Sunday, November 29, 2009
Blogging again! hehe..juz feel like i wanna
share some bout wat i feel b4 i go to sleep..
1stly..itz monday 2morrow..! haiz..get back
to werk! closing period somemore..need to
o.t seh..haiz!! anyway..i went to expo today
go on a "last kopek" shopping at john little..
and also wanna check out bout watz
happening in sitex rdshow..i see all da courts
booth, i stress already..meaning, lotsa werk
ar like dat...pay still da same, contract meanz
still a contract staff..haiz! so many sigh..hehe!
so afta done wip some shopping, we went
airport..thought of eating at Popeye..itz
been some time since i last ate Popeye..
unfortunately when me n my bf got there,
da place is crowded..even for buying take-
awayz..rabak sia..haha..and we decide to
go to Secret Recipe..hehe..itz been a long
time too since i last had Secret Recipe..
afta dat he sent me home to re-pack da
things dat we bought..then..wanna noe
something?? at da end of da day, i cried..
seeing him going off..itz like, i spend tiz 2
dayz wit him..im so happy..but itz juz a
little sad part to let him go..i can't imagine
wat my life would be without him, man..!
there is some part where he likes to tease
me..but i take it easy..i juz dunno y i cried..
he insisted to noe y..but i said, itz nothing..
not his fault..maybe i love him too much..
dat sometimes it hurts inside..but wat is
dat thing, i can't figure out..overall..i still
enjoyed my day wip him..i appreciate
each and everyday of my life wip him..
Thanks for being part of my life..love u!
Saturday, November 28, 2009
holla! i went to vivo yesterday evening!
it was great! had a good time shopping
wip my bf..although our double date plan
didn't happen, but i met my collegue
huda-farhan..haha..i went to eat at
Barcelos..nice food there..there are
4 diff types of sauces..tangy lemon,
supa peri, mild peri and veri peri..
haha! very peri-peri!! afta that
we hang-out to see the christmas tree!
we shopped a pair of levi's jeans..
bought chocolates from candy empire
like as usual..hehe..i bought stuffz
at Mango, Forever 21..! i like! hehe
not forgetting dat i got my DKNY
watched fixed! make extra hole la..
im not fat enuf wat..then fix screen
protector for my new camera..hehe
dat 1 also want to tell..klah..i saw
disney fair at da centre of vivo..
and i bought for my nephew a sch
bag! since he pass his pri 1 exam..!
haha..we went home ard almost 12..
but overall, itz a good day ya'll..!
n yah! actually i wanna get something
for my bf, but da shop is already closed
yesterday..then i was still looking for
bag for me to bring to werk..itz ok..
i'll take my time then..thankful 4 wat i haf now..
itz sunday! haf a good day y'all!!!
Friday, November 27, 2009
Hari Raya Haji...a day in commemorate of
sacrifices..juz wanna blog in b4 da day is over..
i stayed whole day at home today juz bcoz i
feel like i wanna rest & spend some time at
home..my mum did ask me out to my cousins
son's bday..but i juz choose not to go out..
still, i enjoyed myself at home..hehe..
talking bout sacrifices, earlier on today b4
my bf goes to werk..he met me for a while..
sharing bout some of his prob dat hez been
through..he shared wip me bout how much
sacrifices he did for his mum and family..
full of tears in his eyes..i felt sad..pity him..
he said ppl can't see for wat he has done..
well i said i did..it muz be hard on him..getz
blame for doin too much and also if he didn't
give much..i've got not much to say..i can't
judge anybody..but i can juz listen to him..
help him out where itz necessary..juz hope
things will turn out well..i wished for
2morrow's gonna be a good day..plan to
go on a double date for some shopping &
hangoutz.. ;) during my bad times, afta
when i blogged in here..things turned out
to be fine in a day or two..and when i blog
about a day dat i get irritates by my fren,
things seems to be like she's not like dat
anymore..hehe..like magic ah..
Thursday, November 26, 2009
Selamat Hari Raya AidilAdha..!
which is 2morrow..yey! long holiday..!
itz been sometime dat wanna blog in..
now dat i haf da time, i dunno how
should i start..hehe..howz life been?
bz..only today i make myself available..
got home, do some clean up..change of
curtain last min...hehe..yah! now then
i remember bout wat i wanna share last
nite..itz about da new moon movie!! yeah!
i didn't expect it to be great..i find it nice..
n da guy who played da wolf is so HOT!!
da both guyz acted so well in being romantic..
melt sia...haiz..i like dat! anywayz, dat was
free ticx dat i got frm my werkplace on dat
day itself..afta a movie ard 11pm, my bf
picked me up..im sooo da pampered..haiz,
wat to do..who else gonna pampered me rite?
sadly, hez not feeling well today..took an mc
n we only talk 4 a while..i guess hez asleep..
i love him so much..it reminds me of him
when i watch da movie last nite..n i kept
thinking of him at werk..ok..itz pay day..
lotsa things to do..pay bills, shopping,
save money for holiday..wanna noe wat?
i've been asked by handful of ppl to go
with on a holiday..a fren would like to
bring me diving in thailand..sounds
interesting..i've only done snorkeling..
then my sis plan to go on cruise..im
not sure if shez serious bout it..then
my collegue wantz me n emmy to go
k.l..a very short trip..i think datz
possible to go..then my bf wantz to
go perth..to meet hiz cousins there..
i said, better save lotsa money..! haha..
talk about money only stress..itz ok..
