Friday, April 30, 2010
Before i could say dat my day today
was awesome, i wanna share watz in
my heart rite now..well i noe in relation-
ships we alwayz need each other when
we were down..even when u're broke!
don't u think so?? as for me, i guess im
good being on my own without any
financially support frm him..i dun mind
helping my bf when times are bad..we
were always there for each other..but
until today i guess hez a bit too much
in asking me for help..itz like u do sh*t,
u better pick it up on ur own..! dun do
sh*t n let somebody to cover but u pay
da person next month..wat da hell! i
dunno if y'all understand this..but i juz
feel like itz too much! i can't entertain
this kinda thing..y r u making things so
complicated?? im begging u pls, pls stop
this bad habit..if it is once or twice, i can
help u learn frm mistakes..but if it keeps
goin on & on everyday, it becomes a habit.
n i hate ur habit..! im sorry for being bad
person to u..but im not gonna help u tiz time
i'ma let u learn how hard it is life to be at
ur own feet..can't be depending on anybody..
coz i'll bet u in dat way u'll never ever learn!
1 thing i noe is u won't listen to me..a gf who
never fails to give advice..yet u didn't want
to try n learn..i dunno wat else to do..i guess
im better off without u..my day was good..
attending 3 dance class today..LA/lyrical
hip hop, breaking and hip hop gals..ya..i was
happy..only when i think of u i started to
frown..y? sometimes i do think back bout
all da sweet lil' things dat he did..i won't 4get
dat..but dats how it is, in relationships therez
been ups n downs..i haf to accept it, datz ur
flaws..im being open, but i really hope this
things won't be happening again..*positive*
bad habit can be changed..i need more tolerance,
i'll pray hard to be strong facing all kinds of things
in life..i'ma work hard for u to be a better person..
im not saying im dat good or perfect..at least
i dun go around doin troubles for ppl..haha..
aite datz it..im feeling better now..i'ma call him
again or if not then i'll juz wash up n go to sleep.
my body is aching all over..i need a good rest..
haha..aite..itz 2am in da morning..nite!
enjoy da weekend peepz!
Wednesday, April 28, 2010
hey y'all!! im back again blogging..
good news good news!! i found myself
a job! hehe..itz was yesterday..i'ma
start werk tiz mon..advantage! near
my house, at ubi!! 2 bus-stops away!
haha..SYUKUR ALHAMDULILLAH..!
it worries me too if i hadn't got a job..
maybe im used to have my own
income..bcoz i depend on me.. :)
alrite..! i'ma share a bit bout my
mums bday last sun..having dinner
with family was fun! it was like quite
sometime since we all had gathering
eating outside..most important is,
i hope she's happy..well at least im
glad my dad did..he said tiz year place
was better than last year..we went to
clementi wood park sakura..altogether
11 of us including da kids..haha..enjoying
ourselves wit da food there..ok..these few
days been bz..other than goin' interviews,
i've been goin on dance classes too! itz hip
hop class la! haha..i guess da last time i was
active dancing is during secondary school..
lol..dat was ages ago! but i went for this is
good..itz for beginners..last week i learn
waackin'..itz cool..! me n my best fren..
even my bf goes for his poppin' class..
haha..his interest been always there..
& then therez vocals too..singing wit piano..
i like..! hehe..hmm..every wed they have
tiz jam session..where everybody can gather..
power!! i went to watch 'em battle last week..
n i really like da way they perform da battle..
juz feel like im outta place..hehe..im not up to
their standard yet..but i see passion in them.
so strong love for their dance..hehe..aite..
i might go again 2morrow for their street jazz
dance class, & hip hop dance class for beginners..
gonna sign up too i hope! hehe..soon! bye!
Saturday, April 24, 2010
It's mum bday today...happy birthday ma...
we gonna celebrate it tomorrow aite!
i got her a new stove for her to cook coz
da previous 1's need to rest in peace after
using for so many years..i wish i could
renovate my kitchen..haha..new oven
to bake or something?? :) anyway..
my 4th year anniversary wip him was
last 4 days..we have not celebrate yet..
hehe..most probably end of tiz mth?
meanwhile, i got him an iphone today..
since i'm able to renew my line & got
dat $100 off..so by chance i juz grab it..
Bad news about me is afta our anniversary,
last 3 dayz i received an email from my
accountant saying dat i can come n collect
my personal belonging..reason:- is bcoz
i told her dat im not really interested to
werk wip tiz company..haha..how direct
can i be..i dun expect things to happen tiz
way..yah..thanks to her, da unprofessional
accountant! maybe she enjoyz werking there..
i dun care..itz juz dat im jobless now..i can't
believe it..! i went for 4 interviews da other
day..i sweat alot due to the very hot weather
during afternoon..n im not sure if i can get to
any 1 of those interviews..hopefully it won't
be too long till a got a job..haiz..watz happenin'?
keep on reminding da thoughts dat 2morrow
gonna be a better day..think positive but still
sh*ts happen..maybe it true like wat i read on
fate datz written i shall get married late, as im
still young bad luck about me is i gotta take
care of the entire family...bad luck will fade
only afta i got married one day..but no matter
wat..i try to keep my will strong facing all this..
thanks fren for those who r reading this..
appreciate some of ur time..maybe itz hard
for ppl to understand me..but moving on,
datz how life supposed to be..-peace- ;)
Saturday, April 17, 2010
Itz raining outside n yet my bf
doesn't noe dat i need him...
i hate myself so much for loving
him..y?? i thot my sat was good
earlier on...i passed my FTT today..
shared the happiness wit ferrinna
coz both of us passed surprisingly..
