Thursday, January 21, 2010
hehe..i laughed when i 1st c my
bf pic in my blog page..itz now
15 mins to 3am...K.L!! here i
come again! after so busy these
days at werk..2 dayz of o.t ok!
n now itz time to get a break!
u noe wat, afta i came back frm
my leave on tue, lotsa things
happen at werk..like passing of
wrong information..i told my exec
i wanna took 1 day leave..even if
itz not approved or wat i'll try
to come in da morning..end up
email came out to say dat im on
half day morning..WTH! itz totally
different thing..stupid! not to say
dat im clever la..but i made me mad
when my boss said pls make a call if
u had a last minute changes of plan..
this will reflect on u..- im like wat
da??!! i told earlier dat i wanna take
leave..! stupid or wat!!out of nothing
im at fault is it?? thanks to cik pah
ah eh!!!! ok..back to my holiday..
im getting ready soon..goin off at 6..
meet aiz at 6.30..reach there at 7..
gonna take some breakfast till 7.30..
then collect ticx n meet huda & farhan.
8am goin off to K.L!! i'ma come back on
sun nite..planning to do shopping..go
sunway lagoon..not forgetting itz his
Bday too...falls on sat...hopefully da
plan works..but im juz not in da 100%
good mood coz suddenly today happen to
come period..aiyoh..wrong timing! itz
ok..i shall not let it spoil my holiday..
juz spent some good time wip frenz..
quality time wit da 1 i love most..
celebrating it in diff country now..
hehe..itz been 3 yrs & 9 mths..
keep goin on..& moving on...
Lotsa thing to do this year..
better save some..da main thing
is to be happy in doing it..!
i'll be back again aite! c ya! ;)
Monday, January 18, 2010
Eeerrgggghh!! im so mad wit my bf..!
he complain dat he didn't sleep
during da day..i asked what did he
do..? he said he played games..
then whoz fault?? me?? excuse me!!
u scolded me for nothing ok!
dun put it like itz my fault dat u
didn't get to sleep! who ask u not
to sleep?!! stupid or wat..?!
im really hate this type of thing..
can go crazy as im really MAAAAADDD!!
So hez off to werk..! haiz..
i really thought dat when hez here,
i wanna share wit him bout howz my
day or wat..haiz...dun care la..
anywayz..went for interview today..
nice ppl there..eventhough at 1st im
lost halfway in finding da place..still,
da interview went smooth..lucky i
wasn't late..will call me again by this
fri...actually theres a lot of thing
happen along da way..but im not
in da mood now to share...stupid!
becoz of him ah!! make my temp-
erature UP only!!!! at early age i
can get high blood pressure..
thanks to my bf!!!!!
Saturday, January 16, 2010
hey! i've put up my new mixpod playlist..
hehe..itz been few months since i heard
sounds coming out from my blog..it
was cool..! hehe..anyway, 1st & fore-
most..i wanna say dat my day
yesterday was better than those
last 3 days..yeah..they did talk to
me..and now i feel bad bout i say
in those previous2 blogs..im BAD!
ok..im down wit flu today..non-stop
runny nose..had taken medicine
afta cleaning up my room a bit..
wanna noe wat?? i have 8 dayz
leave..& itz been months dat i've
been there for my team to cover
for other ppls job..i dun mind
so much bout dat. but once when
my turn to apply for leave, i dun
understand y is it hard for them
to approve! its really not fair...
wat are my leaves for if i can't
apply? itz good enuf dat i'll let u
noe earlier..aiyoh..stress me!
ok next is, i met my bf tiz morning
to have prata for breakfast..itz
a sad thing dat he lost his iTouch
in camp..some guys stole it & dump
his bag beside the dustbin..whoever
who stole it doesn't live long i said..
haha..but im also feels sad for him..
haiz..im at home..bored rite now..
rest enuf..but still i dun feel well
at the moment..therez alot on my
mind rite now..juz now when i heard
my bro sings sad karaoke songs,
somehow it touches my heart..
i can barely noes how he feels from
da way he let it all out frm his heart.
i noe hes a good man..somehow we're
juz not close as we were young..
another thing is, i was thinkin..
each day passes by, my dad is gettin'
older..& i dun think he has so much
energy to werk..i guess itz time for
him to retire..i feel like responsibility
is all on me..i do wanna help 'em..
but itz juz dat my income is not
enuf..i need to get a good job soon..
i need to support them..they are my
parents..sharings this is good, i let
out watz in my heart..maybe im
juz sad..everythings gonna be alright.