4 rite now..tiz moment..i wanna dwnld
new tunes for my mp3..videos by beyonce..
edit photos..hehe..n yah, eversince i got
tiz canon camera, been taking photos
only..!! haha..all my face..actually therez
a lot more to tell..ima continue again aitez!
Thursday, November 19, 2009
Guess wat, guess wat..??!! my bf got me a
new watch!! it was only yesterday he got
me a camera..today he got a DKNY watch!
yipee!! he didn't buy those..itz juz like dat..
somethings are meant for free..! hee..i like!
he thought it was a mens watch..2nd look,
itz a ladies watch la..hehe..happy la me..!!
Wednesday, November 18, 2009
Managed to find time to blog tiz!!
i can't miss it..i wanna share in my
happy moments too..haha..haf alwayz
been sharing my sad part..rite..?
ok..as in my previous blog, it was
kinda bad day..but here, rite now
i wanna share dat past 2 dayz has
been like wonderful day for me..
wanna noe wat? it was only last
sunday dat me n my bf ain't got
enuf money to top-up ezlink..
even if i haf, da money wasn't wit
me dat time..so i wondered, i've
done so much to ppl..been giving
and giving and tiz is wat i get???
i'ma share in here dat yesterday
was a sudden downfall..like da rain..
magically my bf got some cash!!
& not only dat..he got me a 12 mega
pixel canon camera!!! damn! i juz
thot of buying a camera..but there
it comes to me for free!! can u
imagine how happy i am when i
got it from my bf??! i shouted, "yey!
i dun need to buy..!" haha..crazy..
as for some cash dat emmy got,
we shop at bugis..sounds cheap..
but we shop alot!! i bought bag which
i've been aiming afta dat i got my sling
bag last week! hehe..my bf got few
pairs of shirt..i bought dresses..had
fun though..in malay say, "rezeki
berlipat kali ganda.." haha..but i think
da most happening is da camera..da
other day my bf juz asked me wat camera
dat i wanna get? i said it muz be touch
screen & 12 megapixel..hehe..but im
really thankful enuf to haf tiz camera
eventhough itz not a touch screen la..
SYUKUR ALHAMDULILLAH..
for everything turned back as
per normal..my ibu is back too!
happy is meee!!!
Sunday, November 15, 2009
Life's a game but itz not fair..howz my
sunday? not dat good..i've been giving
a lot to ppl..but fate isn't being fair to
me..maybe itz juz not my lucky day..
wanna noe wat happen? ok for da 1st
time i've got no enuf money to top
up my ezlink..im so forgetful..i thought
i still have another $10 dat i reserved
for my ezlink..i didn't realise dat i've
already spent da last $10!!! shit! im
left with like $7 on my hand..i noe
i can pay cash..but i need to top-up
for work 2morrow! i do have some
savings..but itz juz not wip me! so now
im home..wanna noe how? luckily
therez tiz 1 auntie to change coins..
if not i'll juz pay da $2 note! haiz..
i feel so sad..my bf can't even do
anything to help me..im so angry
dat i put down da phone juz like dat..
& he didn't call me back..until then i
reached home, he juz called me a
minute ago..saying dat hez ezlink
also low..haiz..itz ok..i'ma go down
n top-up..but b4 i end tiz blog, im
supposed to meet up my close fren
in the afternoon today, and still i
can't make up my mind if i want
da job or not..so i told her dat i
can't meet her today..& i guess she
knew how i feel dat im like half-
hearted to join her..good thing is
dat, as a fren she understands me..
she said she will gimme some time
and will not force me..i said thanks..
but i feel bad..itz like disappoint her..
haiz..hopefully all these things gonna
be alright..let it be over soon..praying
hard so as ibu can go home 2morrow..
i laugh a lot today in da hospital wit her &
sister..haha..alrite then..i'ma update again!
Saturday, November 14, 2009
Tiz da pic dat my bf took when i 1st
got my spec..hehe..like cikgu bedah la..!
haha..itz almost 1.30a.m in da mornin'..