Alhamdullilah..! but i wish to go out
n celebrate..but then he spoil
it all...doesn't even ask about it..
since afternoon i've been waiting
on him..been playing games on my
iphone for hours!!! n watch some
old music videos..i happen to watch
da video by Alicia Keys song called
A Woman's Worth..out of sudden da
video kinda touches my heart..tears
falls down from my eyes..no i didn't
mean to cry or tryna be emotional..
somehow, maybe im already sad..
plus watching it, it says "u will lose
if u choose to refuse to put her 1st.."
ya..it really means a lot! won't get
sick of da song...im bored!! wanna
noe wat, i applied unpaid leave
yesterday..goin for interview..
but ended up to be not-so-good
day for me..but afta i end my FTT
today, i thot da day gonna be better
than yesterday..i guess it's still da
same..we're supposed to go out
today, n yet he acted like he dunno
anything..like to act stupid! he doesn't
haf any idea when he will end his
meeting wip his fren, n yet still got da
cheek to say gonna meet me later..
i said forget it..today plan was cancelled..
so let it be...no meets up or goin out..
im hungry..for not eating 7 hours..
i'm gonna eat..i won't starve myself
bcoz of waiting on him..itz not worth
it! hmph! im not in da mood already..
oh gosh! can u imagine how i hate him
so much??!! all i wanna say is thanks ar EH!
Tuesday, April 13, 2010
nothing much..these 2 dayz my accountant
behave like $^$^%$&%^??!! haha..im
dragging myself to werk every morning..
only GOD noe how it feels like to be forcing
urself to werk..ok short one here aite..
im counting 1 more week to my 4th year
anniversary!!! love my boyfren emmy!! :)
no matter wat, we still pull thru..aite..muack!
Saturday, April 10, 2010
My boifey did this..itz edited by cartoons
apps with dialogs juz like in comics..i liike!!
hee..kinda angry face or wat?? no la it
supposed to be a fierce look with all da
make-ups..dat was last weeks make-over!
ok b4 dat, let me share a bit about wat im
feeling rite now..im mad! i lost my mango
bermz..my black mango sleevless shirt, i
lost my red colour esprit t-shirt!! watz next??
i can't be loosing stuff if nobody's taking it..
im not pointing fingers at anybody..u noe
who u are if u're feeling guilty urself..
if sum1 really stole my stuffs, da person
should noe wat gonna happen in da end
of their lives..unless..it really went missing
on itz own..then i have no say..must haf
misplaced it somewhere..hate it! oh my!
aite..itz been 2 weeks since i last shared in..
wat happen? lotsa thing happen..but for sure
good things happen..family financial problems
has been resolved..everythings really turned
back as per normal like i hoped for..syukur
alhamdulillah..im thankful wit wat i haf..
even if i've lost my fav things..haiz..itz ok
went shopping lately at forever 21! haha..
ok lemme share a bit bout wat happen within
tiz few weeks..i had fun again hanging-outs
wit da gereks peeps..we went to see the
ancient egypt exhibition during da 2nd last
day, then afta dat we went sakura for inter-
national buffet..! altogether 11 of 'em..
happening!! haha..da next day, is da make-
over session!! haha..i like this part eventhough
itz kinda late to share it now..ok..i had a great
sat last week..went with firah, ira & anisa..
got da feelin' on how it feels like to be a real
model..it was fun, i was doll up..i love to wat
they did my hair..haha..i look very matured..
pose here & there..& those pictures were really
amazing..i bought 5 pics only due to a lil' bit of
disappinted with da price dat they r promoting..
those pics are nice! i haf a look at it very fast la!
i wonder watz gonna happen for da rest of da 55
pics dat we didn't buy..haiz..i noe its damn expensive..
but can't resist it la..itz our pictures u noe!! i can't
wait for it it get ready..in few weeks time..! ok..
today was also a good sat..went out wip galfren,
inna to accompany her buying her stuffs for her
event..we had lunch at suntec fish & co..i'd simply
love da tiger prawns, meal called peri2 prawn..haha!
da drink, chokie junkie..itz their chocolate milkshake..
i like!! haha..from juz now "i like" hehe..anyway..
last few days theres some misunderstanding wip bf..
now everythings settled..hehe..love him..too much!!
went to catch clash of the titans yesterday wip him..
& had chicken rice for dinner @ tong seng! haha..
itz been alwayz there for chicken rice & butter
prawn...no other..btw..i got marc ekco shirt frm
him..got it online..1st time seh marc ekco for gals
t-shirt..haha..i like this too! thanks dear for da
shirt..k next is, bout my werkplace..i've got good
news! hopefully it happen..pls pls pls!! i need it
so bad..! i won't share for now on wat it is..
but i will later..hehe..aite, for watz in my mind
rite now is dat..i wanna paint my room..get
myself an iphone radio player..to replace my
radio la..then..need to fixed some...thing...
haiz..datz it for now..in these short terms..
gotta buy my mum a new dining table for
the family..& buy her a new set of stove
for her to cook..pity my mother..haiz..
her bday coming up la tiz month..thot
of blanja her go makan..ok not?? hmm..
will decide again then..n yah btw! i forgot
la..the other day meet my galfrenz!! huda
& arnita..haha..i laugh hard dat day..to de-
stress myself to think about werk..i miss
'em..hehe..i'ma blog again..bye!
