align="right">went swimming wit my sis family to celebrate my 2 yr old nephew riqy..</div><br /><div align="right">i wished i had kaki's to play on da big slide..but boring la..i only tried once..</div><br /><div align="right">shy la..all da life guard malay guys..hehe..</div><br /><div align="right">plan to go again...become more dark la like dat...</div><br /><div align="right">but still, i enjoyed my day playing wit da kids!</div><br /><div align="right"></div><br /><div align="right">Went out wit my gurlfren yesterday, to watch dat "Jgn Tegur" movie..</div><br /><div align="right">Heart-trobbed by da sound system sia..</div><br /><div align="right">all da way inside da cinema i was like, "eh! siak ar.."</div><br /><div align="right">until i cannot sleep u noe last nite..haha</div><br /><div align="right"></div><br /><div align="right">On my way home last nite i took bas wip him..</div><br /><div align="right">bus pack, i was standing..</div><br /><div align="right">when tiz 1 chinese uncle beside me tryna tell da other man</div><br /><div align="right">beside him to move in..n u noe wat?</div><br /><div align="right">i pity tiz old man, i guess he muz be tired frm werk or wat..</div><br /><div align="right">but da man dat he told to move in was like angry wit tiz old man..</div><br /><div align="right">he replied in mlay like; wait la can't be patient izit..</div><br /><div align="right">therez still ppl wanna get down..-</div><br /><div align="right">tiz malay man kinda pakcik rock la..(haha)</div><br /><div align="right">eventhough he might juz saying it, ppl thot dat hez angry..</div><br /><div align="right">then da old man said, in mlay..; ckp sikit mau marah..</div><br /><div align="right">like [i was juz saying, y muz u get angry..]</div><br /><div align="right">haha..then da pakcik rock sayz; dun understand languange ar tiz ppl..</div><br /><div align="right">when i look at dat uncle, i really pity him..</div><br /><div align="right">i juz smiled lookin' at them..</div><br /><div align="right">but end up sum1 gave up 1 empty seat for da old man..</div><br /><div align="right">the end.</div><br /><div align="right">lookin at it, i wonder watz gonna happen to us when we get old like them..?</div><br /><div align="right">hmm..</div><br /><div align="right"></div><br /><div align="right"></div><br /><div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6736459398939718323-4434893666458554889?l=emmyfiz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>lil'fizhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16823661098043093084noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6736459398939718323.post-78649726199633953452009-04-30T20:53:00.000-07:002009-05-01T02:59:53.427-07:00Ben & Jerry<div align="right">All we had was a waffle wip 3 scoopz ice-cream!!<br /><br /></div><p align="right"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5330787735469689858" style="WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 240px" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/SfrDM6GuDAI/AAAAAAAAAB0/FNBnnjN0aso/s320/IMG_8041.JPG" border="0" /><br /></p><p align="right">Now u see....</p><p align="right"><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/SfrDL2M_K2I/AAAAAAAAABc/8Mkb1ABtMG0/s1600-h/IMG_8037.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5330787717242366818" style="WIDTH: 240px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 320px" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/SfrDL2M_K2I/AAAAAAAAABc/8Mkb1ABtMG0/s320/IMG_8037.JPG" border="0" /></a><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5330787725273394610" style="WIDTH: 240px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 320px" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/SfrDMUHu7bI/AAAAAAAAABk/foNYlTgS50A/s320/IMG_8040.JPG" border="0" /></p><p align="right"><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/SfrDLdDd00I/AAAAAAAAABU/cj7KVWA7Vg8/s1600-h/IMG_8035.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5330787710491546434" style="WIDTH: 240px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 320px" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/SfrDLdDd00I/AAAAAAAAABU/cj7KVWA7Vg8/s320/IMG_8035.JPG" border="0" /></a><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5330787730353691266" style="WIDTH: 240px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 320px" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/SfrDMnC-GoI/AAAAAAAAABs/hQpgUuFKx4c/s320/IMG_8038.JPG" border="0" /></p><p align="right"><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/SfrFOZ8-mfI/AAAAAAAAACE/A-QjMwK6fA0/s1600-h/IMG_8043.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5330789960221891058" style="WIDTH: 240px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 320px" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/SfrFOZ8-mfI/AAAAAAAAACE/A-QjMwK6fA0/s320/IMG_8043.JPG" border="0" /></a><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/SfrFOEwGjSI/AAAAAAAAAB8/Wjh7Ct24NuA/s1600-h/IMG_8042.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5330789954530741538" style="WIDTH: 240px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 320px" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_qLzuqgKz_rw/SfrFOEwGjSI/AAAAAAAAAB8/Wjh7Ct24NuA/s320/IMG_8042.JPG" border="0" /></a></p><p align="right">Now u don't!</p><p align="right">ish3..! finish???!!</p><div><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /></div><p align="right"></p><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6736459398939718323-7864972619963395345?l=emmyfiz.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>lil'fizhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16823661098043093084noreply@blogger.com0