& i was juz about to start blogging..hehe..
itz another weekend again..so howz my
week? tiring i muz say..but im not
complaining..juz to share some dat
daily schedule to werk..afta werk went
hospital..afta hospital fetch my nephewz..
i went to hospital earlier today..so as to
catch up da timing b4 2p.m..i stayed till
8pm..then meet up wip my gf at bugis
juz now..she needz to buy stuffs so i
followed her..recommend her
to some shops bout da things dat shez
looking for..mean while, i also shop la!
haha..been wanting to get dat sling bag at
bugis st. since last month.. i got
it today! hehe..so happy! we bought
some other stuffs also..consider like a
mini-shopping..enjoyed my sat nite wip
her..sat down together..bought some
munchies..n talk..and i got home ard
11 plus..rite now is like, somethin' on
my mind..got tiz part-time job..at 1st
i was kinda excited like wat sia..then
until tiz morning..im still excited..but
when it comes to like night time, im
not too sure if i should take up dat job..
out of sudden, da excitement is not
there..i dunno wat changes my mind..
so now itz like should i, or should not..?
tough decisions..i can't decide, really..
demotivation...wat should i do or say
to my fren 2morrow..? oh gosh!
Sunday, November 8, 2009
Another weekend has passed..
been bz tiz week of going to hospital
and back..ibu is still not well yet..
she needs to undergo an operation but
wait till her fever has gone down..
lotsa things happen..lotsa things which
i heard..but i didn't get to visit her today
eventhough i went to hospital..da timing
is not there..i meet up my bf ard 3plus..
we plan to go on an event today..but i told
him itz juz a workshop..so end up we walk
frm far east to plaza singapura..damn! i
miss him so much..yesterday i spent da whole
day at hospital..so i can't get to c him due to
his bz schedule too..but im glad to spent some
time wip him today..but he said hez tired..
so...we went home ard 7plus..itz kinda hard
to let him go..i wanna let him stay! i wished..
but he gotta werk tonight and continue 2morrow..
haiz..so hardworking..he said, he wanna make his
family happy especially his mom..and..he called
me juz now n we talked things out..it made me cry
somehow..when i let out bout how i feel...
he decide on 1 solution to clear out tiz prob..
it may sound crazy, but i guess datz da best
solution which he came up with..i never expect
of wat he said to me..da main thing is it solved!
haha..hopefully things work out next month for
da both of us...praying hard hopefully dat ibu
gets well soon..last but not least, hopefully
there gonna be a better day 2morrow at werk..!
Wednesday, November 4, 2009
Holla to y'all..i've been very bz tiz week..
but i still wanna blog in here..to share..
to let it go how my dayz goes by..ok as in
at werk, i juz finish doin my closing..haiz..
last few dayz been like irritatated wit 1 of
my fren..seriously..! not to say dat im
tryna say bad things of her la..or to say
dat im good, but itz juz dat i dun like ppl
to interrupt me when im talking..not once,
many times!!!! expect ppl to hear her story
only..like wat sia..then like to talk big..as if
like nobody else ever done like she did..
when im quiet doesn't mean i never did or
never been to da place dat u're talking
about..she expect wat, ppl wanna tell every-
thing in detail izit?? wat da hell..but i'll juz
ignore whenever she tryna show offs by da
things dat she say..lazy to entertain or listen
to her story sometimes..until today, finally
i get to say some things dat makez her shut
her big mouth up! itz so satisfying...dat show
off her my thang..which is nothing to compare
wit hers..haha..im bad, am i..? but i mean good..
as if like she gonna win some big money or wat
by juz doin talking..stop it la..stop talking shit!!
ok..datz bout her..even though my bestfren is
da same name as hers, but totally they are of
different character..i feel good when my bestie
called me yesterday..share a lot of story..i think
i can't share it wit any1 else dat understand like
she do..haha..loves talking crapz at nite..never
change..alwayz accumulate till 1 month story sia..
haha..but itz good coz i really felt relieved!! fuh!
rite now im tired..my ibu was hospitalised since
last nite...so i went to visit her afta werk & i go
off ard 10.30pm..my feetz aching..feels like
taking half day 2morrow morning..as my ibu
requested me to buy her "mee kway teow goreng"
hehe..i stayed wit her beside her bed
since 8.30pm onwards left only da 2 of us..
having her chicken rice..eating it together..
feels like i really miss those time dat i spent
wit her when i was young..she shared wit me,
dat the assistant nurses showered her..ibu said,
even she has 3 daughterz but none has ever
make her bathe or clean like da outside ppl do..
itz sounded like sad to me..coz i feel it too bout
how she feels..for me, i feel like..she (ibu) accepted
me when i was a baby...an outsider who wantz to
take me as her child..where as my parents did not..
so sad isn't? well..datz my story..ima go to sleep
now..so so tired..yah, btw..i forgotten dat i started
to wear specz today!! hehe..many commented on
it..da main thing dat happen is, i wear specs coz
i could not see da bus..& itz due to my computer
at werk..and now bcoz of me, my accountant is
trying to get us a new flatscreen monitor..to
replace dat old big monitor..haha..dat 1 zaman
primary school sia..big n bulky..budget or wat!
ITE is much more better..hehe..ok i'ma blog in
again soon!! nite..!
