Life's good when u haf money...but sucks

when u ain't got no job..damn! i sent 18

online job applications today..i received

3 calls frm ppl askin' me whether im still

looking for a job, but didn't get to any

of those interviews yet..last week plan

A didn't much work out..so i tried plan

B this week..i wish to make an advance

bday wish..despite being happy these

few days, im still worried when am i

gonna get a proper job..each time when

im like giving up as in juz grab watever

job there is, could be part-time or wat

my bf keeps telling me juz wait & keep

looking for da right one..thanks b..

hez been there all a while when im

down..never fails to cheer me up since

last 4 days..we went to Snow City

yesterday..i had a great time wit da

other couple who planned it..i was

supposed to catch Sex & da City

wip my collegues..but end up da

promo ticx dat we gonna get was

fully redeemed..Snow City was

last min thing..we reached there

ard 4 plus..went ard to take pics

at the kinetic garden infront of da

science centre..had late lunch at

the macdonald's..then went in to

da snow city!! yey! we bought 6

pics of our memonts in there..

choose da best out of it..we went

down to da slide 3 times & it was

like so HAPPENING! haha..but

then i can't stand da cold -4 deg!

my face were all numb during

da 1 hr in there..i can't feel my

lips, nose, ear..my fingers even!

haha..but i had so much fun..

thanks to my mr emmy for dat..

afta all dat done, me n him suggested

to go to newton for dinner..been

always want to eat there! they

ordered a lot..! my fav is da tiger

prawn..dats really a tiger! bigger

than Lau Pa Sat's one..overall

da food were all good n nice..!

afta dinner ard 8.30pm, his

childhood fren Endi, send all

of us home..thanks to him.. :)

aite..lately i've got 2 bad dreams

when i slept..lotsa imagination

i guess..hehe..i'ma blog again aite!

hey im back again..so soon blogging..

hehe..howz my sat? hmm ok good..

i enjoyed da Shrek Forever After

movie..therez a moral in it..cute,

funny and touching..! aww...

in previous blog i forget to include

dat i went pizza hut for lunch da other

day...i said to him dat i dun remember

when was da last time we both eat at

restaurant alone? itz been a long time...!

unless wip frenz la..but im juz feeling a

lil' disappointment in between coz i

noe my bf is tired..but hez da 1 who ask

me out in the early afternoon to the expo

for sale..itz a good thing to know dat ur

bf sacrifice his sleep even when hez

tired juz to spend time wip his gf..i

agree..& i do appreciate dat..but dun

make it like it was as if u haf to accompany

me..i dun wanna maake it a big issue la..

im juz letting out bout how i feel..for me

itz like wouldn't it be better if he had some

sleep 1st then maybe meet me up later in

da evening or something?? i'm doing things

easier for him..rather than he go out wip me

looking so tired n sleepy, n expecting me to

really understand da situation..i understand..

but i didn't want it dat way..hope he

understands..nevertheless..i appreciate for

watever he has done for me..he even bought

me an advance bday present..so sweet of

him..i got a rip curl t-shirt frm him..nice!

hehe..next on my wish list is to get myself

a berms..since i lost my fav 1.. *sad* itz

ok..2morrow will be another day wip my

close collegues to catch da movie Sex & da

City..yeay! ok gtg now..nite!

I've sent ard 40 online jobs application today..

haha..hopefully to get in to 1 of 'em at least..

insya'allah..ok lets continue frm my previous

blog..last week outing was fun! we played card

games at mind cafe wip bf-frens n huda...

da place where i planned to go the other day

but cancelled..haha..overall it was good...!

so yesterday was another double date wip

emmy childhood fren..hmm..tiz time ard not

bad..eventhough the energetic couple still

jumps ard town, i guess im getting more

& more closer to them in a way getting to

know each other character well..im so

happy!! wee....~ wanna noe y? yesterday was

double-date shopping day! yey! i've got

2 hair accesories, got a belt from far east

plaza, got a grey colour flower design

leggings from new look & last but not

least..my bf got me a Burberry perfum!!!

i love it!! argh! thanks b..like finally, all

debts r settled! haha..dun worry we didn't

borrow anybody money..itz between us ;P

then today he went out for his guys outing,

while me n my collegues went to arnita place

again to see Isaac Syaqil! haha..come again?

tiz time ard coz we accompany da other 2

collegues who wants to come over..me n

huda came last week coz both of us were

too impatient to see da new baby born..

