Juz wanna share bout how i feel rite now..
im really sad..i dun seem to find sum1 who
i can talk to..itz been 2 dayz since our
anniversary dat i sent him da last msg..
i've been calling and msging him da whole
day..but i guess hez juz too bz wit his work..
so for da past 2 dayz we've been not contacting
each other..do u noe how it feels like when u
keep feelings to urself..itz killing me inside..
and i noe if anybody were to ask me bout it,
i wouldn't say anything but i'll cry...
da other nite i can't stop crying..i dunno y..
n i can't sleep well last nite..i woke up 5am
in da morning when i heard da song Change Me
by akon & keri hilson on my radio..n i can't get
back to sleep afta dat..itz still early for me to
get ready to werk..haiz..y did tiz happen?
seems like u don't bother to even call me back..
text me back afta u're done..guess he doesn't
love me anymore..i dun wanna assume things..
but still im sad..i can't stop these tears..i really
really think dat there is no point of me to live
if itz without u..sounds crazy isn't? itz ok..
i will wait for an answer......he can pretend
for how many dayz...how long....it takes..
im suffering..though i can't help to wait
any longer coz itz been hard on myself
to keep tiz sadness in my heart....
im sorry for not calling u...
i guess itz now ur turn...i juz
wanna see if u appreciatez me..
will u still be my boyfren..? i wonder...