Tomorrow's gonna be a better day..
Thursday, January 14, 2010
Hey..juz a short one here i hope..
juz wanna share in bout howz my
day today...as usual..they treat me
juz another stranger...i guess i'll go..
i be best on my way out..haha.. i noe
dat song itz like quite sometime
but it suits my situation now...
i really2 feel left out ok..alrite
itz 1am now..i'ma sleep soon..
but im happy to get to see my
baby juz now..surprisingly at
my house door!! yey! gave
ourselves a hug...relieves me..
thanks b..i'ma meet u again
in 2 dayz time..love u..
Wednesday, January 13, 2010
OBVIOUSLY i noe therez ppl out there
who read my blog..hehe..but nvmd..
to me itz good..i alwayz want ppl to noe
how i feel..i noe datz selfish..but im not
hoping for u to noe..i juz hope u had a
nice heart & reasonable bout wat da
other person would feel..coz to me, i'd
rather keep quiet if i dun like on anything
or anyone..be it u noe it or not, i won't
tell..today is another..wat i hoped for tiz
morning is another better day than yesterday..
but still, nothing changed..i dun understand!
haha..i bet u too..well lemme explain y'all..
watz wrong with sharing to 1 person instead
of 2 person? im not jealous but obviously u're
showing me dat u choose frenz..i can do dat too..
nothing to lose for me..my frenz out there are
much more better attitude than u...but to me
like if i never did any mistakes, y do i deserve
this? it makes me feel unfair..ok watever la..
im lazy to entertain tiz kind of ppl..wat i noe
is dat being true to myself..i've got no time
to talk about my frens back..but if u think
u like it, go ahead..as long u happy lah!
ok..datz not my point for today..my day
ends wit full of hopes..for holidayz especially..
i wanna thank aiz & shah for accompanying
me to get a present..& thank u so much for
sending me home too! itz been sometime
since i last ride a bike..cool!! i hop on aiz
bike for da 1st time...hehe..so honoured..!
as for me to take bike, err..wait long2 ah..
hehe..enjoyed da ride home..gerekz pe!
so overall..i must say is, im not gonna
bother if ppl are sharing it to me or not..
itz not important la eh! i dun mind..
btw, odw home..some1 asked if im
happy werking at courts..i said, not
really..im sick & tired of it..bout lotsa
stuff..but i choose not to complain too
much..maybe some of it i do share it..
bout not getting to permanent staff..
but da other half of my story...haha..
only God knows..itz not about me & da
ppl..itz da ppl & me! therez diff in there
other than itz in da opposite of words..
haha..aite now..2morrow is another day..
kinda lazy to O.T...seriously..ima c how..
c their attitude! miss my boyfriend...
hez in da jungle now..how i wish i could
lie down side by side n watch da stars
wip him...! ah! later..got ppl also go n do
da same..kepo! got no better ideas to do
is it rather than keep on following wat
other couples did..then later say dat as
if u already plan long ago before i do it..
another WTH! haha..for me itz like u
wanna do what i do, go ahead..but therez
no need to be so proud about u actually
plan it 1st..datz so immature way of
saying it..ppl will sure know by seeing it
themselves..dun need to promote la..
aiyah..can't stand proud ppl sia..haiz..
klah..dun want to stress myself..hope-
fully 2morrow's gonna be a better day
than today ok..better be!! nite!
Tuesday, January 12, 2010
itz been a while like a week? since i last blog.
im at home..juz dun feel like blogging..doin
my own thing..lotsa to share..where should
i begin..? klah lets start wip my bf..i met him
last sun only get to spent few hrs wip him..
it feels so good to get to see thru his eyes..