haha..anyway, da day is good..afta we left

arnita house, 3 of us went walking ard

shopping ard TM..u noe la now spore

sale..crazy like wat sia..crowded!! then

huda sis joined us, lepak-ing at J.CO

for like i think almost 3 hrs..haha..

then went off to KFC..also sit down

n chat for 2 hrs..full afta having donuts

but still haf a share of buddy meal for

dinner..1 whole day full sia! coz b4 all

dat we had lontong at arnita house..

been sitting da whole day less walking

coz da whole da till evening we've been

at tampines central area..haha..juz

chilling n catch ups stories..then

afta dat we went home..wee..! im

so happy..only dat it'll be more

complete if i already got a job..hmm..

datz it for now..i haven't complete

my weekend yet! plan to go outs

wip my bf today! yeay! love him

man..! to da max!! aite..bye!

Yesterday was great! i really had a good

day..but by da time i went home, im dead

beat..so tired..imagine, i had interview at

2pm yesterday @ raffles place..da company

is called Robert Half..i ever heard of it b4

when i applied jobs online..it was like 1 of

da biggest finance company..hmm..not bad..

but didn't expect i was invited for interview..

wanna noe wat..?? da person who interviewed

is an english man (ang moh) so Handsome!!!

cannot carry ah..! can't help myself smiling

afta da interview..hehe..therez chances for

me to get da job.. :) wee! da guy still say to

me like: "i will call u on mon, if i didn't call

on mon or tue..u may contact me.." i was

like..hai (melts) dreaming..! my bf boring

only..hehe..tiz 1 want to recruit or want to

sell oil..haha :p ok then afta that meet my

bf afta werk & he followed me to my best-

fren house..it was huda bday last 2 days

& her mum invited me to her house as

she cooked nasi ayam..nice! best nasi

ayam ever..i suggest her can open stall

selling nasi ayam penyet..! i bought

her a small cookies & cream ice-cream

cake! nice..surprisingly yesterday is

her 1st time trying an ice-cream

cake..glad she likes it..so then i stayed

ard 1 hour plus then i go off back to my

home to take my collegues stuff..then

meet my galfren to arnita house..to see

da baby!! Isaac Syaqil..so cute! took

some pics..so da last event of da day

is lepak-ing with huda @ coffee bean..

chatting for 2 hours!! lotsa stories to

share dat until we thought dat da nite

is still young..hehe..today plan to meet

her again..bf-frenz outing..plan to go

catch movie later..! n yah..i received

a call this morning for mon i got an

interview..! yeay! hope to get a job

soon! gtg! now hungry la seh..

The world better prepare for when im a

Billionaire..!! hehe..still love tiz song even

though itz been almost a month since it

released..i find da vid n da lyrics of da song

really meaningful..if i'm rich i would've at

least grant somebody's last wish..but rite

now i juz haf 1 wish..& i hope it will come

true..i need a better career BADLY..!!

hee..sincerely i need it coz i want my family

to lead a better life..is dat so hard? each day

pass by, im gaining back those positive

thoughts of getting in to my career soon..

hopefully everything's gonna be alright.. :)

oh ya, i quit my previous job..was pressured

hard by my manager..haiya..looks can be

deceiving, she look like a very nice lady

when i came for interview..but when it

comes to werk..(perangai btl nye cina tak

mandi!!) hehe..sorry..but datz honest 1..

even previous ppl who work wit her feels da

same..so i guess itz not only me..as long

she happy la..& yah! juz wanna share dat

1 of my close collegues already gave birth...

can't wait to see her baby boy! Isaac Syaqil..

hehe..excited! meanwhile, i'ma share a bit

bout my last weekend..went to cathay

wip emmy..indulge da Double Brownie

Special..so nice! i love da new flavour

cookie affair..feels like wanna pack a

ben & jerry tub for take-away home..

hehe..missed Pitbull concert.. :( itz

ok some other concert then..hmm..

today is my bestfren bday..juz hope

n pray dat she will be happy always..

Last but not least..!! Happy 4yrs & 1

month anniversary to me n emmy la!!

hehe..lookin' back, those rainy days

dat we both been thru makes us closer

each n everyday..learnt to accept each

other flaws..spending all my time loving

u..every moment in life seems like itz

all bout u..da more i hated him, in fact

love increases without me realise it..

