Hey..feel like i wanna blog today..
1stly i wanna wish all muslims a
Selamat Hari Raya Maaf Zahir &
Batin..minta ampun dan maaf atas
segala kesilapan yg pernah manyakiti
hati ataupon terkasar bahasa yg
menyinggungkan k..haha..bout my
previous post..? i've 4gotten all about
it..i love my family..during da 1st day
of raya, feels like all dirt dat kept been
wash away..n now itz perfect back clean..
*HEART* still beating..rite now itz been
longing for sum1's hug..i miss my bf..really..
sharing tiz feels like im gonna cry..i miss him
so much..i'm waiting for his call..it seems like
i've been calling him many times since yesterday..
but to no reaction..maybe he's bz or something..
im not sure..but wat really happen was, on 1st
day of raya during visiting to elders house..
i was asked about when to get married..this
sounds serious..me n him we did plan on da
date dat is supposed to be our engagement day..
unfortunately, he forgot all about it..i was
disappointed, itz not like as if i was da only 1
who set da date..itz us!! how could he? ok,
i'd still think datz a minor thing..so another
is, i juz need him to check wit his family or
ask himself if he wanna do this..he alwayz
avoid my ques..maybe he hasn't find da right
time to talk about it..ok i'd still understand..
but dun let me wait wit no ans..im confused..
u leave me here crying for no reason..im juz
hurt b..by being irresponsible..no call back frm
u..no sms received..i felt deceived obviously..
while waiting, feels like im breathless..i'd
still love him, we didn't fight..but i do shout
at him..im sorry..itz so painful..hopefully
everything's gonna be alright..Insya'allah..