& hez gone again for da 2nd week..hmm..
miss him again...but for sure both of us
can't wait to go on holiday..! ok next is...
watz on my mind rite now is, dat i think
im too considerate to ppl dat sometimes
they dun feel ashamed of themselves..
im not trying to say im good..but at certain time
therez ppl who talk but didn't wanna share
stories..& therez also ppl who makes mistakes
but behave like as if im da one who's at wrong..
WTH! if i were them i would respect the other
party feelings..or if i did mistakes, i would
behave! sometimes itz hard too for being
too considerate dat ppl might think u're
enjoying it...itz like stepping on da head
u noe..pls la ppl..dun make me teach u
basic things..grow up a bit can?? But
on da other hand..therez ppl who i met
was a very nice fren..they are my frenz!
hopefully i didn't get so much into dat
nonsense ppl..i'd prefer my crazy frenz..
haha..i enjoyed my last weekend wip
my peepz..not forgetting my bf & also
my gf...ok watz on my mind rite now is,
bout my job..only a few noes till when i'll
last wip courts..i hope to find a job soon..
but at da same time i want it by end of
my contract..confusing isn't..maybe ppl
dun understand what it really means..
for short, i juz need a permanent job !
be it now or later..maybe datz wat been
goin ard in my office..? i dun assume..
but im good at reading ppl's mind..hehe..
magic la..aite now gotta sleep..12am!!
nite blogger reader..! btw, if u ever see
him (my bf)...if u ever meet him...if u
ever get a chance to sit down & talk
to him, let him know dat itz so cold
here without him..i really want my
baby to come back...to keep me warm.
-miss him lots-
Thursday, January 7, 2010
i mish my mr emmy....sho sho much..!
2 weeks on re-service...already been
4 dayz didn't see him...i shed a tear
last nite b4 i sleep...can't help it..im
really looking forward in seeing him..
come back soon b..i love u.. ;)
Sunday, January 3, 2010
Itz 2010 ya'll!! Happy new year!
itz been 2 weeks since i last blog in,
man...dat was last yr...haha..1st of
all..many things happen..at times,
dun feel like blogging..and at
certain times, wanna blog but wasn't
given da sufficient time..well..lotsa
stories to share in here..letz start
of with my new yr resolution..
watz urs? many haven't think of
it yet..mine's a handful..but top
of da list is to get a permanent job..
pls get me a job! duh! lately my
bro is not working, so it seems like
im carrying a much more heavier
burden tiz time..till like i've got no
enuf budget for my own monthly
spend.ok..for da others resolution
is like, i wanna paint my room..
get an ipod radio for my room..
haha..all my room eh..then gotta
plan on da next level of my relationship...
Holidayz, holidayz and holidayz
tiz yr..non-stop planning..here
and there ppl been wanting to go..
my resolution also include to pass
my driving and also to gain my
knowledge in reading the Al-Quran..
today is juz da basic though..da class
isn't dat bad afta all..i went wip my
gf..n we enjoyed da class..hehe..
so far..datz for my resolution..
hopefully everythings is goin well
for 2010!!well, 2morrow is my closing
and im still not asleep yet..im sure
to be sleepy 2morrow at werk..haha..
no mood to werk already eversince
i've been covering jobs for others..
it kinda make me feel stupid..maybe
dat is y i dun mind staying up late
everyday..and punch in my card late
at werk..haha..anywayz..had a great
new year for da 1st few dayz in 2010..
afta da countdown wip da crazy bunch
of frenz, i went swimming wip my siblings
and da kids..1st swimming in 2010..haha..
become more dark tiz time..but i dun care
coz im happy, enjoyzing myself wip those slides!
my satz filled up wip hangin-outs wit couples
to da malls..had bone steak for dinner..yey!
feeling life is great..but my baby will go on
for reservice 2 weeks..dat makes me sad..
im gonna mish him! if i know wat love is,
it is bcoz of him! love u...!!!!!!!!!!!!