Last few days we went back to da place

to where during da 1st day when i meet

him 4 yrs ago..we sat down n chill wip

da Gold Magnum Hazelnut flavor..

mmm..itz juz so so nice! love him!

hey..juz feel like blogging..got some time

to share..or somehow feel like i wanna

share some of my thoughts rite now..

i went to see doctor yesterday, n he gave

me 2 days mc!! so nice of da doctor..haha

i didn't request even! fated la eh..so i

went for da interview..and to me..afta

da interview, i feel like 50-50 chances

of getting in. itz ok..at least i tried although

1 of the officer was so fierce! haha..therez

2 of 'em interviewed me..hmm..klah.. i let

it go..when i went home, i'd say to myself

like, this is it..maybe im juz fated to werk

here..maybe itz true of wat my frens said

juz stick to this job..but for me, i shall say

maybe i'll juz stick to this job 1ST, while

waiting for da right one..rite now i'ma

bit stress already..2 days not werking,

2morrow sure gonna be damn bz..

im sure u noe wat my heart say..haha..

datz life..(sigh!) ok lets put this heavy

burden of mine aside..previosly i wanna

share bout dayz spent last weekends..

went to watch iron man 2 last 2 weeks

wip ira, ariff, fendi & him..afta dat we

had dinner @ tong seng hehe, like as

usual..then we went to da Helix bridge.

nice place..took some funny pics..haha..

fun! then comes another week which

was last weekend, another couple date

out wip endi & adlin..my bf childhood

fren..1st time meeting up wip 'em..

my 1st impression bout 'em is, they

are so energetic couple..until dat

me n my bf looked like we're tired

lookin at 'em..haha..1st time ah, i see

a gf who can't stop jumping around..

haha..i find it funny at 1st..seems

like im outta place, but till at the end

of da day..we both get well along wip

each other..datz more funny..haha..

but i dun go jumping ard like her la..

haha..we talked, shared lotsa things

maybe im behaving too polite la..(ceh!)

overall, i enjoyed my day too!

now..come back to today...still can't

figure out how am i gonna be at werk

2morrow..! juz werk la fitri ok!! for

da family sake! sometimes mirror

talking is good..itz not like crazy

talking to urself, but i heard itz

a good way to understand urself..hee..

aite, seems like itz gonna rain.. i wanna

go out to haf lunch wip him..hehe..

i love my bf

Happy Mother's Day! eventhough

now itz 1am on mon..hehe i dun care..

everyday is mum's day..she worked

hard for the family..by cooking every

-day..wash n fold our clothes..i got

her a perfume this yr..itz salvatore

ferragamo seh..haha..even myself,

i need a perfum..but itz ok..juz wanna

get it for her 1st..mine later..lotsa

stories to share..rite now i feel dat

my heads heavy..down wit fever..

dun wanna sleep.still choose to blog.

hehe..ok lets start off wit werk 1st..

itz already been a week..im replacing

a lady named kak tina from 2morrow

onwards..at 1st im so so thankful to

haf tiz job..until like a week, n watz

more im gonna be handling admin cum

accounts alone, seems like itz a bit tough.

ok i noe itz all tough in life..itz not like

i can't take it a lil hard or something..

maybe juz dat i dun see myself doin

admin job..at 1st indeed, i was da 1 who

said dat im willing to learn new things..

i agree dat it takes time to learn..

however, only Allah noe's how i feel..

i posted on fb..to ask frm ppl opinion..

i accept watever my frenz compliment

so as i can see better view b4 i make my

decision..after my 2nd day of werk, i

received an email frm government for

an interview..and dat time i feel like,

damn! He's testing me or wat?? i was

confused..but think back again..i wanna

werk wit da government to as to haf a

stable job..ok let me say 1st, even if say

dat email wasn't sent to me, i would still

consider changing jobs..say wat u wanna

say la k..choosy..jobhopper..or wat..da

main thing is, this is not exactly wat i want

eventhough i was da 1 who wants a job near

my home..again, dun be choosy fitri..i noe..

i alwayz remind myself..im juz a ite graduate..

not a diploma or something..but i haf my right

to choose..be it gonna happen or not..itz up to

HIM to decide..my intention was to live off

better for my family..or maybe y'all haf said,

werking near ur house doesn't live off better

for my family?? itz still da same..but there's

no harm to give a try on da interview rite?

who noe's itz better off? *think positive*

hehe..some supported me to go..some suggest

to juz stay..itz ok..i like diff opinions..ok

im lazy to type..watever dat im tryna do,

i'ma pray dat HE will show me da right path..

hope 2morrow gonna be a better day! gd nite!